I dont know how long some of you have been following me but if you couldnt tell, I am a girl haha. Of course, being a girl comes with awesome upgrades. Here are some things I'm going through now that i hope some of you can relate to.

Sitting bent over the toilet while going to the bathroom to satisfy your cramps. Why does it feel better to be like that? You gotta be in a fetal position in order for the cramps to just loosen its grip on your uterus just a tiny bit.

Being late on your period is worse, it started today but I was 5 days late. Telling myself theres no way I was pregnant, I havent done the nasty ever since my last period so what gives? I think the previous chapters from this book obviously say its stress so ill give it that but i already have an irregular cycle so its always a guessing game.

I do use a tracker app called Flo and its actaully really great. It constantly reminds you that there's premium but you can use it just fine with the basic version. It tells you when your ovulation starts and ends and also when you are most fertile to conceive a baby. There are chats that are all anonymous so you wont feel embarrassed to ask personal questions (though you shouldnt be embarrassed, everyone goes through a lot of different things). Everyone on there is really nice and there are actually some doctors that are on Flo that answer questions from time to time. I think it would be worth checking out tbh.

My boyfriends mother is coming over on Saturday for dinner and I have no idea what the heck im going to make her. My boyfriend loves everything I put in front of him so hes no help. I admit that I do think im good at cooking but this is his mom, it has to be something amazing. Last month, I did make a brown sugar balsalmic pork tenderloin that was delicious and im thinking im gonna do that again but if any of you think I should try something else Im all ears. For the sides i was gonna do steamed broccoli and homemade scalloped potatoes.

Speaking of my boyfriend, you all know he got into a car accident. Im going to post the picture of it here, dont be alarmed, theres no blood or anything and no one died. I was not in the car so dont worry about me when you see it. He did sustain a mild concussion and had a big gash on his knee along with quite a lot of bruising. Hes doing just fine and his head shows no sign of the bruises, his knee is healing quite nicely with a scab along with bruises.

Heres the car:

Like i said, I wasnt in the car but he did get T boned.

We are both doing okay, he doesnt have a job anymore but hes got an interview on Saturday and im hoping they give it to him or else i have no idea how were going to pay bills with just my new income.

I hope you all are staying safe! If youre not, im gonna hunt you down and yell at you that you need to start being safe or else you might end up like our car. I've been doing some updating on my google doc's and I would like to say that theres a new chapter for cheater cheater in the works, so if anyone reads it, please know that I did not forget!

Compared to a lot of my friends on wattpad, I dont know if I have enough people interested in my works to have fans. I know I have 2 books with a few thousand reads but I dont know of anyone who is really looking for an update 😅 I love the silent reader, dont get me wrong, and I love when someone at least finishes the book. It makes me wonder what they're really thinking sometimes and im wondering if I'm doing something wrong and they dont like it. I overthink a lot and it leads me to lose motivation to write but im trying to get back onto the swing of things. Please forgive me for being a negligent author.

Thank you for taking the time to read all if this, it really means a lot! Have a great big beautiful and wonderful day/night!