Heyooo

Random drippy something that I drew a while back.
I don't really get it either, it's just there and I was like "sure, why not"

Next one almost made me rage quit SO MANY TIMES, like seriously, it was SO out of what I usually draw goddamn-

I was actually forced to draw this (/j)

So yeah. You know who you are.

Through all of it, I kept thinking, "am I really an artist if I don't draw my fursona?" (Yes-) No! Of course not! So ladies, gentlemen, people, after almost quitting, and googling "furries draw full body" as a reference, and questioning the decisions that brought me here (/j), I shall present to you, my fursona.

Considering it's my first time, I'd say it's ok-ish!

The paw was probably the hardest part along with the mouth-

But I made it!

Yay-!

Never again.

(/hj)

Also! The design itself is heavily inspired and based on whitewolf_warrior who is the best and most amazing person on this universe and the next and in this book we all worship her as a goddess. (/hj , I ain't forcing my religion on you don't worry)

MOVING ON-

I recently found out about aphantasia, the condition that makes it impossible for someone to picture images on their mind.

Which, honestly, blew my mind as much as my mum's, yet out reactions were completely different.

She said: "what do you mean "can't picture images in their mind", what do they see then? Everyone sees something, you can't "not see", that's ridiculous!"

While I asked: "THERE'S PEOPLE WHO *SEE* THINGS IN THEIR MIND?! YOU MEAN THE ENTIRE TIME WHEN PEOPLE SAID "imagine yourself on a beach" THEY MEANT LITERALLY SEEING YOURSELF ON A BEACH AND NOT JUST AS A FIGURATIVE THING? THIS ENTIRE TIME PEOPLE SPOKE *LITERALLY*?!?

And then we proceeded to have a 2 hour debate about it.

SO YEAH-

Turns out I'm in that 1-5% of people who *can't* imagine. Yay!

And now, in case you're still confused, here's the test I found:

Try picturing something simple, like a red star, when you close your eyes. Now, from numbers one to six, pick the one that's closer to what you see with your eyes closed when picturing said star:

I only see number 1. Absolute nothingness, because I know the concept, I know what it looks like, I understand the red star, but I can't *see* the red star.

My mom on the other side, can clearly see dumber six. She closes her eyes and *sees* the red star floating there.

I am aphantiasiastic (idk if that's correct BUT idc) and my mom is not.

So yeah.

SEE YA BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE!!