Han Jisung p.o.v.

Ash, I was too hard on him today. I was angry, sure, but I shouldn't have treated him so badly.

I look at the empty plate, the cheesecake was delicious.

I can't stay locked up in here anymore, we have to get ready for tonight's concert. So I get up, take a quick shower and go out to the living room. Minho isn't there, perhaps he has already gone down to the cars that will take us to the stadium.

I join the others at the back of the hotel and look for him. He is not even there. 

Chan comes up to me: «Lee Know?» he asks simply. It's time to leave and it's strange that he's late

«I thought he was here...»

«He's you roommate, Han!» Chan snaps, spreading his hands in a huffed gesture. He runs to the elevator and heads to the seventh floor, where our suite is.

Felix comes over and grabs my hand. His hands are so small but his touch is so warm.

«Are you okay?» he asks me. And I dunno if I'm okay, but I nod.

We already get into the cars and a few minutes later Chan and Lee know get out of the lift and we can leave, just 10 minutes late.

I try to relax. On stage I have to give my best, I can't be so exhausted...

«How are you?» 

We are in the dressing room, the concert will start soon and I don't want to go on stage like this. Minho has a sad face and I feel guilty for some reason. So I approached him, who was eyes closed on the sofa, and touched his knee with mine.

He opens his eyes and looks at me amazed.

«Are you interested now?» he replies. I can feel he is hurt. 

I sigh and sit down next to him: «I know I've been an asshole this morning, but... can we talk now?» 

He doesn't say anything and just sighs. I take that as a confirmation to keep talking:

«I just got really scared, for the live accident, but I don't have to unload my sad moments on others» I explain.

He looks at me and hints at a smile, but it's a sad smile:

«I wish you would allow me to be there, in your sad moments, Han.»

My heart skips a beat. What does he means?

«Sorry If I snuck into your bed, but you looked so... Sad.» he says, watching through my eyes, like he's really trying to understand my mind.

Good luck, Minho, I don't understand it neither.

«I thought it was my fault» he speaks again, looking the floor, «but I guess I'm not the center of your world, so...»

He would never admit it but this is his way of telling me I hurt him with those words. And damn, I really didn't mean to.

«I'm sorry I was so rude...» I say, placing a hand on his thigh to make he looks at me again.

His eyes widen and seems to be lost for words. Maybe he doesn't expect me to apologize so sincerely. His gaze jumps from my irises to my lips and my heart seems to appreciate it, starting to run faster.

I lean back a bit, getting away from his too much near face.

«So... Are we okay, now?» I ask, giving him my pinky finger.

He lifts his gaze from my lips, back to my eyes. He smiles and takes my finger:

«Sure, Han.»

«Guys, let's get ready!» the staff is calling all the members, interrupting our serious moment.

«Come on, let's destroy the stage!» he exclaims, standing up.

«Let's goooo!» I scream, feeling lighter and happier.

During today's concert there will be some news. Lee Know and I.N will sing a song they've prepared it in the past days. I'm behind the stage and I don't know which song they choose, but when I hear the first notes, I immediately identify it: this is 'Falling' by Harry Styles. 

Lee Know's sweet voice envelops me and I leave the makeup artist who was retouching my makeup to run to peek on stage. I can't miss this moment!

I know the words of the song were written by Harry, not Minho, but I can't help but think they are a bit for me too.

Minho is singing with all his heart and STAYs seem moved.

I feel two tears running down my face.

Why am I crying for a song?

Music has always been my life, it has always been my way of expressing emotions and there is no better way to tell me something.

But... Minho, are you trying to tell me something or am I imagining it all?

The song ends, STAYs erupt into thunderous applause for Lee Know and Jeongin. I quickly dry my tears and go back to the makeup artist, apologizing for running away.

Felix appears at my side: «Are you okay, Hanie?»

I nod. But I don't know if I really am.

«Are you nervous?» I ask him. He will sing 'If the world was ending' tonight, and it's his first time to sing all alone on the stage.

«You can say it for sure!» he laughs at himself. He's almost shaking.

«Your voice is stunning, you will be amazing, Lix.» I reassure him.

He takes my hand and we walk onto the stage as Chan, I.N., Seungmin and Lee Know get ready to exit.

Lee Know catches my eye and gives me a wink. A shiver runs up my spine.

Focus, Han, now you have to support Felix.

The music starts and the deep voice of the little aussie embraces us all, making me smile.

Let's the magic start!

The concert ends, we shake hands and make more bows, then withdrawing one by one to the dressing rooms. We change and we are escorted back to the hotel.

We are exhausted but happy. New York is treating us really well and tomorrow will be the last date here, then we'll change city again.

Minho and I go back to the room and I yawn loudly.

«Are you tired?» he asks me.

I shrug: «Yes, but I wouldn't sleep right away. I'm going to take a shower, then do you want to watch a film together?»

He nods: «I'll take a shower too» and he takes off his shirt, remaining bare-chested.

And damn, such a view should be prohibited!

I have to summon all my strength not to look at his body. I know he has a scar in the middle of his torso and that he hates it. I saw it a while ago and I don't want to embarrass him.

But, damn it, he is hot.

I turn to go to my room but, before I can disappear, he asks me:

«Did you like 'Falling'?»

I turn to him, meeting his eyes. He's strangely serious, a soft smile on his face.

I know the singing is his main weakness, along with the English pronunciation.

«It was crazy» I smile softly. His face lights up.

«It was very touching» I add, looking down, not to dwell on his strong hips.

«Aw, did I make you cry?» he jokes.

I blush immediately: «I didn't say this!»

«Chill, I was joking, Jagi!» he laughs, scratching his neck. 

I glance at his muscular arm, the veins standing out under his thin skin, and I disappear into my room.

I quickly undress and wipe the makeup off my face with a makeup remover. I slip into the shower and let the boiling water engulf me.

Too bad I didn't notice one detail: I'm hard down there.

I don't understand what's happening. Am I hard for him? 

I realize that at this very moment he is in the shower too, completely naked, just a few meters away from me. I blush.

Fuck, I'm completely hard for him.

I try to calm down but I can't. So I let those forbidden thoughts kidnap me and I solve my "problem" in the shower, imagining Minho under water with me.

Finally I go out and dry off quickly, grabbing something to wear from the suitcase that I don't even bother unpacking every time.

Minho is lying on his bed, wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants:

«Hallelujah, how long did it take you? Were you thinking about me?»

I blush suddenly: «W-what are you saying!» I blur out, making a disgusted expression to cover my embarrassment.

«Hey, I was joking!» he smiles, patting the bed to make me lay near him.

I do as he says and settle at a safe distance from him.

 «Aw, I don't bite!» he laughs, open his arms for me.

I swallow and approach him, resting my head on his chest. 

I'm embarrassed, but when the movie starts I relax and I have to admit that I love being in his arms. He makes me feel safe.

«I think I might fall asleep...» I mumble after some minutes, my eyes are already closed.

«Sleep, jagi, sleep here with me» he whispers, caressing my hair.

«Anyway...» I manage to say, before collapsing into dreams. «I really cried for 'Falling'»

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Author's space:

Here I am, sorry for making u wait!!

Hope u like this chap!! 

NB. Remember that this is a fan fiction so also if I put there some minsung moments that really happened, I could modified them a bit!

Next chap in 17 stars and 20 comments or... tomorrow!! 

Kisses 

L