Let's talk friendships in admin for a moment. Friendship is basically something all humans need. Friends make you feel wanted, happy, and are there when you need them the most

Without friends you can feel loneliness. Being alone is when no ones around but loneliness is when there are people around yet you feel as if you are so unimportant that you are outcasted until it seems no ones around

Loneliness is toxic. It will bring you down to a point of self hate and false beliefs about yourself. Loneliness makes you a toxic person. Not always but most the time it does and here's why

You may become envious and want more and more friends and objects so you won't ever feel that way again. Perhaps even self centered because you had no one to ever vent to or you figured everyone hated you until just now you don't feel that way!

So the next time you see a toxic person in your friendship instead of instantly blocking them attempt to help fix them but don't expect quick or any results. Just because you don't expect it doesn't mean it won't happen it just takes time. You also must inform them what they are doing wrong

There are even more examples of toxic people so check out @_The_Riddlerishere_ book but that's not the point of this chapter.

The point of this chapter is to recognize the people who have helped me feel a little less alone in life. This is a chapter to just thank them and tell them how much they mean to me.

This isn't to win affection or forgiveness it's just here to let those people know that I value them and that without then I would feel so lost (if they blocked me I'm blah putting them down because they wouldn't see it)

Daddyz-Girl Ash you are the only person I am sure without a single doubt that I can trust with anything. You have never went off and talked shit about me to anyone and you've always been there to support me when I'm feeling down. Even though people like Alec may think you are toxic, I can 100% hell you that it's complete bullshit, you aren't at all a bad person. You are the best friend I could ever ask for and without you I'd be lost. I hope you find love and someone who won't ever hurt you because that's what you deserve. I love you

-psychotics you are my friend hate to break it to you. Thanks for giving me company and role playing with me because you are a fun person to be around. You come up with amazing plots and you are one of the toughest person I know. You got a really good taste in movies and tv shows like holly shit. Thanks for that even if we aren't friends I still want you to know I appreciate everything you've done for me

daddy_valeska despite the fact we barley ever talk anymore. You are a really good friend and I've always loved talking to you especially since I literally admire you. In the past your legendary rp responses intimidated me because they were so badass and detailed. You are the only reason I am a Rper if I never met you I wouldn't of met my friends here. So honestly it's thanks to you I have these friends.

WolfieBabyGirl I don't really know how long I've known you for but, all I know is you're my homie. I can't really put a finger on what you did to make me care about you, maybe it was just you making Tabitha account? All I know is I enjoy your company and I'm very grateful to have you

MickeyXMilkovich you are my relatable German hoodlum that I love. Our relationship isn't really a long going on being we barley talked before your situation and now. However whenever we did I never felt alone and I was always happy. You where my fucking idle because of your Mickey milkovich account and then I met you and it was like I let the president. I love you babe xo

CarlxGallagher Jess you are a kind hearted soul who I wish wasn't under so much stress so I volts spend day and night talking to you. I love every second of the time I spend talking to you. You have the most beautiful hair but, a even more crazy and beautiful personality. I hope you get promoted fast at your job because I know you are a hard working loyal soul. I love you and your role plays. If you ever feel like you should die or anything dw about it because I'm going to be over your house beating some sense into you because the world would be a even darker place without you

Miss_Nothing93 despite not knowing your name we are already best friends for life. You are this kind hearted person who's never not been there. It's so clear how nice of a person you are. As soon as you respond to something in admin your nice personality shines. I look forward to a beautiful friendship because I already know I'll love you to death soon

SavageBlueSkye sorry for getting out of touch with you skye. I love you AND your sister Asia. Since I'm too lazy to tag her I'm just going to put the both of you in here. Skye you are a loyal kind soul who's going to live a long and full life. I am 100% positive something amazing is coming your way because no one with such a heart of gold could ever not receive something special. I can thank you Asia for introducing me to skye who's been there with me since the start, so thank you so much for introducing me to your sister. Asia or Birdie rather you are a funny one but, sadly we have lost contact so I don't remember much of what good times we've had. All I know is that I love you and skye

wynter_h you where just this small little account who seemed to not have much interaction and at first I felt bad (sorry if that sounds cunty). What I didn't expect from talking to you was meeting this cute little personality filled individual. Your love for fictional characters is pretty interesting and you are pretty who should seriously get more social time with guys because you'd make a amazing gf (just don't mention being married to Oswald lol). I value the time we spend together and I look foward to spending more time with you! Thanks for being here •says your real name•

-Cruella- we don't have a real friendship I'll admit but I can tell you are a amazing person. If we where to find one thing that we are both super interested in, I could see a beautiful friendship form. I love your role playing and sorry if this is an insult you make it seem like you where born to be a old lady who hates dogs. If you don't mind tell me your interests so we can be the best of friends

OfTheBlueDevil Kiera even though we've like completely lost touch you where one of my best friends. You where funny, kind, heartwarming and so much more. I miss our friendship quite often but, as long as you are happy doing whatever it is you're doing I'm happy.

