(Corl's POV) I woke up and got dressed in a black long sleeve shirt and black pants and black shoes and a black jacket and grapbed my suitcase and raced out the door to the airport. Once I was there I got on my flight the plane was playing songs on the radio and guess what song they played? That's right scares to your beautiful I was humming along to the song. I feel asleep after the song was over "Mr. Wake up, we've landed!" "Okay" I got off the plane and got my stuff people were looking at me weird I mean I look super Gothic

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My friends don't know what I look like and I don't even know if they are my friends, no they probably feel sorry for me. I got a text from Sub he said he would be outside I texted him that I look a little different he text back an OK. I put my phone away and i looked outside and saw Sub and Denis I went outside and pulled my hoodie over my face and Sub saw me he ran up to me "Corl is that you?" "Yeah... Its me" he didn't say anything "what?want to tell how weird I look? Go a head" "what happened?" "Nothing important" we got in the car Denis turned on the radio and it was the same song again I thought nobody was listing so I was singing along "she just wants beautiful,she goes, unnoticed, she knows,no limits, she craves, attention, she praises an image she prays to be" i stopped singing when I noticed Sub staring at me "what!?!" He jumped a bit Sub turned down the song and looked at me "will you take your hoodie off?" "No" he turned back around. I grapbed my journal out i got that last week and wrote in it about how I feel after I was done writing another song came on the radio its called broken "can you please turn the song up really loud?" I asked they turned it up really loud. I was singing along theirs eyes got wide when the song will you take my life. After some more driving we got to Denis's house and Sub left. Denis showed me were my room is and the bathroom. After I finished unpacking I grapbed my razor and went to the bathroom and turned on the water and I started cutting myself until I heard a knock on the door "CORL HURRY UP!" I turned of the water and his the razor in my pocket and pulled down my long sleeves it looks like I've been crying but I still open the door and walk out and went to my room. I closed the door and locked it. After a few hours I heard a knock on my door "Corl it's dinner time!" "I'm not hungry!" "What? How?" "I'm just not so fuck off" "fine what the fuck ever!". It's night time now and I'm getting ready to go to bed and I went to sleep.

(Denis's POV) I hate Corl so much he is stupid I noticed a book sitting on the table it says "Corl's dairy" I open it up and read the first page 'dear dairy I was walking around the house when I saw myself in a mirrow, why am I so ugly and stupid, no wonder my friends aren't my friends they just pity me so do my fans, why am I even here I should not be here I was a mistake the worlds biggest one, I mean my family ignores me because I'm gay and I feel so lost I mean I know why they hate me so much I messed up by being born,and I'm too fat I stopped eating I don't care if it kills me no one does,that's all I have too say bye dairy' I was shocked,mad,and sad "put that down!, how much did you read!" He grapbed the book and ran to his room I went to my room and went to bed. I woke up to screaming coming from Corl's room I ignored it but then he yelled something "FINE I WILL KILL MYSELF!" I ran to his room and saw....