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Five minutes passed as the clock ticked with every passing second.

The director had still not paid his vision towards us. He was scribbling something on the paper.

It's not like we tried to talk. Taehyong uhh. The rude man tried to talk to director but he silenced him up. And commanding both of us to be quiet.

We both were sitting on a small couch. His wide shoulder was touching my head and my shoulder was touching his bicep.

In my whole life, I've been called a giant according to being a female I was bluff or giant according to my people in Australia. I grew up empowering myself being a giant. I had no problem being a giant instead I liked that how small girls or boys of my class used to be scared of me as I was bigger than them.

But today. I felt small.

I felt tiny towards him.

I compared my hand to his. My hand looked like a 3 year toddler's infront of this man. I felt as I was a child. I rose my head to see him. Which made me feel child like. He was big. Bigger than me. First time in my life I've felt tiny in front of someone. I compared my arm to his. Mine looked like a chopstick even if it was okay but still felt thin infront of him.

Everything of mine felt small in front of him.

I was deep into my thoughts but they were Broken by a loud deep voice.

"hey clumsy" The rude man spoke shaking my shoulder lightly.

His touch.

His hand was so large that it covered my whole arm.

It felt magical.

I flinched viciously. These are some serious effects of my past trauma.

I was scared for a second

The rude man was amused by the way I flinched.

"What happened did u go in coma or something"

He asked sarcastically eyeing me

"Nothing I just umm nothing let's start from where we left"

I said looking at the director.

The director had placed all his papers aside and was ready to talk. He sat joining his hands and eyeing us both.

"Yeah the director said everything he had to say you were brain dead for like 30 minutes"

The rude man snorted.

"Oh" I parted my lips in an oval shape.

"I'm not willing to say all of that again"

The director said and silenced up for a minute.

"But you. You are a sweet child. I see the struggle in your eyes I'm willing to repeat all of that again for you sweet child"

He sweetly replied as he could understand me.

"I uh I. Thanks" I said while smiling. I had nothing else to say other than a simple thanks.

I glanced at the rude man. He rubbed his hand all over his mouth. Eyeing me three times in a row.

"Don't be brain dead again or I'll throw you out right away"

Taehyo-, the rude man said eyeing me the fourth time gosh stop moving your eyes sir.

"Okay so we have decided to make taehyung a producer for the drama and hire you up a new male lead. We won't be starting the drama we are giving it a try. If it suits well for me then we will start shooting. Otherwise in any circumstances you and tae have to act together. Understand"

The director finished off.

I had no other choice but to agree.

"Yes sir I agree with your statement"

I said lowering my head

"Decision. You agree with the decision of mine"

The director said rising up his eyes.

"Uh yes I agree with your decision sir"

I said hesistantly

"Me too"

The rude man spoke from behind.

"Soo for now both of you guys go back to your houses we will start the shooting tomorrow".

The director spoke setting his eyeglasses.

"Okay sir". "Okay sir"

We both spoke at the same time.

I eyed him suspiciously.

TAEHYUNG'S POV :

After that I exited the director's room. Layla came after me.

For the past days. I've been feeling a weird happiness. A different aura in me. Is it because of her. I've been loving to tease her. To fight with her. Why?

Maybe because I've never been in a contact with a girl like that.

I'm slowly starting to admire her.

I'm getting weak. I'm getting attracted.

I don't know what's happening to me. I'll die like this.

I was deep in my thoughts not realising layla has been walking with me.

"So you finally agreed on being a producer"

She asked. Opening her big ball eyes. Lifting her head to see me. She was small. A tiny little fish infront of me.

No no no Taehyung.

I'm not free. I can't do this. I can't let this happen to me. No I can't get attracted to her. I can't have feeling towards her. No I should be away from her. I almost lost my emotions and started to get easy on her. She should always think that I'm a rude arrogant man and forget me when, she goes back to her country. She, should hate me. I should hate her. I can't love anyone. I dont believe In love.

