Ch. 1 - We've Made A Terrible Mistake

So yeah, Jamie Hughes is portrayed by Chanel Celaya which you might recognize from the "As Long As You Love Me" music video or even the movie 21 Jump Street. Except her eyes in the story are brown not Chanel's beautiful blue, I think it is. So yeah, on with the story :)

A picture of Jamie is on the side.

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< Chapter 1: We've Made a Terrible Mistake >

♥ Jamie's POV: ♥

I woke up with the sunlight hitting my face and I let out a silent groan. I pushed the blankets closer to me to cover my body more securely and then let my eyes fall shut once again. I had a small headache and I had this strange hope I could just sleep it off. Suddenly, memories that Justin came to visit yesterday hit my thoughts, and I was beginning to wonder if I had made him comfortable on the guest room, but I held no memory of that whatsoever. Then my eyes shot open in shock as I remembered exactly what had happened last night.

Justin and I... Sex.... Oh god.

It's so wrong of us, but... It felt so right. Are we really meant to be? I just feel guilty that I'll be the girl to tear Jelena apart. Maybe if w-

"Morning," Justin's voice scared the crap out of me.

"H-hi," I choked, my heart beating hard.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you," he said in his sexy morning voice, wrapping his arms around my naked body and pulling me closer. He began kissing my neck and nipping the skin lightly.

"Justin," I moaned, "stop, we're taking this too far."

"We already took this to a level that can't be undone," he pointed out, stopping and looking up at me.

"B-but... B-but..." I was so unsure of this.

"Jamie, trust me. You shouldn't be so worried. Everything will turn out fine," he promised, sitting up. "Now tell me. Did this feel.. Right? I mean that's the whole reason we did it, wasn't it?" I paused and thought for a second. He's right. This was our little experiment and we need to give our thoughts on it.

"Can you go first?" I ask nervously. Justin lets out a small chuckle and embraces my body again.

"It didn't feel wrong at all," he whispered in my ear seductively. I slightly shivered and took a small gulp.

"I- I guess it felt right... Considering I've been waiting to confess my feelings for such a long time," I admit. Justin rests his head on my shoulder and cuddles on the crook of my neck. "So what does this mean?" I ask courageously. We took a moment of silence before Justin decided to answer.

"Maybe it means we should... Get together..." he whispers quietly. I give a look of shock to no one in particularly since Justin can't see my face.

"But Selena..-"

"-would have to learn to live with it," he interrupted. I paused for a while, giving it some thought.

"She's a good friend of mine, though. She'd hate me forever and I won't be able to live with it, she's too nice and I'll seem so cruel.." I murmur. Justin hugged me tighter, kissing my jawline.

"Everything's gonna be alright.." he sang softly. He knew that was one of my favorite songs from his album Believe, which I guess is why he's singing it. Sort of applies, in a way.

I took a deep sigh and moved away from his grip on me. I wrapped the blanket around my naked body and stood up in search of new clothes and a towel. "I'm taking a shower," I announce, gathering my clothes.

"I'll start breakfast," he replied, hopping off bed. I didn't take one look at him before I exited the room.

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I come out of the bathroom feeling fresh and renewed, throwing my hair up in a messy bun. I walked in the kitchen and found Justin making French toast with eggs. Mmm, it's making me hungry.

"Feeling better?" he asked me, placing a plate carefully on the table for me.

"Maybe..." I reply, taking a seat. I looked back at Justin and realized he was just in boxers. I had to stare at those abs for a while longer before prompting him to shower. Ok, I think I'm done. "Why don't you go get yourself cleaned up and properly dressed?"

He looked over at me in surprise. "You've seen me like this for years now and suddenly you don't like it?" he inquired. I shrug innocently and he walks over to me. "Jamie, things will turn out fine, okay? Don't think too much, you'll be stressed out, babe."

My heart skipped a beat when I heard that one word. He's never called me 'babe' before. Is it safe to trust what he's saying? Before I could think it through, Justin leaned in and placed a big, warm kiss right on my lips. My eyes widened but I kissed back. If there's one thing I learned is that I can't decline his kisses. I was still feeling insecurely guilty but every time we kissed... It feels like it was meant to be this way.

He pulled away and smiled at me before leaving for the shower. I stared at his retreating figure and returned to my breakfast. I just don't feel like myself. I can't fully grasp what's wrong, I just know there's something I should know about that I already don't. I think I need a walk. It always makes me feel much better.

So I stuff the remaining of my breakfast into my mouth and grab a water bottle from the fridge. I jog to the bathroom and tell Justin I'll be back. He couldn't really say anything so he just agreed and I walked out into the fresh air. I began walking slowly and thinking deeply about my current situation, which I know is exactly the opposite of what Justin told me to do. But I can't help it.. I'm not too comfortable with big secrets such as these. As I continued walking, I came across the park Justin and I always used to play in when we were little. I found myself smiling at the screaming children who ran and played, having the time of their lives. My gaze switched to a little boy who stopped and talked to his mother, who was supervising on a bench. They had a small talk and the boy ran off so the mom could return to what I now registered to be a baby stroller. I watched carefully as the mom picked up the baby and began feeding it milk from a tiny bottle. My heart sank as I came to a sudden realization to a very likely possibility. I nervously turned to look across the street where I remembered a pharmacy stood. Indeed there it was, making my throat instantaneously dry.

Now I won't be able to live with myself if I didn't get this out of the way. So I unconsciously walked into the pharmacy and looked around for a certain item. When I had found it, I picked up three different brands and placed them on the counter. The cashier seemed old and uninterested so she passed the items quickly and told me the cost. I paid and grabbed the bag, deciding I should return home. I can't believe I'm doing this..

I pulled out my keys and opened the door to the house, relieved to find that Justin was nowhere in sight. I silently closed the door and ran to the bathroom, which was now available. A sweat dropping from my brow, I opened the bag to inspect the items I had recently bought.

3 pregnancy tests.

I did what I had to do with each one and waited for the results as I sat on the closed toilet top. I had to fight back the urge to nervously bite my nails as the results came in. Anxiously, I took a look at each one and I think I just about died.

I felt like throwing up as I threw out all three of them and decided to wash my face a couple of times in order to put on my best poker face. I took a deep breath and walked out, finding Justin walking down the stairs.

"Oh hey, how'd the walk go?" he asks casually. I felt a pang of uneasiness in the pit of my stomach. What am I gonna tell him? How will I ever get the courage to tell him that I'm carrying his baby?...

That we've made a terrible mistake?..

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Short, but dramatic :3

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