*BEEP BEEP BEEP*

"Ugh" I sigh to to the sound of my annoying alarm. Oh. Well let me introduce myself, my name is Virgil Hallow. Or has the asses at school know me as 'Virgin'. Yeah hahaha really funny. Anyway it is another day of Junior year.. And I'm not excited. See if you where me youd know why, it all because of two bastards.

Deciet, he is a snake like bastard which had these insults that just stun me! I dont have the brain power to say anything apparently! and he's violent as fuck, he beats the hell out of me and and my mom asks me why I'm black and blue. And I of course don't tell her shit.

And then theres,

Roman, saying his name makes me feel weird, cause yeah he's the biggest asshole you'll ever meet, besides deciet. But he's.. Cute.. DAMN IT! it makes me mad thinking about it. I'm just waiting till this bullshit feeling I have passes and I can just go back to hating him again.

Anyway skip to the present.

I get out of bed and go to my closet. Ok let's see.. I pick out a black t shirt with a white outline of a rose on it. A purple and black flannel open over it. And Ripped black skinny jeans and all black vans. I go into the bathroom to fix my dark brown mess with purple ends. And of course I grab my pale ass foundation and apply it to cover my freckled face. Yes I have freckles all over my body, but of course I don't have the confidence to show anyone. I put on my eye liner and head down stairs.

"Hey mama" I smile weakly

"Hey sweetheart" She hugs me. I roll my eyes and hug back.

I grab a pop tart and get my bag pecking my mom on the cheek.

"Have a good day hun!" She smiled

"I'll try!" I admitted leaving the house.

That's my mom Eliza Hallow, the sweetest person you'll ever meet. And my dad? Well let's just say he's less than good person..

I walked to school in slow strides as I listen to music. I decided to sing along to it. Im not a very confident singer so that's why I usually sing alone. But Im in choir so that's fun.

I get to school and push the the metal doors. I see swarms of kids talking and gossiping about the day as usual.

I walk farther in and go to my locker and see my best friend Patton.

"Hi Virgil!" He exclaimed hugging me.

"Hey Patton" I hug back, patton and my mom those are the only two people I will let touch me.

"How are ya?" Patton asked smiling brightly as usual.

"Im ok, I finished redesigning my room so now it's black and purple with band posters covering the walls and I have white fairy lights all over and my blankets are galaxy with black sheets and pillows, and maybe some stuffed animals" I mumbled the last part "it's amazing" I actually smiled

"*gasp* Virgil You have stuffed animals!? I knew I was rubbing off on you!" He said bubbling with joy. By the way, Patton Hart heart is bigger than his brain and the definition of twink. I'm not saying it's a bad thing it's just that he cross dresses, he's a pastel he and says things like sister and tea ya know that kinda of stuff. I swear he says it so much that one time I said sister shut up in front of him and he went crazy! He was so proud of me for some reason. I wanted to slap my self for the rest of the day.

"Have you seen the Christmas outfits yet choir yet?" Patton asked

"No talyn is gonna show me today" I said sketching in my sketch book.

"I heard the guys out fits have glitter on them and they look super gay" Patton said with a playful smirk

I had taken a sip of my tea I put in a thermal bottle and made this morning prior to him saying. I choked and coughed some what loudly and lost my balance almost falling over.

"WHAT?!" I half yelled panicking.

"Yeah you didn't know that?" Patton giggled.

"No!" I panicked. That's fantastic not only do I get bullied already! Now I'll get bullied for that too!

"Calm down Virgil I bet you'll look great in them!" Patton reassured.

"Sounds like someone was choking on dick over here. which one of you fags was it?" Roman walked over to us.

"Not now fuck tard I'm not in the mood" I mumbled.

Roman's POV

Well I see he's fiesty as ever. *sigh* I feel bad doing this but when you've got a rep to hold up. Its kinda expected of you. I don't hurt him physically, that sadly is deciets job.. I looked at him. Damn.. His cute tiny frame, those jeans complement his curves perfectly aahh fuck I need to stop doing this I'm straight.

"Well your still a fiesty fag as usual" I said leaning against the locker next to the short emo.

"I see you're still a dumbass as usual" He retorred. I looked over at his sketch book.

"Yoink!" I said grabbing the sketch book.

"Give it back" He walked toward me and tried to grab it. I put my my arm up do he couldn't reach it.

"You know this is a clique right?" He said slightly hoping to get it "Damn my shortness.." He mumbled

"Lets see here" I said flipping through the book, keeping it out of his reach.

I flip to a page and raise an eyebrow.

"Who the fuck are these?" I laughed showing him his drawing. He blushed clearly not wanting me to see this.

"My two gay ocs, dipshit" Virgil said glaring at me

"You mean you with one of the many guys you've been fucked by, slut?" I said smirking

"You said it your self Roman I'm a Virgin" He admitted with no hesitation.

"And this queer?" I asked flipping to a different page.

"Be more chill you uncultured swine" Virgil said trying to grab it again.

"Oooo maybe you can dance around and sing a song from it la La La La like the fags who do it on stage! Oh wait your one of them aren't you?" I teased in a gay sounding voice.

"Your a dick" The storm cloud mumbled.

"Lick me then faggot" I said back.

"Go fuck yourself and give me my sketch book back!" Virgil said looking up at me crossing his arms.

"Fetch" I said throwing it over on the ground. The Hall of people that accumulated around they all laughed Virgil froze, noticing they where stareing. He looked at the taunting gaze of dozens of his peers looking at him. He quickly ran over to the book and grabbed it.

