May 10

Dear Diary,

The dream was so interesting. Although I hate it how I didn't dream about Kaiden once again. My dream last night was very wholesome and pleasant.

I dreamed about being with a young girl named Kamila. She's adorable, charming, and spoiled! And in the dream, my stupid self succumbed to her every whim. Who wouldn't, after all? I always give in when she gives me the glistening eyes and pout.

I'm not sure how that dream relates to me or my dreams about Kaiden, but it was a delightful one.

But, on the other hand, I'm concerned about Kaiden...

Is he doing well? I didn't get the chance to meet him tonight...

I suppose I need to see someone who understands me and my situation completely. Someone who wouldn't judge me much.

I cannot say anything to my mom. This dream... I have no idea what to call everything that Kaiden and I have. But I don't want to tell my mother about my dreams.

I'm guilty. This has an impact on my grades, present, and future. This is having a negative impact on my entire life. I'm not going to quit now. Because I'm sure there's a lot more in these dreams.

Always dreaming,

Kei