I know how it feels to have no motivation. 

Its like you wake up every day and you just feel like an empty bottle. 

Its nothing without whats inside...

Sometimes I lay in the floor at 3am wondering what I could have done different. 

What I could have been if I tried earlier. 

Sometimes I lay in the floor at 3am.

Nothing comes to mind. I'm not thinking. I'm just there. 

I go and try my hardest to be what I used to be. 

A happy little girl wondering the world unknowing of what lied ahead. 

Would I kill for that again...