His chest started to tighten with anxiety, he didn't like people looking at him, judging him. His breathing quickened.

"What's wrong Virgin?" Some popular girl asked, the rest giggled. Virgil ran past the crowd to the bathroom and locked himself in a stall. He sat down catching his breath, been in the hall one more second and he would have had a panic attack. He took out his vape pen and took a puff, calming him down. Don't worry there's no nicotine in it it's just water vapour that's flavored. It's stupid but it calms him down and makes him feel better.

"I'm surprised he didn't kill himself over the weekend" I said chuckling.

Virgils POV

I heard that you bitch! This is not what I needed today! Almost having a melt down in front of everyone! Ugh I knew this would happen. Anyway, yes I do have social anxiety, well anxiety in general, I'm a bit depressed, and I did think about killing myself. But I was to scared.. Just goes to show you how weak I am. But as I was saying, I walk out of the bathroom and the bell rings. I sigh and head to my first period, history.

I walk slowly due to the fact that I don't care. And literally a second before I reach the door it rings.

"Oh that's great" I mumbled. I walk in being a couple seconds late.

"And why are you late?" And I see instead of the teacher is Roman. He asked in a fake stern tone. Wtf...

"Sit down dumbass your not the teacher" I glared at him.

"Oh? But i am! Ok hello class my name is Mr. no one gives a shit! And I'm your sub!" Roman joked putting it on the board. The whole class laughed. I just rolled my eyes and went to sit down.

"Oh bye the way Virgin? Is it? I'm gonna have to give you a demerit for walking gay and wearing gay mom jeans" I stopped in my tracks. The whole class giggled and ooo-ed. I smirked to myself.

"I gotta say Roman those jeans, or cum rags I should say. Aren't doing you any favors either sweetie" I shot back. Roman furrowed his eye brows.

"You suck your daddy's dick with that mouth? You incestful fuck" Roman thought of a come back .

"Your still fuck your mom cause shes the only skank who would let a douchebag like you fuck her?" I retorted raising an eyebrow.

"OOOOHHH" A couple guys exclaimed.

"Oof" Some other guys said.

"Can I get a rip in the chat?" Some kid asked.

"Get rekt!" Patton yelled. I signaled him to shut up.

"Telling your twink boyfriend to stop defending ya?" The taller male smirked.

"Oh no my heart belongs to someone else! Me and Virgil are just best friends!" Patton said with a smile.

"Aww so the two twinks are friends? That's cute" Roman mocked him. Virgils eye brows furrowed. I had heard it every day for almost 5 years. Fag, queer, twink, gay, aids, any beautiful name you could think of. I was so tired of it. I clenched my fist and stomped over to Roman. He raised an eye brow with a cocky smirk. I looked up at him because he was so tall and I slapped him hard across the face (GET BITCH SLAPPED FUCKER!- sorry I'll shut up).

"*gasp* Virgil!" Patton exclaimed

"What the fuck?" Roman asked furious holding his cheek.

"I have been through this bull for too damn long and I have two things to tell you. YES I'M GAY OK?! I'm gayer than Christmas! I like men! I like dick! (Virgil shut up-!) I don't feel attracted to woman! There ya happy?! I'm so tired of people making that an insult! And Two! a person who calls someone else gay may be hiding their own sexuality. Think about that" I spat at him with out thinking. He looked at me stunned that I admitted it. The whole class looked with mouths agap.

Roman growled regaining his train of thought "You know I was gonna wait for deciet to do this but God dammit you just give me to much crap" Roman growled as he punched me hard in the stomach. I groaned and he let go making me sink to the ground. Don't give him the satisfaction. I've echoed this in my head more than I can count. See I'm sensitive emotionally and physically, that means I can cry easily but I don't because I've built so much of a wall but sometimes it slips out don't make this one of those times.

"I'm so deeply sorry everyone I was helping miss summer fix the copy machine- oh dear god Roman what did you do?!" Logan came in through the door looking at the scene before him. Logan went over to me and him.

"Office both of you. Now" Miss summers walked in the room. Roman left the class begrudgingly and I followed with my head down.

"Are you crying?" Roman looked at me still mad.

"I-its none of your business" I said harshly. I was trying not to but the anger was bubbling down to sadness and the pain in my stomach was still stabbing at me. I held them back as I went into the principals office.

"Sit down please" Mr. Kelvinburg said gesturing to two chairs. I sat down nawing on my sleeve nervously.

"So tell me what happened" He said calmly.

"H-he punched me" I mumbled

"He slapped me" Roman growled crossing his arms. He sighed and shook is head.

"And why did this start?" He asked.

"B-because he was calling me gay and then I lashed out in anger.." I mumbled my cheeks flushing with embarrassment.

'God why are you cute when you blush?' Roman thought looking over at me.

"Well I'm gonna let you two off with a warning with detention I see anything like this again it's suspension" He said firmly.

"O-ok" I said nodding. Roman rolled his eyes and mumbled a fine.

"You are dismissed" He said. We walked out and the bell rang shortly after. We went to the history class room to get our back packs and went to our next class. I walked fairly quickly go choir until I tripped on something.

"Watch where your going hun~" I heard a hissing voice pick me up by the shirt.

Im Fucked...

Word count 2259 (Jesus Christ..)

Welp hope you like the first chapter of my Thomas Sanders story! See ya! Fangirl out!