Y\N's pov

I was just crying on the ground till I fell into a cold sleep.......

(Dream)

"Y\N! Hi!" Juuzou said staring at me, I was on the ground still. "J-Juuzou!" I said looking at the white haired boy. "Y\N, get out of here it's not safe. You have to run away before they find you...." Juuzou said locking his red eyes with my e\c ones. "You have to run before they find you....." Juuzou said before he disappeared. "They found you....." Juuzou whispered in my ear......

(End)

I then woke up in a bed, that showing that I was at Shinohara's. I was still in my ripped up clothes so I decided changed into my pajamas, I opened the drawer and saw Juuzou's pajamas. I then screamed, Shinohara came in turning on the lights saying "Y\N what's wrong!?" Shinohara said staring at me. Shinohara saw that I was again crying I had fallen on the floor. "W-Where's Juuzou!?" I asked while yelling, Shinohara looked down and said "follow me...." I followed Shinohara into the living room he had placed Juuzou on the floor. Juuzou's body was all covered in blood still, I ran over to Juuzou's body and then yelled "J-Juuzou!! Wake Up!!" I yelled shaking Juuzou's body, I then started to take steps back saying "no........no......no!!" I fell over something but I couldn't tell because the lights were all off. "What happened to him!!!!!" I screamed covering my eyes with my hands. "The Ghoul's all ambushed him........ There were to many for him to handle Y\N" Shinohara said. "So........he's........really...DEAD?!!!" I screamed uncovering my eyes looking at Juuzou's body. Shinohara just nodded not even daring to say one word, he then left me alone in the room. I slowly walked towards Juuzou's body my whole body shaking I then said. "Juuzou........ You can't be dead....... I want to die too...." I said tears streaming down my face, I walked into the kitchen opened a drawer and grabbed a knife. "If you can't live........ Neither can I..." I said and pointed the knife at my heart. I was about to stab myself till someone cot my arm it was Shinohara I opened my e\c eyes. Shinohara took the knife out of my hands saying "you'll be ok........y

....." I started crying even more and ran to my room shutting the door behind me. I then got in bed slowly, "this isn't real....." I fell asleep saying those words to myself......

This is all strongly engraved in my heart........

Timeskip~ at Juuzou's funeral......

I'm wearing black today, because I'm at Juuzou's funeral. It's night-time and rainy, there is not many lights around here. I bought a ton of things for Juuzou's funeral, I remember when I went to the check out the lady said "who's birthday?" she asked looking at all the flowers and other things I bought including a giraffe plush the one that Juuzou always wanted anytime we went in that store. "......it's actually for a funeral....." I said to the lady, "oh, I'm so sorry!" she said I felt a tear fall down my face, I then took all my things and left......

When some people said things about Juuzou it was finally my turn to say something. I went on the stage and said "what Juuzou was to me..... Was a friend someone I could always count on to make me laugh... But now he's gone....... And I don't know what to think now....." I said looking down because I started crying a lot. When I looked up I then said "I didn't only think of Juuzou as a friend, I also love him..." I said tears still going down my face....... After I was done talking then we could put all of our things that we bought Juuzou in with him. Everyone left when they put the things that they bought Juuzou, I was the last in line. I looked at Juuzou one more time and his skin was it's normal color, I put all my things with him the last that I put in was the giraffe plush. I picked it up and put it on his chest then moving his lifeless arms around it, I smiled as I touched the side of Juuzou's face. I then kissed Juuzou on the lips then saying "I love you....." I said those words even though he couldn't hear me. The funeral was inside but they turned off all the lights and lit small candles, I decided just to stay here since it was at the CCG. I laided down next to Juuzou's casket that he was in, I then closed my eyes waiting for sleep but it never came. It has been 3 hours and I'm still up, I open my eyes and look around then look down at Juuzou. "If only you were alive here with me laughing" I said crying again, I know that I'm depressed over this but I don't want to leave Juuzou alone........... I don't want him to leave me....... I remember the first time that I got to meet Juuzou. Even though I was acting annoyed really I was having fun, I just wish that Juuzou was alive right now clinging onto me being funny like he always is........

I miss you........
I love you.........