I try doing something useful. I try doing something so someone can see me as someone who's worthwhile. I get called a bitch because of it. I'm done helping people who don't appreciate it. I'll just go back to being the useless piece of shit I was meant to be. I'm like Cinderella, but without the happily ever after and the Prince Charming. I wish it was all over and I could leave. I feel like a nobody. I guess that's what I'm meant to be. Everyone says God has a plan for me. WHAT THE FUCK IS IT?! IS BEING THE ONE EVERYONE YELLS AT AND IS CRYING HERSELF TO SLEEP AT NIGHT THE PLAN HE HAS FOR ME?!  I just want it all to end...