We needed supplies again so I decided that I would go. Kobra and Jet are dead. They got killed by fucking Dracs almost three years ago, and Poison hasn't been the same. No longer does he sing to me. I sing to him occasionally. Otherwise there is no longer any music played here. And of course, Poison being the stubborn brat he was, wanted me to bring him along. So I just shrugged and knew that it would be no use to fight. He grabbed his gun, put it in the holster. He handed me mine and I put it into my holster after making sure it was clean. We walked outside, and Poison tossed me the keys. I smiled softly and got into the driver side. H opened his door and got in but immediately looked out the window. Not talking the whole time.

-x-

"Alright Poison. That's it. Talk to me God Dammit. I am tired of you just sulking around all day." I nearly shouted after pulling the car over and slamming the brakes, tears streaming down my face like waterfalls. "I want to know what happened to you. Please? It's killing Ghoul and I so much to see you like this. Please Gerard. I want to help you." He glared at me when I said his real name.

"First of all, Gracie. There's nothing you can do to bring my brother back, is there? So there's nothing you can do to help me. And second. Don't Ever Call Me Gerard Again." With that he got out and stormed off, I put the car in park and turned it off, grabbing the keys and my gun. I slammed my hand into the steering wheel shouting each time I hit it. "DAMMIT-" Slam- "DAMMIT-" Slam- "DAMMit!!" I sobbed before opening up the door to get up.

"KID WATCH YOUR BACK!!" I heard Poison scream, and I pulled out my gun and ducked, just as a laser whizzed past my hair. The end got singed and I growled. "Fuck I just did this." I hissed when I heard footsteps next to me. I quickly turned around and held up my gun but I saw the bright red hair and took a deep breath.

"Poison you're oka--" I was cut off by him pushing me down to avoid getting hit. But he took the shot for me. And with that he was screaming in pain as he bled out, the red staining his shirt. "POISON!!! NO!!!" I crawled up to him and shook him, my eyes wide. "Poison. C'mon don't ghost out on me now. Please." I whimpered, hugging him close to me. He looked up at me, smiling, and I pressed my hand over the wound. It was an actual bullet, not a laser beam. I could feel the cold metal. Someone fucking shot Poison with and actual gun not a laser gun. "Dammit Party Poison. Don't leave me. Don't leave Ghoul. Pl-Please. We Need You God Dammit." I sobbed into his shoulder. I heard him mutter something to me. I looked at him and he still had a smile on his face but it was softer. He caressed my face gently and whispered hoarsely. "S-Sing, Gracie. One last time. Sing Light. P-Please." He stopped talking and coughed, letting up blood. I shook my head, tears rolling down my face. "This won't be the last time but okay." I started singing softly at first, hugging him close to me, his head on my shoulder. Once I finished singing, he was gone. Poison was dead. His eyes were glazed over but he died with a smile on his face.

"Dammit Poison. Don't fucking leave me you asshole. I fucking need you. Ghoul needs you. FUCKING DAMMIT!!" I sobbed, screaming myself hoarse while hugging Gee's corpse. I sobbed until I pretty much felt like I couldn't cry anymore. I then picked myself up and hoisted up Poison's body. I drove us to the beach that we always hung out at. And I started digging a hole. Halfway through I gave up and fell to my knees, sobbing.

"Fuck Gracie. No more crying." I whispered and lookedat the hole then at the ocean. Gerardwould have wanted that. He would have wanted to be in the ocean after he died. Ithought, smiling a bit. I threw the shovel aside and ran over to the car,grabbed Gerard and walked over, carrying him to the water. "I am so sorry, Gee.I wish I could have saved you. I love you so much." I whispered, hugging himtightly before walking over to the cold water of the ocean. I walked in till Iwas waist deep and laid him down gently. "Killjoys never die. Be safe where everyou go Gerard Arthur Way." I sighed before letting him go. Walking up to theTrans Am I freaked out because I didn't know what I was going to tell FunGhoul. It was all my fault that Party Poison was gone. And he would be gonesoon, too.