*2 Months after the wedding* (HAMILTON!!) (On the planet that Hera has with those bugs and stuff)

Rex's POV

"I can be there in two rotations" Rex said to Ashoka over the hologram, "Rex i'll be fine" Ashoka replied, "I just don't want you to be alone.." Said Rex, "i'm not alone Rex" Ashoka said nudging her head towards Ezra and Kanan. "You know i could have ordered you to have me come along!" Rex said, "I still outrank you Rex." Ashoka said smugly, "In my book..Experience outranks everything" Rex said crossing his arms "If experience outranks everything then i definently outrank you!" Ashoka said smiling, "Be careful...May the force be with you" Rex said seriously, Ashoka frowned and nodded. And the call was over, Rex said in his room alone. Rex got up kicked a crate and walked out the door to find Zeb or hera. Rex walked past all the ships and other rebels until he found Zeb sitting in a chair with a radio playing. "Hey geezer!" Zeb greeted, Rex just raised a brow and sat on a crate next to Zeb. Rex sighed, "What's wrong?" Zeb Asked, "You...you wouldn't understand" Rex said looking down, "Try me" Said Zeb flatly. Rex looked up at the sun set, "i just...wish i could have gone with her...I don't want her to get hurt or to get...to get.." Rex started but choked up on tears, Then Fives, Echo and Cody walked up, "Hey Rex...What's up?" Cody asked concerned, "Nothin' Just..thinking..." Rex replied looking off at the sunset thinking about the time they watched the sunset together on tattooine. "Rex..I have known you for over half my life...somethings wrong!" Fives said "Just..worried about her.." Rex Replied "Don't worry. She'll be fine" Echo reassured his old captain, "I know...i just don't wanna lose her..not now.." Rex said almost tearing up. "Rex..it's okay...Me Echo and fives are goin' to get some food, You coming?" Cody asked "No...I'm not hungry....Thanks.." Rex replied. And with that they left Rex and Zeb alone again. "Rex...it'll be okay.." Zeb said patting his shoulder, And he got up and left, Leaving rex alone watching the sunset to think and remember. "I am not throwin' away my shot" Rex said to himself. He got up and headed towards a ship, Then Hera came over, "Rex! Where are you going?" Hera asked basically yelling at him, "I'm going to find Ashoka!" Rex replied not turning around still heading towards the ship. "Rex! If you go the inquisitors could follow you and you, Kanen, Ezra and Ashoka will be killed!" Hera retorted, Rex thought for a moment then turned around and stormed off to his cabin swearing in mando'a kicking crates. Rex sat down on his bed and tried contacting Ashoka again, No answer, "Krif!" Rex yelled. He tried calling again a few hours later...The same turn-out, No answer. Rex stared worrying more now, Going over what-ifs and should-haves. "I should have gone with her! What if she dies?!" Rex said out-loud to himself pacing back and fourth. Then Echo came in, "Rex...we're all trying to sleep...could you mutter any louder?" He asked jokingly, Rex just glared at him, "I thought you were the mature one" Rex said to him, Echo just shrugged. He sat down next to Rex " She will be okay.." Said Echo, "I hope so..." Rex said and after an hour Echo went back to his cabin. Rex lied in his bed, Not sleeping, Just...Thinking. When morning came Rex got up and walked to the mess to get some coffee, He didn't sleep at all. He went and sat on the edge of a hill and watched the sun rise. Going over every memory of him and Ashoka that he had. Wolfe and Gregor came over to Rex, "Rex...How you doin'?" Wolfe asked sounding very concerned, "Fine.." Rex said lying, "She'll come back..Don't worry, She's strong." Gregor said patting Rex's back. And they left to the mess leaving Rex alone on the hillside with his coffee and memories. a few hours had passed and Rex started heading back to the base when he heard a ship, He ran. When he got there he saw Kanen and Ezra exiting the ship. Rex looked at them, They were sad, Ezra looked Rex in the eyes and teared up. Rex knew, She was gone. Rex teared up and fell to his knees, "No..no no...She can't be gone...Tell me it's not true!" Rex yelled out looking at the sky. Cody, Fives, Echo Gregor and Wolfe rushed to him and tried to help him, They didn't know what to do, They had never seen him like this. Hera rushed to Kanen and saw him with a bandage around his eyes. Ezra just stood unknowing of what to do, His master blind and hugging Hera, His friend broken on his knees, shattered inside. "It just can't be!" Rex cried out, "Why!? I should have been there!" Rex yelled out on his knees, Crying, Shattered, Battered and broken. After a while His brothers took him to his room, Rex, Red eyed sat on his bed brothers around him, Not knowing what to do. "it's okay Rex...She's in a better place" Fives reassured him, "It hurts...So much..." Rex said shaking his head crying again. After a while he told his brothers to go get some rest and left Rex alone in his room. "I'm so tired of being here, Suppresed by all my childish fears, And if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave. Cause your presence still lingers here...and it won't leave me alone, These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just to real, There's just so much that time can not erase. When you cried i'd wiped away all of your tears when you'd screamed i'd fight away all of your fears, and i held your hand through all of these eyars...But you still help...Hold me.." Rex said quietly to his broken self. "It was so light when you were here....Now it's dark and..cold" Rex shivered, "I can't forget you...It's to hard..Why am i here and your gone?" Rex asked himself, "I should have gone with..then Maybe..You would be here.." He said, "I have tried so hard to tell myself that your gone, But though your still with me...I've been alone all along" He said quietly. Rex didn't sleep again, He could shake the feeling of her being there, beside him. He got some coffee and sat in the small mess hall alone. Rex stared down at his caf, remembering the times Ashoka would tell him that caf was gross and bad for him. Now it was just a reminder. He sat alone, All the rebels stayed away from him as if he carried a deadly virus. Rex was alone, Mentally.....Spiritually and physically...He couldn't sleep, Couldn't eat, Couldn't think about anything but her. He missed the way she laughed and smiled, The way she hugged him, How her cool skin felt against his warm skin, The way she smelled, The way she kissed him and told him 'It will be alright' The way she said his name, he thought about every little detail...And how he would never hear her laugh or see her smile or feel her lips or body against his. And that brought tears to his eyes. Rex looked down at his caf and put his head in his hands, And he could swear he felt a hand brush up against his, But he dismissed it, He didn't want to cry anymore, Didn't want to hurt anymore. But there was nothing he could do, No one knew the pain he was going through, They just told it it would get better, But they were wrong, Nothing could make him feel better aside from Ashoka. But she was gone, No one could help now. Kanen walked into the mess stumbling a little, "Rex..Is that you?" He asked sensing around him, "Yeah...it's just me.." Rex said taking his hands off his head and took a swig of caf. "How you holding up?" Kanen asked feeling around him and finding a seat across from Rex. "Not so good...Can't eat, can't sleep...Can't even think without an image of her coming into my head.." Rex said looking down again. "I know they all have been saying this to you but it will get better. You may never forget her because she will be in both your mind..and heart.." Rex said reaching to touch Rex's arm for reassurence. "Thanks Kanen.." Rex sighed, "Perhaps she will become one with the force" Kanen said getting up, And with that he left. Rex walked around the ship yard and everyone stared, He could hear whispers like 'I heard he's going nuts without that grey Jedi around' And such others. He threatened to punch one guy then Hera gave him the death glare. So he walked on and brushed off everyone else. Rex went to the top of the tallest hill and sat, "Ashoka, I miss you so much, It's only been a day and i miss you more and more daily and they all say i will get better but it won't! Why did it have to be you? Why not me? I'm old and useless...You were my everything and now your gone. How do i go on, How do i cope? Do i cope? What do i do...Help me Ashoka...Your my only hope....My everything...Come back" Rex said, Once he got to the last part he started crying, He sat on the hill alone, Crying, shattered. Rex walked back to the base once night fell, He went back to his room and layed on the bed, He got maybe an hour of sleep. *1 Month later..*

