This time you didn't pull away because you missed this and he was the one that you loved. He carefully pulled away and looked at you and wiped your tear that was falling down from your eyes.
" don't cry, because it breaks my heart "
You smiled at him
" I love you taehyung so much I didn't mean what I said "
" I know you didn't mean it, I know you too well when your lying "
You looked at his face and he had a big smile on his face and his face looked so soft and his tan toned skin looked beautiful. You cupped his face with your small hands and smiled. He took your hands and intertwined your hands together and you two just walked around the whole park talking about about the old days and just enjoying each other's company. You two sat down and looked at the stars.
You looked at taehyung side face and your tears dripping down your face again.
" what's wrong "
" nothing, I'm just happy right now "
He pulled you into a hug and lifted you up so you were sitting on his lap.
" I love you y/n "
He put his forehead in yours and you could smell his minty fresh breathe. You wanted to this moment to last forever but sadly this wasn't going to be for long. He was getting married in a few days and this is the last time you get to spend this moment with just him and you.
" I'm sorry that I left you y/n, if I would've have just stayed then this wouldn't have happened "
" I wanted to ask you something "
" what's that "
" why didn't you come after me when I was leaving to New York, when you knew I was leaving "
He didn't answer your question
" I d-did "
" WHAT? You did "
" I told jimin not to tell you but I did come after you but I was too late and maybe if I caught you into maybe we could've worked things out "
You cupped his cheeks making him look at you and you laughed alittle at cute and chubby his cheeks looked.
" it's okay, as long as I knew that you did come after me makes me alittle happier "
He smiled and grabbed the back of your neck gently and pulled you in for a kiss and his other hands on your back pulling you closer as if that was possible. You felt so secure sitting in his lap and his arms around your waist. The night was ending and it was time to go back. He drove you to jimin's house and you were about to get out but he grabbed your arm stopping you
" are you sure you don't want to stay in a hotel, I'll pay for you "
" it's okay "
" it's just that I don't know how I feel about you staying with jimin "
" don't worry nothing is going to happen "
" fine but If he does anything and make a move on you he's dead "
You chuckled at taehyung
" okay "
" wait "
" what now "
" you forgot something "
You touched your pockets and you thought about the money you were supposed to give him
" oh the money "
You took it out and handed it to him and his made a huff sound
" you are so cute and dumb sometimes "
" HEY "
He leaned over to you with his face so close to you that you could smell his minty breathe again.
" you forgot the most important thing for the night "
" and what's that "
He smirked at you and kissed your lips and you could feel him smiling into the kiss, He pulled away .
" okay now I think you got everything "
You finally left and he drove off and you went inside the house and JIMIN was sleeping already so your went to you room and already got a text from taehyung
" GOODNIGHT BEAUTIFUL "
You smile at the text but you also felt the pain because this was only for a while because he was getting married. You felt bad that you guys were doing this behind ji hae back but you really love him and just wanted one last couple days with him before you two official leave all this as  past memories. The next morning you woke up with another text from taehyung
" GOOD MORNING Beautiful 😘 "
" what's with al these good morning and night "
" I just wanted to make sure you have a good morning and night "
You went to go take a shower and jimin left to work already and you were left here alone. You got a call from ji hae.
PHONE CALL
" hey ji hae "
" hey y/n I was wondering if you want to come over to our house later on you know just to get together "
" uhh I don't know because JIMIN isn't home "
" okay we'll wait until he's home "
" okay "
You really Didn't want to go because she still doesn't know about that yet and you know if you saw her face you would feel super bad. The clocked finally said 4:30 and jimin was finally home.
" jimin, do you want to go to somewhere "
" okay, where "
" their house "
" who taehyung and ji hae "
" yup they invited is over "
" yeah, okay sure "
" ohh they still think we're dating "
" should we tell them we're not "
" not it's okay "
" are you sure "
" yeah "
" okay, go change "
" okay wifey "
" just go already "
About 15min later jimin came out and was ready and you both headed to their house. You rang the doorbell and ji hae opens the door. You stepped in and taehyung instantly smiled but when he saw you two holding hands his smiled dropped. You could tell her was jealous and that kind of made you happy.
" you guys are here, come in "
You guys stepped in and it was a big house and everything was so clean.
