Hey :)

I just want to say a quick massive Thank you to all of you who have voted commented or fanned me I want you to know I really and truly appreciate it!!

Also all the readers who hasn’t voted or commented, but please give me a vote or a comment as I get so excited to see comments and votes and it gives me that extra push to upload quicker. So if you have been following my story, but have never voted or commented please do it for me this time.

<3 you all Mel x

Chapter Twelve

I’ve lost count of the amount of time I have been locked up in here now, but I did know it was days now and not hours. Every day the doctor came in to check up on us and reassured me that Damon was all right and things are starting to settle down. However, that didn’t ease my terrifying thoughts; it only seemed to make them worse. As every day, I sat under the table just waiting for Damon to come and get us, and tell me it’s all over.

 Nevertheless, the nightmares where getting just too much to handle. Therefore, every night I have been fighting to stay awake. Every time I closed my eyes, I would watch Damon getting murder repeatedly and every time he was getting murdered in a different way, but still brutal all the same. I was even starting to think that I probably would have been better off living the way I was before I met Damon Lee or Cherelle on the streets. Even thinking of all the things I went through back then none of them was as bad as it is now. But then again I would have never of had felt the feeling of being loved or experienced the pleasure of loving someone the way I do Damon. Most of all I wouldn’t have my little bundle of joy here with me now. Just thinking of not having the two of them in my life had me feeling alone, empty even feeling a little suicidal.

My mind was brought back to reality by the sound of the door opening, knowing it was just more than likely the doctor  checking in on us had me staying where I was. Nonetheless hearing heavy footsteps coming in my direction I popped my head out a little so I could see him more clearly. My heart picked up its beat, my mouth went dry and my whole body froze at the sight in front of me. Rubbing my eyes as trying to clear them from my tears, as I couldn’t believe what I was seeing. Is this just another stupid dream or just my brain playing tricks on me again, I thought to myself. Just as I went to open my eyes, the feeling of a warm loving hand placed itself onto my cheek. Keeping my eyes closed I took in the warmth along with the amazing feeling that he always gave me. “Damon” I whispered into his hand, feeling wetness falling onto my face had my eyes springing opened only to see Damon crying. Raising my hand, I started to wipe his tears, as I tried to comfort him. Both of us hadn’t said anything as we just stared at each other for a while. Which suited me fine as just having him here with us was good enough for me.

While lying there taking in his features it felt as if I had gotten pins and needles shooting through my heart. His usual perfect happy face looked drawn and rough. He looked as if he hadn’t slept washed or eaten since I had last seen him. Seeing him so broken and exhausted had me wanting to go out there and find the nearest machine gun so I could kill all of the people on my family’s side.

However, feeling his lips softly taking mine had made all my thoughts vanish into thin air, as I welcomed his kiss. His lips felt rough and dry so sliding my tongue over his lips making them wet. I began to nibble on his bottom lip making him moaned into the kiss. He parted his lips leaving room for my tongue to slip into his mouth. Our tongues where going deep and wild as they fought hungrily for dominance, Damon took full control as his tongue explored hungrily every part of my mouth. I started getting a little light-headed where I needed air but I didn’t want his mouth to leave mine. Nevertheless, Damon broke from the kiss panting heavy as he leaned his forehead against mine “I’ve missed you so much” he told me with so much love. “Damon I missed you too baby” as the words left my mouth Destiny decided to let us know she was awake. We both started to laugh as we looked at our baby girl, Damon leaned over me and picked Destiny up and carried her over to the stretcher.

Thinking he was going to sit and cuddle her for a while, I started to drag my body out from under the desk. As I grabbed hold of the wheelchair and applied the breaks, I started to pull myself up by my arms. Seeing Damon standing beside me watching me with tears running down his face killed me. I didn’t want him to pity me; I didn’t want him to have to go through this. However, I was glad that he didn’t help, as that would have made me feel worthless. As soon as I was seated, Damon walked closer to me and bent down beside me, his eyes where glued to my legs, as the tears streamed from him more and more. This was the first time I had actually seen Damon completely break down since I had been in the wheelchair. He had always been so strong for me and seeing him like this crushed my heart. I started to think to myself that it was probably just the exhaustion that had him like this “Sheena look at your legs. How did you do this?” he asked with so much worry and concern in his voice as he was looking down at my legs. Looking down at my legs made me realise that he wasn’t crying because of the wheelchair. There was blood all over my thighs and knees there was even what looked like puss. As I took in the sight of my legs, my blood ran cold. I must have ripped all the skin off them as I dragged my body along the ground along with my jeans. How didn’t I feel this I mentally shouted at myself, but then knowing I haven’t got full feeling back yet is probably why I hadn’t noticed before. I silently thanked god that I couldn’t feel them right now, as just by the look of them I knew I would’ve been in some pain.

