piano cover; smyang

author's note;
okay i decided to finish this
this is the last chapter but I'm going to write a special chapter after this

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"What did you do!!" I screamed after Jungkook, following him out of our bedroom that morning while pulling on my robe to cover myself. He was ignoring me and only smiling to himself. "I HATE YOU! I fucking hate you Jeon Jungkook!!!"

Everyone was silent after my honest heartfelt confession. It made Jungkook stop on his tracks and face me. I was a mess after he used my body like a tool to get himself off. He used me and defiled me while hiding behind our marriage. I glared at him in front of his gang members; Jin, Yoongi, Namjoon and Hoseok — his remaining members because Taehyung was gone and now Jimin too.

I was trembling inside from the immense anger. My fists were clenched as I watched a smile bloom on his lips. Jungkook walked towards me, tipping my chin up and putting a kiss on my lips before speaking, "I told you that he is not a choice for you, my love."

"I want a divorce." I said through my gritted teeth. His face hardened but I have no plans of backing down. "I'm doing it. I'm leaving because I can't fucking take it anymore! I can't sleep on the same bed as you, live under the same roof as you, even breathe the same air you breathe. Being with you is hell for me, Jungkook. I don't want to be in this damned marriage anymore. I want to go as far away from yo-"

I couldn't finish my sentence as his hand wrapped around my throat, slowly cutting off my breathe as I stood on tipped toes but I still gave him a smile even when he glared at me, "I'd rather die than be with you."

"Jungkook, stop now or you're going to kill her." Jin put a hand on his arm and tried to talk him into letting me go while the rest of them watched as my face quickly changed color, my lips becoming purple.

"Do it.." I wheezed forcefully but no air passed through my throat, the muscles on his arm contracting and his fingers gripped tighter around my neck, constricting my airway further. My voice was raspy but I managed to speak.

I smiled at him as I let my hands loosen on his hand on my neck, letting them fall limply by my side, "Kill me."

"Jungkook." It was Yoongi this time.

Jungkook listened to him, put some unnecessary sense into his brain. He released me but I was too weak to stand so I slumped down on the floor. I was dismayed that I didn't die right there and so I began to sob pathetically. With my broken voice I begged him, "You should've just killed me."

He crouched down to my level and picked me up, carrying me up the staircase. I fought him but he held onto me strongly in his arms while he took me to our bedroom and the rest watched at how pathetic my life is, controlled by another person. Jungkook laid me gently down on our bed, his fingers touching my tear stricken cheeks before moving to where his hands gripped tightly around my neck. The unsightly mark of violence remained on my skin as he touched me softly, "Why do you make me do this, Y/N? I don't want to hurt you but you make me."

"I'm sorry." Jungkook uttered another meaningless apology. I turned my back to him and curled up as faraway from him. He leaned over to me, his lips touching my forehead but it will never undo all the pain he had caused me, "I'm sorry but I can't let you go.. I love you too much."

I'm damaged beyond repair. I might never escape this house. I will never escape from him. Tears began to fall from my eyes when I thought about it. I felt so helpless as I pushed him away, hitting his chest repeatedly when he collected me in his arms. He forced a kiss on me and I kicked and did everything to get away but I can't. In this state I am right now, I can't. I gave up trying, his lips moved passionately on mine yet I felt nothing but hatred and disgust. I closed my eyes shut and prayed this nightmare would soon be over. I hope I'll wake up one day and realize that none of this is real.

When Jungkook left and everything was quiet again, I curled up into a ball, my heart breaking and no one was there to heart it shatter. I thought about Jimin. He could be anywhere. He might be lying somewhere, cold and pulseless. I shut my eyes close but even then, I could still see the image of him lifeless and bleeding to death in my mind.

I cried uncontrollably while I longed for him. I am in constant pain — physically, mentally, emotionally. "Jimin, where are you? Save me."

I heard the door opened and closed but I was too numb to care and turn around to see who it is. I just assumed that Jungkook left someone to watch me so I won't even think of escaping on my own. I lied there, still. The footsteps came closer and then it stopped just beside the bed. I fixed my broken voice and spoke shakily but with enough conviction, "What do you want? For fuck's sake just leave me alone!"

"Didn't you just call me?" I lifted my head up and shot up at once when I recognized his voice. Jimin gave me a small smile, "I'm here to save you."

I jumped into his open arms and hugged him tightly. He felt real. I'm not dreaming. My heart pounded inside my chest, overwhelmed with joy and then I began to cry again. Jimin pulled me closer and whispered to me, "Why are you crying?"

