[ sorry I'm so slow on updating!!! I've been so busy with my busy life schedule! 😭😭😭😭 ]

" I'm pregnant "

I stood there with my heart still racing so quickly.

" so y/n I'm please begging you to please leave him I don't want his child to grow up without a father "

I still didn't know how else I should answer her because I was still trying to process the news in.

" why are you telling me first? "
" because I didn't want to let him know yet "
" well, I'll let him know then "
" no, I'll tell him myself "

I closed the door not wanting to hear anymore of it. I walked to my couch and sat down and I still couldn't believe the news I just got. Was she really pregnant with his child? Why does this always happen to me? Why do I always get the bad things in life? I've been good my whole life and I always seem to get the bad things all the time no matter how hard I try. I didn't know what I was going to do, I didn't know how I was going to just shut out taehyung after we just fixed everything that was bad about us. I really don't know what to think anymore because the more I think about the more upset I get.

Next DAY

The next day I went into work and I still couldn't get the news out of my head. I walked into the office seeing taehyung smile at me but I didn't say anything except went straight to my desk. He got up and walked over to me turning my chair around so he was hovering over me leaning down to face me.

" what's wrong? "
" nothing "
" well it doesn't look like nothing to me "
" really I'm fine, anyways can you go bring this to the ladies in the front so they can bring our designs to go get approved "

I turned my chair back around and started working again without saying anything to him. He placed the folder down on my desk and turned my chair around again.

" y/n what's wrong tell me "
" nothing I just have a lot on my mind because of this design project "
" I know it's not that "
" taehyung please, just let me finish this "

He got up and grabbed the folder walking out of the office. I really just wanted to cry right now, seeing his face made me feel even more sad. I always thought it would be me having his kids and having a little family with him, except it's the other way around.

Vanessa POV
I sat in my bathroom holding my pregnancy test seeing two lines meaning I'm pregnant. I started pacing around the room feeling even more freaked out because my parents are coming soon. Except I have a big secret that I don't how or who to tell. Having this child will be hard on me but I didn't want to take this baby's life away. I had to tell someone and I was going to start with y/n first I'll tell her and then I'll tell taehyung. I walked around my own room bitting my fingers. I looked at my phone and I couldn't find myself to click on taehyung name. I starred at my phone for a while before actually clicking on his name. The phone rang three times before he picked up.

PHONE CALL
" Vanessa I told you not to call anymore "
" I know but I have something important to tell you "
" like what? "
" please meet me at the cafe near your place "
" fine "
End of PHONE CALL

I grabbed my things and putting on my shoes before going to wait for taehyung. I was afraid to tell him because I didn't know how he would take it. But my biggest fear is if he leaves me now then I won't have anyone else. I waited and it felt like years to me, finally I saw him entering the cafe walking towards me.

" look Vanessa if you're here to talk about us getting back together then I'll just leave now "
" it's not that, well it's kinda of related to that "
" okay then what is it ? "
" please don't be upset when I tell you "
" what!? "
" I'm "
" you're what? "
" I'm pregnant "
" WHAT! "

He screamed making everyone look at our table.

" your pregnant? But how? We've never done anything? "
" remember the night of the party we went to two months ago? "
" yes? "
" well you were drunk and things happened that night "
" like? "
" we slept together that night "
" how come I don't remember? "
" because you were drunk "
" how do I know your not lying? "

I took out the pregnancy test out of my bag and showed it to him. His eyes widen while he ran his hands through his hair.

" taehyung please don't leave me! I can't let this baby grow up without a father "
" just give me a couple of days "
" please please don't leave me and this child, this is your kid taehyung "
" I know I know okay, just give me some time to explain to y/n "
" actually she already knows "
" she does? "
" yes I told her yesterday "
" fine just let me handle this "

Taehyung POV
that's why y/n was acting grumpy this morning because she knows. I didn't know how else to handle this situation. I just got y/n back and I might lose her again and never get her back this time. Only if I didn't leave her this would've have never happened. I got in my car putting my hand on the steering wheel leaning my head on my hand. I don't want to leave y/n but I can't let my own child grow up with out a dad. I'm going to have to take responsible for this child because it is my own kid. I drove back to work and came inside the office seeing y/n still working. I walked up to her looking at her.

" hey, can we talk? "
" about what? "
" us "
" why? "

I walked over to her side grabbing her hands making her stand up while I sat down pulling her down to sit on my lap.

" why are you making me sit on your lap

I wrapped my arms around her waists and hugged her leaning my head against her.

