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Chapter Eighteen

An amazing bright sparkly light was shinning right into my eyes almost blinding me. That must be the light that you hear about, the one when you die it guides you towards the gates of heaven, and I have always wondered if that was true, I thought to myself. I smiled knowing that, I have the answer to that now.

Looking back towards the bright light I knew what I needed to do.

The light was guiding me to a place that for the rest of my life I will be happy and safe. Then I seen Damon sitting down at a table, he was crying hysterically. I had never seen him like this and it hurt me so much to see him like that. It was as if he was blaming himself for something, then it hit me, he thought I killed myself because of him. I tried telling him I was ok and that I didn’t  killed myself  because of him, I kept screaming at him through my sobs but he couldn’t hear me. He could not even see me, I tried shaking him but I couldn’t touch him, I repeatedly tried to get him to hear me as I continued to scream at him. I felt sick and broken at the thought of losing him, and it was my entire fault. It was my entire fault that he was like this now. I had caused him this pain, Me, I was meant to make him happy, but no I had to take an easy way out and be selfish. Screaming at myself for causing so much hurt and pain, I wished I wasn’t dead, I wished I had never tried to kill myself. I should have just married that man and let him have what he wanted, at least it was me feeling the pain and not Damon, I shouted to myself in my head.

Hearing a strange sound brought me out of battling with myself. Looking around I kept quite so I could follow the now different sounds, I was starting to feel what felt like rain on my face. I tried covering my face with my hands but I couldn’t, as I couldn’t get my arms to move, they felt too heavy. Hearing the sound again, only it was getting louder this time I started to run towards it, it was a beeping sound. I felt my body go from ice cold to boiling hot in the matter of seconds.” please God let me help ease Damon’s pain, let me go back, give me another chance please I am so sorry.”  I pleaded as I could not stand the pain I was causing, I would rather go through life in pain every day for the rest of my life then cause someone else pain. I could feel my heart it began to beat so fast making me gasp. Feeling and hearing people talking and touching me I tried opening my eyes but they where too heavy. I wanted to scream to tell them I am here, to let them no that I was alive. However, blackness took over.

Waking up I had some flash backs of my awful nightmare. Opening my eyes, I looked down at my wrists only to notice it was no nightmare. That I had tried to kill myself, and Damon was in pain. Looking around the room, noticing I was in hospital, I felt relived, that I was not still in that house with them men.

The door opened, I was so scared I quickly closed my eyes, noticing by the way they were talking, it was just a doctor and a nurse I opened my eyes. Seeing the nurse nudge the doctor, I knew she had noticed I was awake. The doctor greeted me, so kindly and concerned it made me feel safe.

Then I started to panic, as so many questions were whirling around in my head. I needed to ask about the two men, I thought to myself. I tried to ask the doctor but nothing would come out. ”Loss of your voice is normal Sheena; it will not be long before you will be able to talk non stop again.”  He said while giving a little laugh. I gave him a smile in return, while seeing the nurse giving him a playful slap. While lying in the bed, they both continued to do some checks on me. When they finished the nurse handed me a glass of water. Taking the glass into my hand the nurse helped, as my hands were a little shaky still, as I started to drink the door opened. Standing there right in front of me was my worst nightmare, only this time I was wide-awake and staring right at them. Screaming out as loud as I could I held onto the nurse for dear life, my body was shaking uncontrollably. “Please don’t let them get me, they can’t get me please,” I pleaded with the nurse through my sobs. Seeing the doctor pushing them out of the room, the one I was supposed to marry gave me a look, a look like he was going to kill me. I moved my body closer against the nurse, as I took in her comfort.

 After I had informed him of everything that had happened to me, I began to panic as I thought of other unknown men my dad had working for him. Moreover, the safety Damon Cherelle and Lee as well, however, he told me not to worry as he had already contacted the police and they were bringing them here. I started to relax a little until I thought that they were probably coming in Lee’s patrol car, so there was still a chance that their lives could be in danger. My head was spinning as I panicked. Trying desperately to calm myself down, I took in a few deep breathes.

 The nurse continued stroking my hair, while she repeatedly reassured me that everything was going to be all right. Nevertheless, deep down I knew that she really did not understand of what my dad was actually capable of, hell I didn’t even no. but I knew one thing and that he was dangerous, very dangerous.

A few hours had passed and the doctor had told the police that I cannot be question until later, and the nurse had not left the room once since I had woke up. Which I was truly grateful for, and the doctor had also managed to get two of the hospitals best security placed right outside my room.  Which did make me feel safer; However, I could not seem to shift the bad feeling I had off me.

