______ NEW YEAR!!!!! So- I didn't write this thing for awhile and whatever but I needed to rant so yea-

Do people even read this anymore-

Oh and a friendly reminder that you matter. Love yourself and take care of yourself. What you are doing is right. Don't overwork and don't skip meals. May Namjesus gives you the strength to shine in cracc.

Why I don't like the world right now-

• Too many exams
• I have 5 exams in Wednesday.
• I have a huge exam in Saturday it's-
IELTS+TOEFL = that weird ass test
• I'm hungry
• My stomach hurts
• My head hurts
• I wanna say something to someone but they seem busy or is ignoring me there's this tension between us-
• I feel stupid
• I'm very nervous about the teachers and parents meeting.
• My dads gonna eat me alive.
• I feel nauseous
• I'm feeling dumb
• I didn't feel freedom in a long time
• Everything is a pain in the ass
• A girl in my school is flirting with me suddenly... she's freaking cute-
• I'm seen as a rebellious and responsible human in my school who has perfect friends, parents and just- perfect everything.
• I'm tired of putting up with everything.
• I faked everything to not be bullied and to be cool but everything's shaking.
• People still call me names.
• They tell me to be more 'feminine' bitch I'm a girl and I'm like this so it means I'm feminine everything's feminine okay explain tf means feminine.
• By born I'm East Asian and live here but by parents I'm South Asian and some people are racist yk? Ughhh
• Some teachers are awesome and some are disgusting hags.
• I'm trying so hard.
• Why don't adults try understanding.
• My parents told me I'm too mature and it's a bad thing...
• Everything hurts physically and mentally.

See you in the next chapter!

*flips hair dramatically*