" because I wanted to wrap my arms around you "
" are you okay? "
" no, I just need a moment like this "

I felt her running her hands through my hair making me feel more comforted.

" I'm sorry y/n "
" why? "
" I always ruin everything for the both of us "
" are you okay? "
" no, I'm not okay because I feel stupid "
" what happened "

I got up and looking at y/n and I knew that I had to leave this. I knew that I couldn't just leave Vanessa alone by herself. I had to take responsibility for this, I can't just leave Vanessa to take care of my own child alone. I had to leave y/n again, no matter how much I knew it was going to hurt me and her, I can't let my own child grow up with out me. I held onto her hand.

" let's go out on a date tonight just you and me, okay "

She gave me weak smile and nodded, I pulled her into a hug. I didn't want to just take y/n to a fancy dinner, I remember she used to tell me she always wanted a Romantic date at the beach. I called a placed to make some food orders for me for later tonight. The day was ending and I had to go home and prepare everything for tonight. I came home and grabbed the most expensive wine I had and a picnic blanket. I went to the flower shop and bought her favorite flowers. I went to the place to pick up my food order and lastly I went to pick up y/n. I rang her door bell seeing her nicely dressed in her red dress. I remember that dress it was the dress she wore for our first year anniversary.

" you look beautiful "
" and you look handsome "

We walked to my car while I opened the door for her to get in. I placed everything in the back trunk so she didn't see.

" sooo where are we going for our date? "
" you'll see "

After a 20mim driver we arrived at the beach, she looked outside feeling to so amazed. I parked the car and took everything out of the car.

" what's this? "
" we're going to have a picnic here "

She smiled and wrapped her arms around me hugging me. We walked to the perfect spot and spread out the picnic blanket. I set up all the food for us to enjoy. I sat down watching her eat the food making me feel happy that she's eating well. After the Picnic we just sat together looking at the sea. I sat behind her while she sat in front me, I wrapped my arms around her holding her.

" y/n, I have something I have to tell you "
" me too "
" I think we both are talking about the same thing "
" what? "
" you know about Vanessa don't you? "

She looked down not wanting to look or answer me.

" I'm so sorry y/n "
" I want you stay with her, I don't want that little baby to grow up without you "
" I know, but I don't want to lose you again "

She placed her hand on my cheeks, while I placed my hand over her hand.

" I guess it wasn't meant to be "
" I'm sorry y/n "
" don't be I don't blame you at all but please don't let Vanessa deal with this alone "
" I wish it was us "
" me too "

We cleaned up everything and the ride home was quiet. I took her home and I knew this was it.

" so does this mean it's over? "
" I guess so "
" okay then "

I cupped her cheeks and kissed her one more time because i wanted to feel her lips. She kissed back but pulled back after a while.

" and I was already thinking this but I'm going to quit and this time I mean it "

She went inside and closed the door and I can't believe I lost her again. I came home throwing my keys somewhere on my counter. I got a text form Vanessa saying she was coming over to my place. After ten minutes she showed up at my house. I opened the door for her and she came in.

" sooo are you going to stay "

I smiled and nodded while she wrapped her arms around me hugging me.

" thank you for staying with me

2weeks later

It's been two whole weeks already and y/n quit already, I haven't seen her or spoke to her for two weeks. I missed her like crazy I really just wanted to see her face. I couldn't find myself to change my phone wallpaper because that's the only way I get to see her face. I was looking at my phone when Vanessa came in and I quickly put my phone away. She hugged me from behind

" ready for our first baby appointment "
" yup "

We went to the car and I drove us both to the doctors appointment. We waited for 30minutes and they finally called us in. We did a ultrasound check and I could see the heart beat.

Doctor: " is this your first child? "
" yes "
Doctor: " well congrats two you both "

After we finished the ultrasound I wanted to talked to the doctor. Vanessa waited in the room while I talked to him.

" Dr. park "
" yes "

Fast forward

I went back inside the room where Vanessa was and sat next to her.

" so the doctors wanted to do a little blood testing "
" okay "

The nurses came in and drawn out some blood from Vanessa arm. We waited for about an hour until the results. The doctor came in and looked at us both.

" May I speak to Mr. Kim first "

I followed the doctor to his office and sat down across from him. He took off his glasses and looked at me.

" so, I don't want to scare you or anything but the child's DNA didn't match yours "
" What!? "
" we ran the test twice and it didn't seem to match yours "

I felt my heart racing two times faster then before.

[ CLIFF HANGER ]

I don't how much cuter my BABIES are gonna get! 😭😘😍😑😫❤️👅💦