Lifting my head back up to look at Damon, I noticed he had disappeared before I even had time to start worrying and screaming, Destiny left out an almighty scream. Knowing she was more than likely starving, I pushed everything aside and pushed myself over to her. After latching her onto my breast the door swung open with Damon running in with the doctor close behind him. Damon’s angered expression melted as he watched Destiny feeding off of my breast. He began stroking my hair back from my face and watched Destiny while placing a kiss on my forehead. “I’m so proud of you.” As the words left his mouth I broke down, even though those words where simple they meant so much more to me. So much more that every bit of worry frustration and anger I had been holding in left me. I felt strong, stronger than ever before my love of my life was proud of me even though I was partially paralyzed from the waist down and couldn’t do much, he was proud. The happy tears kept coming as Damon held me from behind as he continued to watch Destiny. “Hmm, Sheena I’m thirsty too can I have some of the other one?” he asked jokingly making me giggle and blush. Gosh, it felt so good to laugh; giving him a playful slap, he gave me his puppy dogface making me kiss him. “Maybe when we are alone,” I whispered to him while giving him a wink.

”Damon can I have a word please?”  The doctor asked the sound of his voice and the look on his face told me something was wrong. I continued to watch them over the other side of the room. I tried to read there lips to see what they where saying but I could only pick up little bits which to be honest were useless.  As I started to wind Destiny, the room started to fill with men. Damon started to shout orders out which ended up in men surrounding me. Damon looked as if he had just seen a ghost but he still managed to keep strong as he continued giving orders. I knew that whatever the doctor had told him must have not been good as he was now on a mission.

Bending down he whipped me up into his arms just as the doctor took Destiny in his arms. Before I even had time to ask what was going on we where surrounded by officers as Damon started to run out of the door. My head was bouncing hard off of Damon’s chest as he ran but I didn’t complain, as I just kept my eyes on Destiny making sure that the doctor was managing to keep up with us. 

Not knowing where we where going was worrying me, however seeing the panicked expression on Damon’s face had me keeping my mouth shut and my thoughts to myself. After what felt like forever, we reached a SUV. Damon had wasted know time in placing me inside with him alongside me followed by the doctor and Destiny. Two officers jumped in the front the one in the passenger seat had his gun pointing ready, another two jumped into the back behind us slamming the doors shut behind them. As looking out of the blackout windows, I could also see officers piling into another SUV. My heart felt like it was going to explode any minute out of my chest. Damon pulled me onto his lap placing his fingers gently under my chin his lifted my chin up until our eyes locked. “Sheena I know your worried and scared but please don’t be, we need to get you to hospital” his voice weakened and broke as he said hospital. “Why what’s wrong?” I asked feeling slightly panicked. He didn’t reply at first however just by staring into his eyes I knew it was I, that haunting feeling was back.

Damon must  of realised that I had copped on as he never said another word the whole way there either did I. Negative thoughts kept running through my head the whole time, I even thought of them wanting to amputate my legs. The amount of fear that was running through me was unreal. Having my legs still attached to my body gave me some hope even a chance of walking again. However, having them amputated would finish me off, as the only thing that has been keeping me going was the hope and fight for being able to walk again. Feeling the car coming to a stop had me snapping out of my inner thoughts. Damon slipped out of the car from under me then picking me up into his arms he pulled me tightly into his chest. “Sheena just remember this, no matter what happens in there  I will always love you “ he said staring deep into my eyes. I nodded my head as the tears I had been holding in so desperately started to overflow.

Lying on the hospital bed waiting for the doctor Damon held onto my hand while stroking his thumb in soothing circles. String up at him I asked the one thing that has been sending me insane” Damon are they going to amputate my legs?” I didn’t even recognise my on voice as I asked him, I sounded so weak vulnerable. “To be honest I’m not sure, but the doctor that I was speaking to back at the safe house thinks that we might be in luck and caught the infection in time.” The amount of sympathy  and nervousness in his voice didn’t help me at all, if anything it just made me feel even more vulnerable than I was feeling before I asked. Leaving out a heavy sigh, I closed my eyes. Hearing the doctor asking me questions I answered them all without opening my eyes as the last thing I wanted right now was more sympathy because in all honesty it was making me feeble, which was making me want to give up.

After what felt like hours of being prodded and pricked at like a pincushion, I finally welcomed the blackness falling into a deep and dreamless sleep.

Next Pov is going to be Damon’s :)

I hoped you all enjoyed ?

Please continue to vote comment fan

<3 Mel x