Um... I reposted this from AO3. At first I wanna post this fic in wattpad after I finish it but.... Yeah. I'm really not sure if I'll ever finish the last chapter before I go to university. So I just like fu*k it I'll just post it now. For now, here's I ever write in these past two years. If you want to read it from AO3, well just look at my profile conversation. 

A young man with gray hair is walking around the park, where many children play together, with both his hands form into fists. He wear pair of sunglasses and has that scowl face as if he will cut your head if you talk to him. All children saw him, quickly run away from him and didn't want to get near to him.

"That old man. That bastard." The man cursed under his breath as he sit down on the bench.

"Hmm? What with that face? You scare away the children."

His head snapped at the new voice, nearly startle by the person who's beside him. Wait a damn minute! Where the hell did this brat came from?!

The brat that he thought about is a young man, more younger than him, tilting that head of his toward him with a smile like an angel. The brat has pale pink hair, maybe look more smother than he see- wait!! How did he know about that?!! He mentally shook his head and looking at the brat appearance again. He never knew people can have cat like eyes. Guess he knows now.

He scoffed at the brat and looking at other side. "What with people getting into a stranger's problem." He mumbled but still loud enough for the brat hear him. Yeah. What's wrong with people now? They always ask about his life every times they saw his scowl face.

"I was having fun watching those children play and yet you here ruined it." That angelic smile of his really making him more irritate. Is watching some brats playing around that fun?!

"Listen here brat. I don't want anyone bother me now. I need time alone." Blurted him. The brat's smile twitch as a chuckle escape. Isn't just him or that chuckle sounded fake? "Okay ossan, I will leave you alone then."

Oh. This brat really can turn his anger switch faster than he thought. That damn mouth blurted like it was nothing. Hey, don't blame him. He clearly in a bad mood.

"Oi! Don't call me ossan!! I'm pretty sure that I only a few years older than you!" He will assume that the brat is a high school student, meaning the gap of his age and the brat not really far.

The brat glanced at him with a shrug. "Still an ossan for me."

Ok that's it. This brat really need some knock on his head. "You brat-!" He raised his hand to punch the brat but the sudden feminine shouting voice stop him from doing it.

"Tenn-san!!!? What are you doing here?! Please don't run away again.."

He quickly shut his mouth as he slowly lower his hand. His head turned toward another new voice again. Oh god. He never thought he could meet with a beautiful person. The person he thought about again is a young woman with blonde hair. She also wear nurse uniform? She must be a nurse then. She went toward them and panting as she stopped in front of them.

"Takahashi-san..."

He could hear what the brat mumbled. So Takahashi then... Wait. She's a nurse, searching for the brat next to him. Then the brat must be-

"I'm really sorry for trouble he make! He's a patient I've been taking care! Please forgive him!" With a bow, she apologized to him.

...... He knew it. Lucky brat get to see her every day!

".... I just talk to him.... I didn't do any trouble this time...."

Another mumble from the brat. Well, what the brat said technically true tho. They just talk. Yeah talk.... Thank god he didn't swing his fist

"It's okay. This brat didn't do any trouble. My name is Yaotome Gaku. And you're?"

Oh man. He should remember that he is a popular idol now because he clearly didn't expect a shout from the blonde woman. It only recently since TRIGGER get popular after all. Well, good thing he wear sunglasses or else, he will be surround by fans. Just like what happened to Ryuu, the other members of TRIGGER.

"Eeeeehhhh?????!!! Y-Yaotome G-Gaku?! One of the TRIGGER?!"

Shrunk a bit from the outburst, Gaku quickly look around him to see if people heard her. Fortunately, the adults here is too busy with their children. He sighed in relief before put his finger on his lips. "Shhhhhh!! I wear this sunglasses for a reason y'know!"

"Ah! My deepest apologies!"

Tenn seemed too quiet since the whole idol discover. He look in a deep thought before he put his fist on his palm. "Oh. That idol duo that get popular recently. I actually listen some of your songs."

Gaku couldn't help but gaping at the short boy. Seriously?? That brat listen to their songs?? He really don't know why he surprise with this. Of course everyone can listen to their songs but he didn't expect the brat also that type of person.

Tenn gave him an unpleasant look. "Do you want a fly to be in your mouth?"

He immediately closed his mouth.

"Ah! My name is Takahashi Tsumugi! I'm a nurse from MH Hospital." (I know, creative right)

Ha.. Tsumugi huh. What a nice name- Wait a minute! MH Hospital?! Isn't that a hospital for people with mental problem?! He quickly look at the brat beside him with shock look. Seriously?! That brat didn't look like a person with mental illness!

The brat saw his stare as scowl formed on the brat's face. He step back a bit out of shock.

"People always pity for me because of my illness." The brat stepped forward toward him and poked his chest harshly. "I hope you didn't do the same." The glare that send to him makes him feels chills through his skin. He didn't have any chance to answer back as the brat quickly walk away from him, leaving him and the cute nurse behind.