Rex walked around the base, Hoping maybe someone she was alive and would come back. He still cried himself to sleep every night, Living on only 2 hours of sleep daily. Every time he closed his eyes, There she was. He still had the feeling she was there with him. "maybe Kanens right.." Rex said to himself, Rex went to the hill and sat alone like he did everyday. He heard a ship go and a ship land, He paid no attention. Rex looked off into the distance and said " Ashoka, I know you probably can't hear me, And i know i come here every day and talk to nothingness, But if you can hear me i just want to say, I love you and miss you i want you by my side again. I need you by my side again. I miss you and wish you would come back, Maybe i need to move on, Maybe i'm going nuts..I don't know..But i always have this feeling that your here, Like old times, Back during the war, When you would wait for me whenever i went off to battle, You would worry and then when you went off and no one knew i worried for you. Because it was different then, We felt the same but....Nothing ever happened, Now we we're married and now your gone! I miss you so much, I still hurt and ache...I'm a broken man without you." Rex got up ready to leave when he heard a voice "Rex..I am here.." Said a familiar woman's voice, "Ashoka! You can hear me?" Rex said looking over the hills as if there was a ghost, "Rex..I'm here.." She said again, "Kanen was right! Your one with the force...Like all fallen Jedi" Rex said, "Rex! Behind you dim-wit!" The voice said slightly annoyed. Rex turned around to see Ashoka standing there, "Ashoka!?" Rex said running to her and hugged her to make sure he wasn't going crazy. It really was her! ASHOKA IS ALIVE!!!! "I missed you so much! How are you alive? What happened?" Rex asked with a million more questions but there was only one thing he wanted to do right now. "I Don't-" Ashoka started but she was cut off by a kiss, long, Passionate and overdue. "Rex!" Ashoka yelled after the kiss was over, "Sorry..I just really needed to do that" Rex said smiling at her, And she returned the kiss. After a while Rex and Ashoka went back down and everyone cheered as they saw she was alive. After a small celebration Rex and Ashoka went to bed very happy.

To Be Continued!

Author's Note: OMG!! SO EMOTIONAL!! SAD, HAPPY AND DEPRESSING!! WOW! SO what did you all think! ASHOKA IS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!! :D I really hope you enjoy! More coming soon. I have 4 other fanfics to work on too tho..so...yeah! Next week or the week after there will be another chapter! Also the part where rex says ALl the stuff like when you cried and all that the starts from a song called My Immortal! VERY SAD AND MAKES ME CRY A LITTLE!! Well enjoy! :D

                                     HANDS AT THE EQUATOR REXTER!!!! SHAME ON THEE!! *Points finger and wags*                                                            So damn handsy and touchy... XDD lol i learn too much from my good buddy                                                               Trashcan!! Muwahahhahahaha 

Well that's all folks!! Mlpj out!! Peace!!