My Guardian Animangel

The guardian animangel species belongs to SoraTheDutchie, ask her for more details and permission to create your own.

But yes hi, i am an admin for the animangles here to present my own angel, dedicated to my cat Mama Cat, who died from old age several years ago, i cant remember exactly how many but i think i was 10-11. I decided to make her Guardian status, because in life that's what she was to me, she was literally like a guardian angel for pretty much all of my childhood. She had been with me since i was born and spent the second half of her long life looking after me, comforting me, making me feel safe. If i woke up in the night from a nightmare she would be there to purr and drool on me until i wasnt scared anymore. She slept on my bed most nights, although as she got older she took to my parents room where they could keep an eye on her. Even the other cats were nice to her, never challenging or shunning her. She never purposely hurt me or anyone and was very docile. Even when she could hardly stand she would still try to come to me and would seem more comforted when i was around her. She passed away peacefully while asleep and i will always miss her.

So i give you, Mama Cat, my guardian animangel.

Her angel marking thing is placed on her chest and is a combination of a heart, a cloud, and a crescent moon.

The heart is for the love i felt for her and the relationship we had. She was very maternal (hence the name) and treated me like i was her kitten or something.

The moon is because i associate her with nightime in general because of various reasons, one of which is explained further below

And the cloud is because i associate her with the sky. For a lot of people when they lose someone they love it wont really hit them until a few days after it happens, and the same happened with me. When i lost her it was a beautiful cloudy night when it hit me and i basically broke down.

Okay im starting to cry while writing this so lets get onto the last thing i wanna mention

Ive seen mama cat's ghost, but only once before. I havent had any other serious paranormal encounters in my life (besides a rampant ouija board spewing gibberish and tryna do fun little shapes but thats a story for another day)

It was a few weeks after she passed when i saw it. When she was alive she had a habit of pacing a loop through the living room and kitchen. I woke up one night for some reason and stepped out of my room (my room is directly connected to the living room) and after a few seconds i saw her, doing her pacing thing. It couldnt have been any of the other cats, because the only other black cat we had was longhaired, and i would have been able to see if a cat had markings because of the hallway light. But i watched her make her little loop before i went back to bed. It was weird. I wasnt creeped out. I wasnt even sad. I just felt kind of comforted, like i wasnt alone for the 3 seconds it took to walk back into my room and get into bed before i passed out again.

(I can already hear the people calling me out for bullshit but i swear to fuck im not lying and i wasnt dreaming or hallucinating at the time--)

But yeah, thats Mama Cat. May she rest in peace and be happy forever, until she gets reborn or something i dont know how cat religion works

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