"T-Tenn-san?!" Tsumugi seems want to go after the brat but she released a tired sigh as her shoulders sloop down. "I really hope he's fine... Considering his condition, something bad will happen.."

"Then why not go after him if you worry that much?"

"Tenn-san is himself for now. He would be mad if I go after him... He clearly want some time alone.." Said her as she looked at the distance where Tenn walked away. Gaku raise his eyebrow in confuse.

"Himself...? I'm sorry for asking. Actually, what is his illness?"

Tsumugi frown. "Well... From what I read from his file, I believe it some sort of Dissociative Disorders. I'm not sure if he aware of it or not because I just become a nurse here recently. He's the first patient I need to take care- Ah! I'm sorry! I shouldn't tell you anymore!" She quickly bow at him and disappear from his sight as she went to the same direction as Tenn. That leaving the lonely Gaku alone, winds blowing his hair softly with sad background song turn on, making it more dramatic.

He blankly stare at the place where Tsumugi used to stand. The first girl he like, run away from him. Girls never run away from him. Why life hate him so much.

He let out a long tired sigh, took his phone out from his pocket jean and look at the time. Huh. 30 minutes before shooting start. He really should go now. While he walking, he thought, why he's here in the first place anyway?

......

Wow. Tenn really did have magic like his brother.

Time skip forward, Gaku is on break time for a few minutes before the shooting continue. He is in his fancy uniform, sitting in the waiting room, staring at nowhere. Clearly, there's a lot of things in his mind right now. I just hope it's not something pervert. Nah. Gaku is not that type of person..... Or maybe he did have that thought?

"I know that look. Is there something wrong, Gaku? It's not your dad again isn't?"

And now here Gaku with his best bud, Ryuunosuke! Or what Gaku usually call him Ryuu. Gaku send the brunette man a look. Did Ryuu really thought he only think about his old man? He also a normal man! Of course he has other things to think about. "No? Just stuff." He answered simply, went back, staring at nowhere.

"Gaku."

Argh. That tone again. Okay he gave up.

Gaku let out a long sigh. "I met a brat. Apparently he has Dissociative Disorders. I search up what is this illness. Something about involve problems with memory, identity, emotion and some other things." He answered, received a surprise face from the brunette.

"Dissociative Disorders? Gaku, that sounds like some serious illness. Memory and identity?! How's that boy?" Ryuu really couldn't help but worry about the kid. He never meet people with that illness nor do some research about it.

Suddenly Gaku's tired face morph into an irritated one. "Oh, he's fine. He's just like any other brat! That brat really annoying, like a fly around my food! I keep waving my hand around my food but the fly come back!!"

Ryuu sweatdrop at that. He could imagine chibi version of Gaku eating soba, and then a fly with human face (Ryuu still don't know Tenn's face look like so he imagine a one of his brother's face.) buzzing around chibi Gaku. Chibi Gaku scowl at the fly and waving both his hands in air, trying to make the fly go away. 'W-what kind of metaphor is that...?' Ryuu thought.

Gaku's scowl face slowly disappear, he lower his head as both of his hands on his temple. "But.... I mess up so much." The chibi Gaku thought fade away as soon Ryuu heard those words came out from Gaku's mouth. He bringing his hand to his chin as he pondered, processing those words in his mind. A small smile form on his face.

"Maybe... you should visit him, Gaku. If you worry about him that much." As much as he wants to talk about Tenn's illness, he should help his friend with this. Maybe meet with the boy again will help clear his mind.

Gaku quickly raise his head, looking at his friend with confuse face. "...... Huh?"

Then, here he is. The popular hospital for mental health patient with quite interesting history- (From what Gaku heard at least.) Okay. This is it. He just need to walk into the building. (Of course using front door. Who do you think he is? Ninja?)

He is in the building now ad his gray colour eyes wondering around. To be honest, he thought mental hospital would be different from most hospital he know. Huh... It actually not that different.

"Oh! You.. Yaotome-san right?"

Heard his name being called, he search for the familiar sweet voice and saw a blonde hair woman in nurse uniform not far from him. That's Tsumugi! The angel remember his name! Is he in heaven right now? He mentally slap himself. No Gaku. Remember your objective here! Also keep looking handsome and cool.

"Ahem. Ah, yes. Just call me Gaku."

Tsumugi smile at him, take a few steps towards him and stop. "Then, Gaku-san, what are you doing here?" She asked briefly before her face light up. "Oh! Are you here for Tenn-san?"

If he could, he wants to retreat now and stab himself with knife. In other words, run away and never come back. Fortunately or maybe unfortunately, he keeps still. He is forcing his legs to stay still. Hey legs! Don't you dare run away and being a coward! Let face this together like a man!

So Gaku act like what normal people would react, rubbing his head and look away sheepishly. "Am I really that obvious?"

Tsumugi let out a few giggles- Oh god even her laugh sound cute- "Not really. I just knew you would come back. To apologize to Tenn-san right?"

Is she a psychic or what? "Something like that.."

"It's not actually your fault. Tenn-san only overreacted. After what people did to him..." Is it only Gaku or why her eyes seems darkening a bit? Maybe his mind just playing tricks on him.

