Hi, it's Camila Cabello. I've decided today, to tell you my story. My story is romantic but not like in the movies. It's special, but not something you wish to have. It has two endings but only one will define the rest of my life. I've decided to share it with you because this whole story is about a mistake I did, a big one. I just want to show you that I'm not perfect and I haven't been happy all my life. So, I hope my story will help you become a better person and help you understand that sometimes, the things you are looking for are right in front of you.

First chapter.

Two months ago, I was asleep in what seemed to me, a weird position. Suddenly I started hearing some voices. It was like people tried to talk to me but I couldn't wake up. The voices became louder and louder but it wasn't clear enough to understand anything. I wanted to wake up so badly but my eyes were opening at a slow motion speed. I started seeing a light which was becoming brighter at every second. And Then, my eyes were finally opened. I looked around. My mother was beside of me, crying and still trying to talk to me but I couldn't understand what she was saying. I was laying in a bed in a room that was almost only white. I looked at my arms and, when I saw the tubes that were plugged in me, I understood. I was at the hospital.

My mother's voice was getting clearer and I started hearing beeping which I assumed was my heart's beating sound on a machine close to me. A couple of nurse started to manipulate me but I couldn't see what they were doing because I was so tired. I close my eyes and started to concentrate on my mother's voice. After a couple of minutes, I heard what she was saying, over and over again.

- Camila, are you okay?

I was so tired that it took all my energy to even say what I responded.

- How long have I been asleep mom?

- Two months.

As I tried to move from this uncomfortable position, a nurse grabbed my arm which stopped me from doing any moves. I looked back at my mother but she wasn't there anymore. All I could see was nurses and lights. Then I fell asleep again but I wake up not so long after this.

It was so weird to me, I learned that I have been in a coma for two months and I genuinely didn't remember what happened to me. I didn't even know what those nurses did to me some minutes ago. I was tired so i closed my eyes and tried to get some sleep but suddenly, I heard footsteps. They were getting closer to me. Then, a hand laid on my hand. Confused, I turned around really quickly. A tall boy was standing in front of me. I had never seen this man in my life so why was he trying hold my hand?

- Who are you? I asked him.

He quickly took off his hand that was on mine. His face started to look really sad as a tear was running down his cheek. His feet were backing off, away from me. He turned around and went out of my hospital room. I heard my mother talking to him.

- What's wrong?

- She doesn't remember me.

The guy broke down in tears, I could hear him.

- Oh Shawn.. Give her some time, I'm sure she will remember.

- I hope so but maybe she's better off without me.

- Why would you say that, Shawn? You are the best thing that ever happened to her.

- It's complicated but it doesn't matter now. She doesn't even know who I am.

- What were you planning to do? Are you going back to your apartment?

- Yes, I am.

- Ok. For now, don't worry she might get her memory from you back, we never know. Either I will talk to her. Call me when you get to your apartment Shawn.

- Ok. I will.

I felt so bad even though it wasn't my fault. I didn't remember him at all. My mother came into my room. I guess she wanted to talk to me but I pretended to be asleep because all of this was scaring me a lot and I was way too tired to handle it. She called my name to see if I was sleeping and when she figured I was sleeping, she sat on chair beside my bed.

I was lost and confused. First of all, how could this even happen to me? Second of all, if I forgot about the man that came earlier, what else did I forgot? Last thing, were my fans and bandmates aware of my situation? I needed answers but I was too tired to handle anything at that time.

The last thing that I could even remember was that summer was coming and I was suppose to go on tour with fifth harmony during the summer. That scared me because I didn't know if I would be able to go on tour with them because of my health. But what I didn't know was that, this summer was over a long time ago. I didn't know what I did last summer.

End of the first chapter.