Jimin pulled away and dried my tears with the sleeve of his jacket. I noticed that he was dressed unusually in all black and he had a cap on which covered half of his face from afar. "Did you break in? How? But Jungkook he'll-"

"I had help from inside but that doesn't matter right now." Jimin said and then he took my hand, holding it tightly, "I'm taking you with me. We're leaving now."

I felt so happy hearing those words. I've waited for so long for him to take me away from this damned place. I am so happy beyond words. My hands held onto his as we ran away. I didn't bring anything with me, fearing that it would just slow us down. We can figure everything out once we're out of here. It doesn't matter where we stay. I would be glad to sleep even beside a dumpster if it means not being in this place ever again.

Jimin explained that he planned this out, the reason why he couldn't see me for awhile. He carefully led me outside through the escape route he devised, using the blind spots of the surveillance cameras. We went through the back door where there were no guards at the moment. There was a motorcycle waiting just outside. Jimin let me go first, helping me climb over the fence. My heart was beating so fast as my feet landed on the ground. I waited for Jimin to get himself over the fence. He jumped down and held my hand again but when we turned, the nightmare caught up to us.

Betrayal greeted us. He had a gun point-blank at Jimin and a cold, sinister smile. "Going somewhere, love?"

"How did you find us?" I asked Jungkook and stepped between him and Jimin, blocking his aim.

"I told you not to get caught." Jungkook replied  while he softly gazed at us.

"What do you mean you told us-" I stopped and Jungkook smiled, cocking his head to the side as I finally remembered Taehyung telling me that. "Does this mean Taehyung betrayed us?

Jimin let out a laugh. "It was wrong of me to trust someone twice.."

I looked at him with a confused look and then realized that the inside help he had was also Taehyung but he sold him over to Jungkook. "I don't understand. Why would Taehyung do that?"

"Oh, baby, you have no idea how the world works. Humans are desperate beings. They'll do anything to keep themselves alive." Jungkook looked at me and then outstretched his hand, "Come. Come with me and I'll forgive you. I'll forget this ever happened."

"I figured you threatened to hurt Taehyung's mother again. You can do whatever you want but I'm not handing her over to you. After everything you've done to her.. I'm not letting her go back to you. You'll have to kill me first." Jimin said, taking his gun and aimed it at Jungkook too.

I felt him clutching tighter on my hand and I did the same. He pulled me behind him, making Jungkook's mouth twitch in anger. When I thought Jungkook was going to forcefully drag me away, he grinned. "Then die already."

They both pulled the trigger. Who pulled it first, I didn't know. It all happened in a blink of an eye. Jungkook was hit at his shoulder while Jimin staggered backwards. My arms caught Jimin as he fell to the ground and realized that the warmth I felt on my hands was his blood. I bent over Jimin and cupped his face with my blood stained hands, "Jimin.. jimin please.."

He smiled up at me while I put both of my hands over his chest, pressing over his wound. My measly attempt to stop his bleeding did nothing to save him. Jimin started to cough out blood when he tried to talk. He was gasping, choking as his blood drowned his lungs. I held his hand as his last breath became my name.

My uninterrupted tears fell on his cheeks while I hugged him close, calling his name but he's not waking up. He has slipped away from me that easily. I couldn't stop my shoulders from shaking as I hold his cheek and sobbed beside his face. He's still warm as I spoke to him, "We are supposed to leave together.. don't leave."

"Y/N, he's gone." Jungkook began to walk towards me. I was filled with anger and resentment when I heard him speak as if he cared.

"HOW DARE YOU TAKE A STEP CLOSER!" I screamed in agony towards Jungkook. Jimin's gun was in my hands, directed at Jungkook's chest.

"Y/N, take that away." He was talking me out of it. "Come on. Killing me won't bring him back."

"Who said anything about killing you?" I could only smile as my tears dried along with Jimin's blood on my hands, "You're not worth it. You should suffer forever."

The gun's nozzle was now against my temple, his face lost all color. He reached out to me again but hearing his voice encouraged me more. I removed the safety and positioned my hand over the trigger, "Live this life as a punishment, Jungkook. I want you to remember this moment.."

"Don't do it, Y/N, please..." Jungkook knelt on his knees and dropped his gun. "I will do anything. I-I'm sorry.. don't do this."

"Too late. You already killed me." I flashed him a sad smile, "I will not die in your hands but it was you who killed me."

I pulled the trigger and my life ended right there.

It was all I could do to be with Jimin again.

You saved me, Jimin.

I'm sorry that we ended like this but nothing has changed, my love.

Even in the face of Death,

I will choose you.

I love you and I promise to see you again,

soon.