I must have fell back to sleep because as I woke up I saw the three most precious people in my life standing beside me. Cherelle was the first to hug me as she started to rant on, I looked over at Lee, and he looked worried and tired. Then I shifted my gaze over to Damon, and seeing his worn and pained face, felt like a knife had just gone straight through my heart. My vision blurred as tears threatened to overflow, and seeing Lee taking a hysterical Cherelle off me, Damon was quick to replace her. He kept apologizing for leaving me alone; I crashed my lips against his to shut him up. As the only person is to blame for all of this, is I. after we broke the kiss he looked deeply into my eyes. “I thought I lost you Sheena, please promise me you will never do any thing like this again please, and promise me?” he pleaded. Seeing the tears rolling down his cheeks and the look on his face hurt me, but the hurt I was feeling made everything that I had been through feel like nothing. As my heart felt destroyed at how much worry and pain, I had caused him.

After we had all calmed down, the doctor entered the room. “Sheena, the police need to question you now, I’m sorry, but I can't hold them off any longer,” he said looking so apologetic. “Its ok, I will talk to them now, and Dr, Thank you so much for everything,” I said in a broken whisper. Nevertheless, I knew he heard me as he gave me one of his bright smiles. He nodded his head and left the room. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door, Lee opened it and motioned for the officer to come in. I grabbed onto Damon as if my life depended on it, he cuddled me back and placed a soft kiss on my forehead. “Don’t worry I will be here, and I promise you now for as long as I live I will never ever leave your side again.” He said, I could tell he meant every word, I cried knowing that if we can get through this then hopefully we will be able to be together like any normal couple. Seeing Damon looking over at the officer, he motioned for him to come over.

The officer had been questioning me for at least a couple of hours now and I was starting to get tired, as he kept asking me the same questions over and over again, it was as if he did not believe me. Trying to get Damon’s attention, I began tugging on his arm, as soon as our eyes locked, I pleaded with my eyes for him to make the officer to stop. It amazed me, how he always knew exactly what I wanted or what I was saying through looking at me. I closed my eyes, and just listened to Damon asking the officer to come back later. I heard the door close just before falling into a deep slumber.

I woke up to Damon in bed beside me fast asleep, seeing him looking so peaceful  warmed me inside, as I thought how lucky I was. His lips looked so tempting, I wanted to kiss him, taste him. I couldn’t resist his lips any longer as I gently pressed my lips against his. My body flowed with a warm tingling sensation as soon as our lips touched. I broke from the short kiss, as I did not want to wake him up. The warmness was replaced with coldness and an empty feeling. Not wanting the warmness to end, I pressed my lips back against his but this time more eagerly. He started to respond almost immediately, as he deepened the kiss. He sent so much pleasure throughout my body, making a moan escape from my lips. His hands stroked along my back making me shiver with pleasure, but then a knock on the door stopped us going any further. Noticing It was the same officer as last night, he nodded his head at a now wide-awake Damon. “Morning Sheena, Damon;” he greeted “morning” we both replied. “Well I just wanted to inform you, that you and your friends are now being placed under a witness protection scheme”.” However, Cherelle and Lee have already been moved, and I will be escorting you both to join them very soon.” He stopped as if to give Damon and me a chance to take in everything he had just said.

I looked at Damon as I started thinking how I had ruined his Cherelle and Lee’s life, they would no longer be able, to work or live the life that they have been living, I had put an end to all that. ”Oh no you don’t, you can stop thinking, whatever your thinking right now!” Damon said. Our eyes locked and although I wanted to cry, I began to laugh at just how well he knew me. “We will be fine, the four of us will have a new start and we will still be able to carry on with our lives, we will just be a little more restricted that’s all,” he said as he tried to reassure me. Studying him for a few minutes I realised he was telling me the truth. Turning my gaze towards the officer “so when will we be leaving?” I asked with much more confidence then I actually felt. “Well a car will be here for you in about an hour, but we need to get you sign out of here first. So I am just going to see if I can find the doctor, while you get dressed ok?” he asked, “ok” I replied with a small smile. I know I was worried over moving, but the more I thought about it the more excited I got. This was a chance for a completely new start, and a new start with Damon Cherelle and Lee. With a big smile plastered across my face, I leaned in and crashed my lips against Damon’s, without asking for permission I deepened the kiss tasting and exploring every part of his mouth. It was as if I could not get enough of him but running out of breathe we broke the kiss. I heard Damon mumbling under his breath, however I did manage to hear him say WOW, and I began to giggle making him smile one of his most amazing smiles. We both just sat there with our eyes locked with big smiles plastered over both of our faces. “I love you”, I said feeling the blush rising on my cheeks,”I love you too and your blush” he replied laughing. Slapping him playfully on the arm, he pulled me close against his chest and kissed me with more passion and love than I ever thought was possible. “Thank you God, for giving me another chance” I said in my head, as right at this moment I felt happy, happier than I have ever been in my life, I thought to myself.

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