-_Kxng-Cxndy_- oz I know everyone says you are this toxic lying ass, but I just don't care because I love spending time with you and I know you aren't. You are this fun and playful human being who has never failed to make me happy. It's sickening to see how you keep getting all this shit thrown at you with cancer and so much more. You are honestly one of my best friends and I wouldn't mind you being my BFF :). I love how caring you are to me and how you always are there encouraging me. Ugh I just love the shit out of you

thekatvond kat or whatever I forgot your name again lol. You are my most loyal role player I have on here and I love it so so very much. Without you i would've deleted this account so thanks so much for being there and role playing whenever I posted something, you are a true babe

Msallisoncrestmere last but not least beth cable! I don't care about whatever people say about how bad you are because that's the past. If we judged everything from the past that someone's said to you or someone else everyone would hate each other. You are a fun person and I can't wait to talk more to you and truly get to know the real you. I love doing role plays with Allison until she mentions sex with Jerome like tmi 😂 thanks for talking to me

HARLEY_BENZ kyra now you are by far my favorite Harley. I made this one joker account when "Jason" was around. I was searching for a Harley but, every single one wasn't as good as you. I even cake across JoKeRs_Favor and I was about to ask her to be my Harley but oh well freaking Dark XD. You made my first joker account very fun for me with you coming around every day and sliding onto the desk being seductive af, you were my best friend and my Harley. I regret being the douche bag who made this account and got rid of the joker one making you know happen. I wish I didn't do that because you are overall amazing af so don't change a thing about what your going. You are a amazing Harley and a even better person

Dr_ToXic_ oh doctor I missed you, we had very good times and you helped me vent a lot of stressful things which helped me a lot. I always try my best to respond to you first before everyone else I'm not sure why but, what I do know is when you first left I was extremely sad because you where my venting buddy and all that shit we went through with you know who made me get attracted to you. So I'm overall very glad you are back and I hope we can remain best friends so we can have a even better friendship then before. I missed you and I love you

JoKeRs_Favor my drunk queen I love you very much. It's funny how as soon as I met you I was like "this boy is badass af" so I started hanging around talking to you all the time. Which built up our friendship a lot, however I did miss Jason greatly when I found out he wasn't real ;-; however I like it better knowing who my hoe is. I wouldn't trade you for any friend because you are that special to me and you make me feel worth it when you don't even try. Thanks for being there~pancake

BICHBYE now we never talk anymore but we used to so I'll write you something anyway. My best memories I have on this app where always when I was hanging out with you. Also some weird memories because you left and I was low key depressed whoops. Still you made this place really great for me back in the day so thanks man

mommy-tm Ella we where very good friends in the past and I loved it very much so. Everyday was fun and you where there to listen to my horny bullshit. Sadly your bitch phone broke or whatever and we can only talk on here :-( however your cousin is still fine 😂 but seriously she's great like I miss having friends like her. So if we where to talk more that'd mean the world to me because you are the Princess of my friends

_-Troubled-_ Elle despite our past issues I still like you. I know it's ridiculous how I treat you and I don't know why I do that but I do. I don't know if we could ever be as close as we where but I really really want to try to be. I miss our rps and the Kaden X Anthony thing despite the fact I'm triggered by the name kaden now lol. None the less I know some part of me still loves you so whatever shit I do to you in the future know that I still think about you and I don't hate you, that whatever mean shit I do it's just...Idk frustration for feeling stupid from what happened. Also please learn to love yourself because you aren't bad person, you deserve more then you get El

Athena_Snart despite the past hatred towards one another I do enjoy the company that you've provided me over the days. Also know that I never not want to talk to you its just I'm being so forgetful lately that I just forget to swing by. You also aren't a bad person like I once thought. I can tell you are actually a good person and not that toxic bitch that I once thought or what you used to be idk. You said you'd change in the past I think so that's why I'm saying "you used to be," and telling by how you act now you definitely changed, which I'm extremely proud of, it's very difficult to change yet you actually went through with it.

Anywhore happy Kwanza guys! (Its some Jamaican holiday I pretend to celebrate) also I hope 2018 has good things coming your way because everyone here deserves something good to happen to them

•I did not proof read this so I apologize for spelling errors and forgotten people but I'm 99% sure I got everyone•