Gaku use all his brain cells to connect all the puzzle, which not literally, the author just want to write that. He had theory about why Tenn reacted like that but he never thought his theory would be correct. He always bad at guessing thing and to think that his theory almost correct...

Tsumugi shook her head and give a short bow at Gaku. "Thank you. Tenn-san didn't say anything but his face tell me everything." She get up from her bow, stare at the clean floor sadly. "He lonely. I'm not sure if he has friends or not. I heard from the nurse who used to take care of him.... There's some people around his age visit him on his first week here. But... They never visit him again....." Her hands gripping the fabric of her skirt tightly, it could make the fabric wrinkle.

Ding ding! So his theory is correct after all. Tenn had a bad reaction to him because of those visits. Those damn brats.

So his mission is to make friend with the sick brat! Of course for Tsumugi's sake!!

"Hah? Why are you here old man?"

If only the brat didn't make it harder. His eyebrows twitch. Oh god. He is here, in the brat's room to visit and THAT is the first thing come out from that mouth? This brat already pissed him off. "I'm 21 you brat." He forced his lips to let out that words with his teeth gritting each other.

Tenn let out a clearly fake gasp. "What?! Really? I really thought you're an old man. Look at your hair."

That's it. He can't act calmly now. "This is my hair natural colour!!! And don't try to act surprise!" He yelled. He hope this room is sound proof. Really really didn't want people to hear him shouting.

"Eh? But I really genuinely surprise."

"Aargh!!" Gaku mess up his hair while shout. He still can't believe this brat actually sick!!!

That crisis moment stop when he heard a sigh came out from the younger teen.

"But seriously. Why are you here? Aside Takahashi-san, only my parents usually visit... And I haven't seen Riku for awhile... Maybe his sickness getting worse...." Tenn grumble quietly but still can hear for Gaku. Though, he can't hear the last sentence, he'll ignore it for now.

What? Only his parents? He didn't want to admit but... That just so lonely. Also, who's this Riku person?

Okay. This is it Gaku. Just say it. "I.. want to say sorry. My reaction just.." Gaku rubbing his back neck, looking away from those cat eyes. "I just want to say sorry. And maybe I could visit you more frequently so you won't be lonely again. I heard your friends didn't visit you again. Seriously, what kind of friends are they.." He grumble at himself at the last part. Though, Tenn still can hear his grumble.

"....."

The lack of answer is not helping. Gaku fixed his eyes toward the sick boy, his eyes widened a bit as he taken back. He should be expected that Tenn would be shock. Yeah, the brat is surprise but is that tears?!

Tenn blink twice and quickly wipe away his tears. He pull the blanket up to his head as the blanket covering his face. "Do whatever you want..." Gaku heard his mumble and sigh in relief.

That brat.. He thought before he pull a chair near the bed and sit on it.

The rest of the day went on with silence. Gaku get up from his sit as he stretching his body a bit. From those hours sit on the chair, of course he needs to relax his body. He takes a look at Tenn, who still laying, facing toward the window. He sigh, don't know if this a good sign or not. He didn't say anything because he doesn't know what to say.

Days went by just like that. Gaku visit Tenn almost every day. (He actually asked his manager to let him get a free time to visit if he really busy that day) Those visits like the other visits. Get encouragement from an angel (it's Tsumugi). Try to talk to Tenn, which get no response at all. Read book beside Tenn's bed while Tenn just being quiet. Like seriously, Gaku really thought if the young man beside him is a ghost or not.

Though, today is a bit different.

Tsumugi gave Gaku a new book to read! She said that book written by her favorite author so it must be that good! He really excited to finish the book. He already halfway actually.

Oh. That's not what makes today different though.

The brat finally open his mouth. Just as when he's getting into a great scene! Though, the brat's words just too shocking for him to get mad.

"Tenn."

"Wha?"

"Just... call me Tenn. It's annoying being called by those nicknames."

He almost fell from the chair he is sitting on. Did Tenn just.. A grin form on his face. Huh.. first name basis.

Seeing that grin on Gaku's face, Tenn may or may not regret opened his mouth.

"Then, call me Gaku."

"Huh?"

"C'mon~ Or you want me to call you brat for the rest of your life?"

A little bit of red on Tenn's face as Tenn staring at his hands, stuttering on his words. "G-Gaku.."

Gaku laugh. He couldn't help but put his hand on the younger's head, patting. This is a rare sight of Tenn being like this. "Good to know you too, Tenn!"

"Hands off my head! You old man!"

"Oi! Stop calling me old!"

"No way old man!"

"So you want to start a fight huh? You brat.."

Outside of the room, Tsumugi is leaning on the door with a smile on her face.

Here's the art from the cover.

Tbh I like it more without the background. I really can't think of any suitable background.....

Can you believe me if I say that I haven't draw digital art for one year or more? I'm not joking. This is my first art since I last drew one. Well- I cheat a bit in that drawing so yeah, it doesn't count as mine.