Because

I promised my mom.

Responsibility, promises and the wishes of my dead ones matter to me the most

Love is for the weak. I'm not weak. Love is for the needy. I'm not needy. Love for the lone man. I'm full of responsibilities. Neither I have time to love nor I would love someone. If I ever get a chance to love. It would be me. The person I hate the most in this world is me.

Im in this state because of myself....

And MY FATHER.

Coming out of my thoughts. I didn't realise that I was looking at her with heartbroken look the whole time.

Fuck.

"What happened are you alright"

She asked worridly.

"I was mourning over who would like to act with an ugly weeb like you"

I pulled out a joke and she grinned.

"Just shut up. You you hamster looking grandpa go feed you grandchildren. Idiot"

She blew up with anger and hit my arm and started walking fastly. I laughed at her bubbling up angry face.

She stopped at her place and looked back at me. I know she doesn't know the way up. A smiled and came towards her.

"Three turns to left and walk straight you'll be out of this building"

I told her indicating to the signs.

"How did you-" She shockingly remarked.

"Just shut up and go away"

I rudely shutted her up rolling my eyes.

"And the rudeness begins"

She says grinning. Showing me both of her hands lifting her two fingers up and doing a up and down motion.

What the fuck is this cringe thing.

With that she ran away following my directions.

After some minutes I came out of the building.

There was my car. I started walking towards my car. And my eyes fell on a lone figure. Standing with the support of my car. Moving her head searching for a cab I guess?.

Who is she. Moving closer I realized it's her. Layla.

Why does her name feels so hot.

Fuckk.

Why did I say that.? taehyung stop it.

"Hey Idiot"

I said to her.

"I'm a strong independent. National level gold medalist boxing player. Mr I do not need you ride."

She said flaunting her boxing skills. Gosh fucking cringe.

Why did I get attracted to this 5 year old child who is clumsy as fuck.

"For your kind information miss boxer I was not asking for you a ride"

"I wanted to say that GET aside from my Genesis GV80 SUV. I don't want it to get dirty"

I said pleasingly wiping the dirt off my car..

"Uh its not like a want a ride"

She said smiling nervously and getting aside from my SUV.

"Shut up" I said rolling my eyes.

I'm getting irritated.

I opened the door and sat in my car. I inserted the key in for it to start.

It started but my eyes fell on the fuel barrel. It was empty. There's no fuel.

God damn . I hit the steering wheel getting more irritated.

What the fuck should I do now with this damn peice of metal.

I got out of my car. I called the security guard and told him to call another one. Gave him money. As I saw two well built man coming towards me.

"Take this money. And take care of my car. If I notice just a single tiny mark. That would be your life span. Understand."

I warned them gritting my teeth.

They nodded taking the money.

I don't think I need to call another car for reaching home. I can't reveal my address to anyone.

I walked towards Layla. Standing beside her waiting for a taxi as I shove the key of car in my pocket.

"Get me a taxi" I commanded her as she moves her head towards me.

"Ohh so Mr SUV also needs a taxi."

"I won't get you a taxi. Get it yourself egoist man"

She grinns saying both of the sentences getting away from me.

"Well fuck you I will" I said being more irritated. Why am I so irritated. I really can understand myself right now

I messed up my hair and wrapped a handkerchief around my face so the taxi driver does not recognise me.

"I'll catch a taxi Earlier than you" I say challenging her.

Why am I challenging her. Damn

"Just shut up you old mob" She says in english in a thick Australian accent.rolling her eyes.

I almost forgot that she speaks English.

Wait what. Did she just call me a old mob. What the fuck is a mob by the way.

"Excuse me. Did you. Did you just called me an old Mob. What the fuck is a mob. Do I look like an insect to you. How dare you roll your eyes at me. What the fuck do you mean by mob. Do I rob banks."

I spit out everything angrily. What the fuck I hate mob.

