Another noise, another broken glass, another argument, another scream and another panic attack. Lev was in his room, covering his ears like a kid. He closed his eyes and sighed : his parents were arguing, AGAIN. He was so done with their fights, screaming at each other for simple shits, and hurting his and his older sister's feelings. Lev took his AirPods and put some music on. He texted his older sister, Alisa, to tell her that they were fighting again. Lev told Alisa to stay away from the house a bit longer : his sister was actually stressed because of her upcoming exams and she didn't needed any more stress. He wondered why his parents kept staying with each other, maybe because it'll be even more complicated (money) if they lived apart.

Lev was waiting impatiently to go to his new school, he hoped he could make a lot of new friends ! He wanted to join a volleyball club too, his father's best friend used to play volleyball when he was young and when he went to his house, they all watched volleyball matches together and it was such good memories ! Lev hoped he could find someone special for him.. Maybe a girlfriend ? Or boyfriend ? He didn't care about the gender actually, he just wanted to love someone and be loved in return.

He was super duper happy cause he met the captain of the volleyball team today ! He was a black haired boy, smaller than him (it wasn't really complicated to be smaller than Lev anyway-) but he seemed really nice ! He explained different positions in volleyball and he decided to be a middle blocker ! The black haired boy showed him all around the school, but he was the only volleyball player he saw from now, Lev was exited to meet the others tomorrow ! Maybe there could be a cute volleyball player in the team ? Or a cute manager ? Realizing what he was thinking about, Lev turned red, really red. « Come on Lev.. don't think about that yet ! » he was smiling but this smile faded away quickly when he felt something touching his shoulder..

« Lev ? » he cut his music and turned around as fast as he could, worried that it could be one of his parents. « Oh.. Alisa ? I told you not to come yet.. they're still arguing down there » his sister took Lev in her arms and hugged him tightly. « You shouldn't be dealing with all the problems alone Lev.. » she whispered. Lev tried hard to control himself but tears were already falling from his eyes. It was hard to deal with this all alone.. this was why he wanted a lover so much, someone other than his sis to take away all the pain and to understand him for once.. « shhh it's okay Lev, I'm here now ».

Lev let go of his sis only minutes after, she needed to study after all. They told each other goodnight and Lev went to sleep, he was exhausted. He sighed a last time before getting in his bed.

He was staring at the celling, exited and worried for tomorrow. He couldn't hold himself anymore, he wanted to meet his new teammates, new coaches, new teachers and new classmates ! He finally calmed down and went to sleep peacefully, cause his parents already fell asleep. No more noises, no more broken glasses, no more argument, no more more scream and no more panic attack.