April 14

Dear Diary,

Despite my frustration over what I believed was the happiest time of my life turning into a dream that I desire for, the dreams I experienced with the same man— Kaiden, didn't end with our initial encounters last night.

I manifested about dreaming about Kaiden again. In my notebook, I wrote about him and all of my wishes. If anyone hears about this, they'll believe I'm not just weird anymore, they'll think I'm nuts.

But I don't care what people say; as long as I'm happy, I'll keep doing what I'm doing.

I was about to tell my friend about what I dreamed of, but I chose not to. They won't understand me, they will make fun of me.

I went to bed early. This comes as a huge surprise. I frequently stay up late to complete my tasks, activities, homework, and any other schoolwork I have, but no matter how hard I try, they constantly seem to multiply.

I despise our country's educational system.

I slept with my notebook under my pillow, where I had written everything about Kaiden.

And last night was the happiest day of my life when he confessed that he likes me and he really cares for me...

I think I don't wanna live in reality anymore.

Always dreaming,

Kei