My eyes burned from the water that began to develops in the corner of my eyes as I held my breath. They opened the door and I immedieatly let out a shakey breath as I looked up at the tall women. She was a goat?.. A big goat lady with a very tired expression with dull firey red eyes.

She's considered a monster?

"My child? What's the matter? Why are you out of bed?" she asked me in a voice like silk that really didn't match her current stare as she got down infront of me. I winced as I began to back away from her quickly till I felt the back of my head thump against the closet causing me to wince in immediate regret letting out a small cry as I shivered. I felt myself immedieatly get hit with a dark memory. I don't want to remember it at all.
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You think your so innocent?

Mami please I didn't say anyth-

You think your a fucking victim?!

Please let go of me-!

You little- Do you understand how lucky you are to have me as a mother!?

Stop your really hurting me!-

Shut up! Don't say anything about being in pain! My mom used to beat the shit out of me because she was high!

Your going to know what it feels like to be like me!

STAND STILL!
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I began to cry curling up into a ball on the floor flinching as I put my hands up infront of me seeing her immedieatly get closer. "I didn't do anything please don't touch me!" I just barely shouted tearfully feeling myself flinch as she layed her big hand along my arm slowly pushing them down. I looked at her practically blinded by my tears as I sobbed feeling her hand press against my back as she brought me close to her. Godamit she feels so warm and soft.. I can't trust this I just can't.. She feels so godamn similar I can't trus- "My child I'm not going to harm you in anyway I promise.."

she spoke so limply as she herself began to tear up at my actions. She held me close to her chest as she cried sadly with me in her hold. "Please don't think that I'll ever hurt you child.." I felt the sadness that emitted off of her into the hug she gave me. As much as he wanted to refuse it I couldn't. I held her and began to cry alot making myself an awful flinching mess as she held me.

You felt sad comfort. The feeling of her sad hugs fills you with emotional dread✨

Do you wish to save?
💗Yes No

We both soon calmed down after my emotional outburst but she didn't release me from her hug. Frankly.. I didn't want to leave it either as I held her close releasing a final shakey breath before I relaxed into her more. My eyes felt swollen above my beat red cheeks over the painful tears. She stood up with me in her arms as she began to walk out of the room before she went over to what I believe was her living room as she set me down along her comphy chair with a frown pressing her hand up against my cheek. She looked like a sad broken old lady with the tears that mad her eyes glisten.

"You look.. Just like them.." she mumbled to me before pressing both of her hands to my cheeks before kissing my head gently. I pursed my lips just leaning against her severely soft palms feeling my cheeks warm up. 'Why couldn't mami comfort me like this?.. With a calm gentle hold like this.. Where did her love go?' she soon removed her hands from my cheeks only to be startled by the blood that had stained her snow white fur. The back of my head must've been bleeding over the bump.. Not like it hasn't been bandages against furniture repeatedly.

She immedieatly left to get my more bandages before wrapping up the back of my head tightly giving me time to really look at her. A light bump rested against her cheek, one of her eyes seemed a bit swollen compared to the other, her fur was a mess, it really didn't look like she took care of herself well. How can someone so kind ever look so torn down like this? I just don't understand it.

Once she finished patching me up she served me up more and more pieces of pie which I ate continuously greatful for the food devouring every bite. I was starving so much that I barely cared for how much I was eating. "T-thank you so much ms. Toriel.." I breathed out basically my voice still very messed up and even shakey still. Yelling wasn't really the best form of speech when my throat feels like its caving in on itself. Was I allergic to the pie?.. No. It's probably just dry. She served me a glass of milk and began to watch over me more carefully after. She's so nice to be doing all of this for me.. She doesn't even know me that well but she did all of this for me.. I love her.

Later on during that day I went into her bathroom looking at myself in her long length mirror to see exactly where she bandaged me. Raising my sleeves, she had bandages snaked all the way up my arms. Raising up my shirt, snaked all the way up my torso and only torso. Even my theighs down to my ankles I had been covered. She didn't miss anything but my chest hmm? And even the back of my neck.. She at least got most of the problem areas covered.

"Thank you for everything ms. Tori.."

I love you mam..
I love you even more then my own mami.
Is that weird for me to say? I just appreciate you so much more then I do for her. Your nicer to me.

Will you be my new mom?
Please..