*WARNING* horrible handwriting. Read at your own risk.

I'd sometimes look at other artists who have better art and more followers than me and seriously beat myself up about it.

It seriously stressed me out emotionally and after awhile i just stopped drawing because of it. I just couldn't bear to look at my art and see that it doesn't even come close to what others can do (lol)

I know this isnt enough reason to justify my actions and leaving you all like that without saying anything

It took a lot of courage to finally come back here.

Once again i am really really sorry.

I plan to make it up to you guys i promise.

I plan to end this art book and make a new one since this one reminds me of.... too many things

As for the requests that i still haven't done. I still plan to do them and post them in my next art book. (Though it will probably take a bit more time. Im sorry) even if the requestor themselves are probably not reading this anymore XD

If anyone is still reading this i am seriously super thankful to you for being very patient with me and being very accepting of my flaws ;-;

The third book will probably be out later today (cuz i still need to make a cover for it)

I don't know if I've expressed myself as clearly as i wanted to but i hope you all understand ...

And lastly, to all the other artists out there experiencing the same thing im going through rn, my heart is with you and i pray that we will all get through this someday. Dont let insecurities get in the way of what you love and keep trying to look at the positive side of things.

Thank you *bow*

goodbye for now :)

((Edit: its up. Go check it out if you're still interested ;-;))