chapter eleven: For you

Sincerity masked his face,
While I dropped my gaze,
And went astray,
Without telling him.

"Bianca," he grabbed my hand again,
While his touch sent pleasure;
Through my body,
I wondered—
What it made you feel.

I whispered,
"Tomorrow."
And shook him off,
I'm sorrow.

I had a beaten, dead heart—
But I'll let this pain transform,
And be a smile,
For you.

That smile of yours,
Will be all I need.
At the end of the day,
I need you to be...
Alive.

And there's nothing more.

I tell myself everyday,
Giving up things for you,
Will only bring us both a smile,
So why the pain?

I used to be,
Wild and I'd run free,
One who'd jump in sea,
One without fears,
Of losing thee.

Now I am——

I ran out through the wooden doors,
And heard you call my broken name,
My name of white,
My name too pure,
To hurt dear you.

I ran to where you wouldn't find me,
Hidden from the eyes of earth,
Hidden from you...

I crawled in,
Under the broken roof,
Where I watched my brother,
Drown in his own blood,
That leaked from his own heart,
Punctured by his best friend—
And I never want you to be him.

I promise I won't hurt you.

The tears came and never went,
Whist I drowned in my own tears,
I wondered,
Is this how my brother felt?
Or is it how you'll feel if I do something,
Wrong?

I'll protect you.

I'll hold you.

I won't let pain come to you.

I'll be your human shield.

Until the day,
I'm under soil.

My phone chimed:
I knew it was you.
But I needed to calm my nerves,
Before I hurt you...

Just to clear things out, Bianca's brother Isn't dead, but his heart was broken, something that she didn't want for Sophie. Also, Bianca means white in Italian, and there is a special reason why I named her Bianca.

Can you protect people from the inevitable?

What do you think will happen next?

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