It has been one week. Yesterday I moved back with the boys. It was amazing. I missed Jay and Stephen's crazy stuff, Daniel and Hosuh sweetness. Instead of me living with Ann,Jocat took my place.

Today was the day of music (I'm writing this when it is the day of music. It was on Friday 21.5) I woke up super early. I go downstairs. I thought that it would be better if I go in a garden Daniel showed me once. He did said no one could hear me there. I needed some inspiration so I thought it would be best if I write the song for boy's. Naw I will write about this garden.

*5 hours later (Now it's 10 am)*
Finally it's over. I just have to try with instruments and my voice one more time and I'm going home.

*stephen's pov*
I woke up. Jay was snoring:"Jay could you keep it down a little "

He just opened his eyes a little and said:"Fu** you" Then he turned the other side.

I said quietly:"Well fu** you too"

I get out of my room and go check in y/n's room if she is there. I opened the door and I couldn't see her. I searched the hole room but no trace of here.

I go over to Daniel's and Hosuh's room. I go in and they are sleeping, of course. I ask them:"Hey, guys do you know where y/n went? "

Daniel just said:"We don't know we were sleeping this hole time"

Hosuh woke up and said with a sleeping voice:"Maybe you should call Ann. Maybe she is just having fun with them"

I ran in my room to get my phone and I call Ann.

*ring, ring*
Hey Ann is that you?
                                        No, it's Jocat.                          

Anyway is y/n there?
                                         No,we just woke
*call over*
I was a mess. I started to panic:"WHAT IF SHE IS GONE"
I go over to Daniel:"Daniel she is not at Ann's place"

Daniel said:"I think I know where she might be but you have to trust me and stay here. Ok? "

I nodded and said:"Yes Daniel, yes"

*daniel's pov*
God please help me to not kill stephen. I go over in the forest. I know this is a crazy idea but it might be crazy enough to work. Stephen is going to kill me so ..... I think Stephen should go instead. I go over to Stephen and say:"Stephen, remember when we were little we used to go in the garden. What if she is there?"

I could see on Stephen he was about to die:"Fine,fine I have to go there"

*y/n pov*
Something is wrong with this text. Mabye I should read it one more time.

*Stephen's pov*
I was just about to enter the garden. I heard y/n was saying something so I hide.

She just started to talk:"I have to correct this. Something is definitely wrong. Let's just make it into a poem"

$$$$$$$$Cringe alert go at your own risk$$$$$$$$

My love is unlimited
My poem is unfinished
Rose's are pretty but deadly
My soul is dead but unpredictable

Here for a tale of a silly woman
Who wished for a silly man

Daniel
He is sweet he is nice
IDK why but I rime it with rice
His language going through my heart
What will I do if he goes away

Hosuh
Sweetheart of bunch
My heart getting a punch
Even chocolate is sweet
But he is neet

Jay
Normal and hot
What can carry
He isn't a bot
He is scary

Stephen
Spends the most time
I like this ryme
He is not the least
I think he is a beast
I'm unsure around him
But his flirty tone gives me away

These colors are neet
Yellow,Purple,Grey and Green
All these colors have a purpose or not
They are hot

Garden with these colors
Is always welcome
His or hers
Go or have good time and come

In my garden of nice colors

(I think all the boys are best. Just so you know)

I started to blush.

*Y/n's pov*

I hear something from the bushes. I turn around and I see Stephen in the distance. I pack all my stuff rather quickly.

Stephen notice that I saw him so I ran:"PLEASE DON'T TELL ANYONE"

I go in my house and lock in the room. Jay was asking to be let in.
He then kick's the door and says:"What's up Fu**ers!"

I laugh a bit:"What is it Jay"

"I saw you entered the room quiet worried" He said with a confused face.

"Listen I will talk later I promise" I said to him and he exited.

Hosuh was in living room. He asked if anyone would go in grocery store with him. I said that I would like to go.

We were on our way to the store. I asked Hosuh:"Hosuh?"

He said:"Yes"

"Can I get some advice from you" I said quietly.

"Sure" He smiled.

"Since you had a girlfriend already......how did you confess to her"

"Ummm-" I cut him off.(I actually read:"Ummm I cut him off😂)

"Hosuh how did you know she was for you? I am trying to decide but I just can't. These 4 guys make it so difficult" Hopefully he doesn't know it's them.

"Follow your heart." He smiled.

We were quite until we got the groceries. When we left the store I pulled his hand. We sat on a bench. I felt again this weird felling. I said  to Hosuh:"Thank you" I kissed him on his forehead.

"I know I'm supposed to not tell you but" I was all red.

"You are really................"  I hugged him and said:"I love you"
While I was saying that My face was on his stomach.
I hugged him harder. I could feel his smell of his Shirt. Then he hugged me too.

"I would really like to be your girlfriend but there is something keeping me away from it" I looked him all flustered.

He looked at me all shy and and kissed me on lips. It was incredible. I had that warm felling. He was so.........hot.(you can now all fangirl about this ಡ ͜ ʖ ಡ)

He said:"I understand. But if in the future......we don't get to be together.......you can remember me by this"

"Did you knew your eyes were always so precious" I gave him a smile.

He said to me:"Let's keep this a secret"

I thought to my self: I'm sorry Jay,I broke your promise.

Until home we were holding hands. When we were about to enter the house we pretended like nothing happened.

I went into Jay's room. I entered the room quietly so if he is sleeping I don't wake him up.

Seems like he was in shower. When I saw him he had a towel. My nose started to bleed. Those abs. I then the yelled:"Eeeepppp"

I ran into his closet. He saw me and yelled:"Ahhhhhhh"

He left to change in the bathroom. Meanwhile it started to rain. With rain thunder came as well. I started to cry because I was scared of thunder.(I'm not. I actually enjoy it)

Jay entered the room. He heard sniffing. He opened the closet and he  found me crying over thunder.

"Shhhh are you ok" He asked

* Thunder noise*

I ran back in my room and in my closet. Jay ran in my room as quickly as he could.

" Please you have nothing to be scared about....." After a few moments something happened.

"Trust me just open the door" I opened the door.

Jay pulled me to my bed. We get under blankets and drink hot cocoa. I hug Jay for a few moments. He was so warm:"So fuzzzzzzyyyyyy"

He blushed a lot:"You are so cute"

I chuckled and said:"Thanks Jay" I hugged him.

We were there until thunderstorm stopped. It was super comfy. Especially hugging Jay's abs. Hehehhh.

(Huh I started writing this 21.5 and now it's 1.6 welp)