I walk towards the alley I live in, welter because of the drinks. I inhale the light smoke from my cigarette. My red leather jacket has almost turned blackish. The long boots I'm wearing have fallen to my knees and the fishnets I'm wearing have been ripped. It was a rough night, i toss a coin in the can of a homeless man. "goodnight eddie" I say, he looks up and smiles "thank you sir, and good night, you should go to bed earlier, you're young" "I think you damn well now my mentality, party hard, sleep till the next party"he chuckles, I walk towards my door, my neighbours have dumped some garbage here, they are really messy. I look at some junkies stanfing in our alley with a death glare, they disappear. I smile, and run a hand through my hair, it was supposed to be glued down this whole night, but it looks good no matter what. I almost step in some garbage and almost destroyed my louboutin shoes. I chuckle I could've been in a 195 million mansion if only I'd listened to father. But I refuse to listen, my mom finances me, I do a study psychology but I don;t want it.

"Who's there?" "It's me, mrs. Hudson and only me" "That's not the first time you said that, boy or girl?" "Mrs, Hudson," I hang my jacket on the coat rack "Sometimes, really little but sometimes I tell you the truth" she gives me a hug, I have been close to her since I rented this apartement, it wasn't because I liked her so much but she's lonely, her husband died a few months ago just before I rented it. "Love the shoes" she exclaims. I pick up a box "Oh, no you didn't, monte that's too much" "Of course I did, I have to spend some money otherwise I'll use it to buy drugs" she laughs and opens the box it's a pefume, she mentioned it earlier, her husband used to buy it. She starts to cry. I give her a hug. "happy anniversary" "How did you know?" "the photo has a date on it" she smiles and she just made my day. 

I flop down on a bed that seems to be  filled with dinosaur hair. I don't mind, it's cheap. I get my outfit for tommorow out of my closet, there's a photo of me and my family. I stare at it and lay it on the side of the photo.