16

Lee know p.o.v.

Today we have a day off and I'm on my bed, reading a book. I should rest, to physically and psychologically prepare myself for the tour, which is approaching, but I'm getting bored and I can't stop thinking about Han. I would just like to see him, nothing strange.

I take my phone from the bedside table and type:

"What is my jagi doing?"

His answer comes fast:

"I'm not your jagi"

"I hope you will be"

Wow, Lee Know, are you flirting? I laugh at myself.


"I'm chilling on my bed."

Okay, jagi, just ignore me and my jokes. You've been doing it for days, anyhow.

"Can I come?"

"On my bed?" he asks.

I laugh, thinking about his puzzled face.

"I mean, to chill together"

"Okay"

Just one word, but it's enough to make me smile.

I get up fast and take some neat clothes. I even spray myself with some perfume, I don't even know why. Then I walk through his dorm, feeling excited to spend time alone with him.

If he accepted my self-invite, maybe he doesn't hate me that much.

I knock and he opens the main door to me. His face is sleepy and he's still wearing pajamas, but he's still extremely cute.

«Hi, Jagi» I said.

He rolls his eyes, ignoring the nickname: «Hi»

We go to his room and he simply lays in his bed, where he was just before my arrival I guess. The TV is on and he's watching an anime.

«Can I?» I ask, pointing to the other side of his bed.

«Sure.»

He seems to be in a low mood. I've watched him a lot during these last weeks and I got that Han can only be in two ways: funny as only he can be, like chaotic and crazy, or completely silent and tired of living. I would really like to understand what in his head leads him to these two extremes.

I lay down near him, hoping to cheer him up a little with my presence. Or at least not to bother him more.

But I also have to deal with myself and with this knot I feel in my stomach. I'm in his room for the first time, alone with him, and my confidence seems to fade. Being there is making me feel a little shy.

I try to look around, noting that his room is actually as I expected. It's just like him: a real mess, but decidedly cute.

My gaze return to him. He doesn't take his eyes off the television and he doesn't seem to notice my presence much. His mind seems a little absent.

Trying to get comfortable, I move closer to him. Our hips touch, but he doesn't seem to notice.

On the other hand, I truly feel his closeness and my mind freezes, unable to handle those feelings.

«Do you want to see a movie?» he asks me, taking lazily the remote controller.

He doesn't seem to notice how uncomfortable I am, fortunately. I should thank my blank face for that.

«Yeah, what about an horror?» I propose, hoping that the movie would distract me.

«I like horror too» he says, choosing one, «Did you see this?»

«Not yet»

What a cold conversation is that? 

I hope I wasn't wrong to come here, forcing our almost non-existent relationship.

The movie starts. Han legs begin to move like he's a little bit tense. I find me think that I would like him to be tense because of me and not because of the horror. But probably I'm the only one who's nervous here, he looks so caught up in the movie.

He is lying on his stomach, his head resting on his right hands and his legs towards the pillow can't stand still. And I'm next to him, in the same position.

I watch him and suddenly ask:

«Can I hug you?»

I really don't know how what I was thinking about and I bite my tongue trying not to blush. I just want him to relax a bit but how the hell did it come out of my mouth?

I'm shocked by myself but I'm trying to play it cool.

He turns to me, widening his eyes a lot.

«O-okay...» he stutters, seeing that I'm not joking.

I love to see him embarrassed. I love to see that he is also nervous in my presence.

I take him in my arms, laying my head to his shoulder.

I really like physical contact with him, it makes me relax.

After some minutes, he moves: «I'm not comfortable like this, wait.»

He grabs a pillow and lies down lengthwise at the edge of the bed, resting his head on it. He waits for me to lay down behind him.

I follow him, wrapping one arm around his small waist while I prop my head up with the other. I smell his shampoo in this position and it's so sweet.

I try not to get too close to him, because his closeness is making me um... A bit hard. And I don't want him to notice it. He'd think I'm a pervert!

After the film, he turns to me: «What do you want to d-» and we find ourselves close, too much close, our faces almost touching, his hand resting on my chest.

He blushes so hard and I feel my heart stopping for a second.

There's something. There is something between us. That's for sure.

He gets out of bed and walks away quickly, like as if I were made of fire and he was burning himself.

I'm tempted to grab him and pull him towards me, but I don't. I'm shocked too.

«What do you want to do now? I'm going to order something to eat, it's time for lunch. I see who else is in the house» he says quickly and disappears out of the room, without even crossing my eyes.

He doesn't want to be alone with me.

Why am I a little upset for this?



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Author's safe place:

Okay, you should be shocked hahahah I'm posting every day. The reason is that I want to complete one of my fan fictions.

If u don't know (Dunno if you even mind ahaha), I've started to write fan fictions when I was 12 yo (not about Skz obviously) and I've started writing again after a long break just this summer. And in my life I've never ever ended one of my story!! So it's mandatory!!

I've so many ideas that I couldn't start 100 fan fictions simultaneously ahaha I've other ideas of minsung, so don't worry, when this ends there will be more.

So I'm concentrating on this one because in 3 weeks I would like to finish it!

So... hope you enjoy this chap, leave me stars/votes and comments because these are my lifeblood ahah

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