"Yes I called you a old mob. Mob means an angry large crowd and a gang of criminals. U do look like an insect. I did dare to roll my eyes. You look like you would rob banks."

She calmly says answering my every question. Rolling her eyes.

Bitch.

"Don't dare to roll your eyes at me again understand"

I threatened her. I absolutely hate her and her behavior.

An old fucking mob. This mob is eating my brain. Who the fuck came up with naming something as a mob. He was a fucking bastard for sure.

"I definitely would roll them every time" She says as she jumps into a taxi.

Wait she found a taxi. Fuck..

The taxi had not started and I immediately enter into it.

She looks at me horrified

"Really" She rolls her eyes.

For fuck's sake I'll rip of her eyeballs.

"You lost and I win again. I'll always win over you."

She says jokingly

Over your heart.

My sub fucking concious minds again makes a devastating thought shut up.

"No you won't. You can't. You can never. I will not let you. U cannot do this to me. You can't win over me."

I say. She squints her eyes as I go to serious

"Chill big brother. I'm not ripping your heart"

She says waving her hands.

Did she just call. Me a brother

FUCK.

"I'm NOT you fucking brother."

I groaned at her.

"Ooo it's not like i want someone like you as my brother"

She rolls her eyes.

"Just shut up.". I say being irritated again.

In ten minutes we Bickered like animals.

And reached home.

I got out of the car. And proceeded to pay the taxi driver.

He was a young lad.

"Hyung you look familiar" He eyed me suspiciously.

People don't remember their dead ones face as much as they remember mine.

"I must have looked like your cousin. Well I'm not so just go and forget about me."

I say as nothing is coming over my mind.

Layla gets out and goes to unlock the door of the house.

"What's the password"

She asks me.

"Not gonna tell you" I say to her.

As she was standing near the door. I had no space to move. I just stand behind her closely.

As I stood closely. My heartbeats grew faster. Every single hair on my body stood up like there's gonna be a war. My heart felt as it would come out if it keeps beating like that. I bit my lip. As weird type of nervousness and a tension starts to get created in the atmosphere.even if it's 19 degrees outside. I'm feeling hot. I'm feeling my face heating up like a pan. My stomach was in another world. I don't know what it's doing to me. It feels like my stomach is rolling off.

Fuck am I getting a heart attack. Oh god. Save me. I'm dying.

Wait. Is it because i'm.

I'm closer to her?.

Why. Is she a witch. Is my mind warning me to not go to near this lady. Will she kill me. Is she gonna trap me. Fuckk what is happening to me. I've never experienced this before. My mind's rolling of.

I wanna stay like this. In this warmness. Keeping her in my heat. I don't wanna let go. Fuck. Taehyung you don't think like that. Im going crazy.

I she feeling the same to. As I hold her hand which was on the machine. I'm scared. What if she hangs my machine. She is clumsy anyway. Her hand I could feel her getting Gooosbumps all over. I can feel the heat flowing through her.

Damn man. She is really near me. She might hear my screaming heart.

Sudden of all I'm feeling my throat going dry.

The silence is killing me.

I. Can say we both are feeling the same type of this heart attack thing. But why.

What is the reason. Why am I feeling like this. I need to take advice from jin hyung. He might know what's happening.

Is it a sign that she is not a right person and I need to stay away

But wait. I've never got this fucking sign when i met people worse than her.

I'm fucked.

Badly.

I come out of my thoughts and focus on the her hand. Her hand is small. Delite. And skinny. Bonny. It feels like I'm holding onto my life. If I left it. I would die.

On the machine. The password
It was a pattern. I held her finger. which was near the machine. Smoothly I teach her how to draw the passcode. In the process I didn't realize that her back was touching me. Her head could just fit in my chest. I can just hide her inside my big coat.

Fuck. What am I thinking again. Fuck you taehyung.

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I layla a witch what do you think?