well here goes hi my dear friends I'm a jackass sorry I haven't been here for a long time just school has gotten in the way. recently I have gone to a homecoming dance for school and I must say I really like the boy I went with. but I have missed being my pad I really should have been here just to talk with a few people I guess. but I swear I have way too much homework and then I can't use internet at home is yeah I guess I could be on here when I'm at the YMCA but that would leave me with like 10 minutes I'm probably going to be publishing this chapter at school whenever I talk to my friends now about my crush they keep saying that my face is turning really red which is getting kind of embarrassing. but I still miss you guys and I promise I'll be back.