I wake up early I don't want to be late, my mom would be furious. I welter a little through my kitchen. I should clean. I look at the counter my breathing fastens. I didn't have this for a long time. My ocd shouldn't be bothering me anymore. I inhale deeply

 I walk away 

and slowly walk back.

Two minuten later my whole appartement is clean. I sigh, shouldn't have Done that. I jump under the shower. I never do it in the evening because we have limited warm water. I throw on a White oversized andronygous suit and stick my wet Hair back with gel. I put on some eyeliner. I get my bag and rush downstairs. I try to open the door, it's locked, I suppose to lock the junkies out, not to lock us in. I stress and drop my Keys, "Monte", Mrs Hudson screams "I'm sorry Mrs Hudson but I really have to go" she comes towards me with a little paper bag. "I made you lunch and breakfast. I heard you stumbling through your appartement and knew you were gonna be late" she gives me an extra brownie. "It isn't with space right?" she chuckles "hurry up" and I leave 

I'm not like the other students. I'm weird, and I love it, the worst name to be called is normal. I comb my Hair backwards while walking towards the uni. A Girl Comes towards me, omg, I can't remember her name, Charlotte? Mary? Corinthe? "You are Monte, right" she says, lisa? no "yeah, but I mostly use other names, you can call me M." "I'm Sophia,. Did you make notes last time?" "What makes you think I did?" "You're on top of the class" "I'll check I don't have them with me right now, so do you have my number? You could send me a massage" "you're kinda formal, love the suit" "thanks", I smile "aren't you the Girl who wanted to go out with me to get to know me better" she blushes "tonight would be great for me, I know a really good Italian Place."

I'm wearing a baggy White blouse with puff sleeves and beautiful green suede pants. Sophia Comes in. 

"So what are things i have to know about you."

"Um, my pronouns are he/him but I'm not really a boy i guess. I'm gay, I had problems with my father a few tears ago, I love fashion, I want to be a rock artist, I try not to drink because I had a drinking and drug problem" the waiter with a wine bottle in his hand turns around, Sophia chuckles "how bout you?""I'm not interesting" "don't say that"