You and jimin sat next to each other
" so I see you two are still together "
" yeah "
You could see taehyung glaring at jimin a little. You wanted to get the tensions feeling away so you decide that you and ji hae should just cook dinner tonight.
Taehyung POV
I went over to jimin who was sitting down alone.
" hey umm can I ask you a question "
" no we're not really dating "
" how do you know what I was going to ask "
" because I just do, you've been giving me a glare all night "
" sorry, it's just that I'm "
" jealous "
" yeah that "
" look taehyung I love y/n and yes if we're being honest right now, yeah I love her a lot but your my one of my best friend and I know that she loves you and I won't ever take her away from you "
" thanks jimin "
" any time, but your getting married in like 2days "
" I know "
" then what are you going to do "
" I really don't know either "
Y/n and ji hae came into the room telling us to go eat. While we were eating all I could do was stare at y/n and at how beautiful she is. I knew she was also hurting on the inside and I didn't want to see her like that. We all ate our dinner and y/n volunteer to do the dishes and I also volunteer to help her out. We were washing the dishes and I could see she was upset. I tried cheering her up but messing around a bit. I grabbed the bubbles from the soap and placed it on her nose and she laughed and did the same. Later it soon become a bubble fight. We stopped and but are still laughing and I really wanted to cry because I really want to tell her how much I love her and want this to last Forever. The night was ending and y/n and jimin eventually went home. I was still feeling upset and ji hae kept asking me if something was bothering me and I kept tell her nothing was wrong. Later on we both went to bed but ji hae seemed strange.
" taehyung can I talk to you "
" of course "
" do you love me "
Hearing that question made me feel guilty
" o-of course I do "
" are you sure "
" yes "
I came over and grabbed her hands and holding it
" do you really want to marry me because if you don't I'll totally understand "
" what's up with you tonight asking all these strange questions "
" I just want to know "
" if I didn't want to marry you right now, would I still be here "
" yeah your right "
I kissed her forehead and we both fell asleep.
Your POV
you came home and wanted to talk to Jimin.
" jimin "
" yeah "
" I went to move "
" what do you mean "
" I want to move somewhere else "
" why "
" because I feel like if I stay here any longer after the wedding I might not be able to ever feel better "
" y/n you know I'll always support you and if that's how you feel then I'll support you but if your going then I'll go as well "
" you don't have to jimin "
" no I want to "
" thanks jimin your the best "
" the best enough to be your boyfriend "
" I don't know maybe "
He chuckled and you both went to sleep. The next day you got a text from ji hae asking to meet up with her. She asked to meet you in a coffee shop and that's where you went and you saw ji hae sitting down. And you walked over to her
" hey ji hae "
" hey y/n "
You say down and you both ordered coffee.
" so what's up "
" oh nothing i just wanted to talk to you "
" okay what's that "
" I hope I'm not trying to sound to weird but do you and taehyung used to have a really strong relationship I know too both dated but was it that serious "
You were alittle afraid to answer her question
" well we weren't that close because we had a few other problems "
" I wanted to ask you something "
" sure "
" do you still love him "
You didn't know how to answer her question because you didn't want to say yes.
" I- uhh "
" it's okay you can tell me, I won't be upset "
" yeah I still love him "
" I thought so "
" how did you know "
" I actually saw the way taehyung smiled and looked at you and he never done that with me and he's always happy around you or when your name pops up "
" I'm sorry ji hae "
" don't be I should be the one to say sorry for getting in the way "
" no, you didn't "
" that's why I'm letting taehyung go "
" WHAT no WHY "
" because he doesn't love me and I want him to love the one he loves "
You came closer to ji hae
" don't do this, marry him and I'm being honest right now and yes maybe I do still love taehyung and we had a little thing but that was in the past and if you tell him that you don't want to marry him now I know that he will be heart broken as well "
" but he won't be happy "
" yes he will trust me "
You couldn't believe you were encouraging this marriage but you didn't want her to do that just because of you.
" thanks y/n "
You gave her weak smile and She left but you stayed back because  this was really it. You didn't want taehyung to get married but if you would have told her that you didn't want them to get marry You knew you would hurt her too and you were planning to move somewhere else with jimin later too because you didn't want to be reminded by all the past here. Here you go again thinking about other peoples feeling instead of yours.

[ one more chapter to this STORY! 😭 ]