(You can choose to read the explanation or just skip to the last part)

OK LET ME EXPLAIN THE REASON I DISAPPEARED FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH FOR 3 MONTHS

While i was away, i was really struggling with myself...

I felt reeaaally unmotivated to draw... it felt like it was actually the end of my love for drawing and i was actually planning on deleting this book, my instagram, and my deviantart account without you guys knowing at one point because i thought.. what would be the point of keeping you guys all waiting (if you even are waiting) for someone who wont even be able to come back

It made me really really depressed and so i tried to put my attention somewhere else... i read tons of manga and watched tons of movies just to keep myself from thinking about it which was really sad 😂

Which explains why i've not been active for a while...

NOW FOR THE REASON WHY I'VE COME BACK

I was just casually playing games on my phone when i suddenly got the urge to check my IG account and when i opened it, i saw one of my co-artist's drawings while i was away and thought... holy sht i've only been gone for a few months and look at how much they improved .____.

It somehow lit a fire in me and after that i bagan to draw again...

I was actually very reluctant to update here because i felt really embarrassed towards you guys because of my lack of motivation and such...

I'm really sorry for keeping you guys waiting ugghhhh im such a horrible person 😩😩😩 please forgive me...

I cant promise to update regularly (since it's impossible with my current schedule...) but i do promise not to just suddenly disappear like that without informing you guys first...

Now i just wanna say thank you to all of those people who read this... i love you guys so much and i hope you understand 😞

NOW FOR WHAT MOST OF YOU  HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR:

I dont think I've improved much 😂😂😂

Btw I update more on my IG account so if you wanna follow me, my username's fruki_arts... (shamelessly advertising, i know XD)

As for the requests... just wait a bit more... i'm actually still trying to get used to my wacom (since i havent been practicing) they probably wont look as good as you hope for... sorry in advance...

oh and please please dont expect for fully colored and lined stuff since i only planned to draw sketches... okay? I just wanted to make it clear to you guys coz maybe you misunderstood or something and would probably be disappointed in the end because i only drew sketches... sorry.. cant draw anything complicated for now...

And that's all... i dont think i missed anything else... sorry for taking up your time 😅

BYE

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