April 29

Dear Diary,

Is this foreshadowing?

I dreamed of Kaiden telling me his past. Where he fell in love with a girl when he was in 10th grade. Their relationship was so smooth and healthy, he made her his top priority.

He had doubts because he was aware that not everything was permanent, but the day that he fears the most came... She left him.

That's when his world crumbled down. She was his top priority, when she left, he didn't know what to do. He neglected his own studies, he became alcoholic at such a young age, and almost didn't went to college.

He learned a lot. I know that even though he has not directly told me that. He told me what he learned, and I'm sure he became a better person.

He was right. We know when something is permanent and temporary. And we only break ourselves as humans, there are heartbreaks that time couldn't heal, and there are heartbreaks that time can mend fast.

But can we really save ourselves from a heartbreak that's about to come?

P.S. my grades are falling fast and breaking too lol.

Always dreaming,

Kei