It's been another day of getting yelled at by Sonia. All because I wasn't patient for Manic to come back from who knows where.

"Sonic!! You need to learn how to control yourself with your speed!! You get too carried away and it gets annoying!"

"What's annoying is that you always yell at me!"

"Well consider my yelling a warning!!"

"A warning for what?!?!"

"A warning to not use your STUPID SPEED ALL THE TIME!!! Just because you can run fast DOESN'T MEAN YOUR ATTITUDE SHOULD COME THAT QUICK!!"

I just stood there. I couldn't believe what Sonia said. She was never like this before. And my speed ... I just couldn't believe it.

"Well maybe I shouldn't be able to run at all!" I ran away crying.

I was at the roof of a tall abandoned building. It was peaceful, but I couldn't explain my feelings. I felt angry, sad, and depressed at the same time.

I looked down at the from the roof. The building must have been like ... 5 stories high.

After everything that happened with me and Sonia ... I wanted to jump off, but then again, I couldn't. If only I had a sign to tell me.

I started to get a pain in by heart and I started to cry my eyes out.

My vision started to get blurry and I couldn't see where I was going.

I took one wrong step and fell from the roof.

I cleared out my vision and saw what was happening. All I could do was smile.

"This is the sign I've been waiting for."

As I landed on the ground, the pain in my chest was gone, but it moved towards my legs. I looked at them and just started crying.

My legs were severally broken. The bones came out of my skin and I started to bleed crazy fast.

I was smiling and crying at the same time. The pain grew worse and I yelled out in pain.

I never should have gone up that roof, but it was worth it.

I wanted to feel more pain. This wasn't enough to satisfy my depression. I reached for a bone. Still in pain, I broke it off of my legs and yelled out as hard as I can.

Still isn't enough!!!!! I needed more pain!!

I started to get up. The my legs had had gone completely surrounded by pain. I couldn't stand upright and I leaned against the building.

"I hate my life."

I pushed myself and started to run, but a sharp bone cut my leg and I tripped.

I howled in pain as the sharp bone cut my leg even more. My vision got blurred again.

As I blinked to get rid of my tears, I saw Manic run towards me.

"You're ... too ... slow ..."

Was the last thing I said before I blacked out.

O_O ... yeah ... I warned you ...