Mum asked me how you were;
But I took refuge in lies.
I told her you were great,
And how we had fun all day,
But I kept him hidden.

Under the black of night,
I searched for the wisdom of light—
What a fool was I?
Who searches for light in dark?

Your words rung in my head,
Like the toll of a bell;
That signal my death,
Or worse, yours.

Why was my heart beating,
Faster than anything?
Why do I feel suffocated,
Why do I feel hatred?

For once in your life, you asked me,
For something that'd make you happy.
For once you gave me an opportunity,
To make our friendship stronger,
Flattering my vanity.
For once you gave me a chance.
All I do is drown in emptiness.

All I could do, was to think,
About the pain that throbbed in my heart.
Is this what you feel everyday a far?
Tears threatened to spill,
And now I know why you were ill.
Do you feel the same magnetisms of pressure,
Grinding away my mental stability?
It hurts. Like you hurt.

Tomorrow is a dreaded Monday,
The day that I'll meet him;
To full fill your quest.
The best day of your life.
Shouldn't I be happy? But I feel sad.
Was I making a mistake?

...

No, I assure;
Your smile is all I look for.

⛰

This chapter is dedicated to imtheoddgirl for cheering me up and urging me to update. I'm so happy that I might even do a double update.
Thank you for reading.

What do you think will happen on Monday? Comment your opinions, I can't wait to know what you all think!