Jet lag is one of the worst things to be in this instant waking up in my bed feeling even more tired not having the best motivation to start my day by sitting down up on my bed when my phone buzzed from getting a text message from Anonymous boy so I decided to respond to this mystery boy to see whatnot it could lead to a way to pastime knowing it was not necessarily a good idea, however, I decided it was a terrific concept to be writing back to whom was messaging me because God forbid something bad might happen to me by doing so, I would like to live my life enjoying it rather than just having a dull moment in each day.

Furthermore, I picked up my phone thinking not knowing if this was ever going to put me into more danger than I already had been in a couple of years ago. Also I have learned my lesson about never crying on the road or sleeping when driving myself to places where I would like to go next.

LG: Good morning, beautiful.

Me: Who are you?

LG: Since you cannot remember me then I will tell and take you a list of all the places where I met you.

Me: I hardly ever doubt that we have been anywhere together.

LG: Have some faith in me!

Me: Alright, I think have been cutting into the third quarter of my time talking to you In the morning.

LG: See you later, love.

"I know it was going to be fun talking to a stranger" I muttered underneath my breath.

A proper start to my day was a nice morning routine of taking a hot scorching shower to easily smooth my muscles, then getting out of the shower to brush my teeth and next putting on my makeup to hide the fact that I have bags underneath my eyes from the nightmare of the car crashed in the past, but I want to keep it there forever no matter how much I had tried to escape from it. The memory has seemed to find a way to haunt me for life turning itself into a recurring nightmare to remind me of my mistake and I do pay the price for it every single day of my life because of a lack of focus caused by my stinking cheating and lying ex-boyfriend.

Afterwards, I was able to walk down the stairs to be having breakfast with my family when I saw my older brother walking through the room at the same time as our parents are acting very suspicious as in being too quiet before I began to suspect that they were hiding something behind their back to prevent me from getting a chance to see what it was.

"I did not get the chance to say to you that I am so glad to have you back home, Lana" Lola, my sister to me.

Everyone else was being suss in this house for instance, which was my siblings are trying to get along with each other as well as asking me multiple questions to distract from mum and dad walking through the room until hearing an animal bark whilst I was chatting to my older brother during knowing my sister was trying to cover it up by convincing that it was only her coughing.

My family has stopped eating their toast and scrambled eggs in the process of hiding an animal that sounded like a dog and then my dad cleared his throat to indicate for everyone to step aside from him. My dad was holding a little adorable puppy in his arms who had a black furry coat yapping out loud out loud, also the cutest little thing that I have ever seen at this moment too.

Everyone yells out "surprise!" at me being in sync with each other.

A black fur coated puppy came running up to me happily jumping around my feet as my heart continued to melts watching such a playful dog putting a smile on my face whilst everyone in my family was glad to put the end of my dampered mood for the first hours of the day to make me be happy in order to forget the horrible nightmare despite the realisation of coming to terms of learning my injuries might have heals whereas my mental scars are permanent reminder of the tragic events in my life and i wonder if this puppy could be just the thing to make me much more pleasant than the dark rains clouds are always raining down on my parade to bring me down into the dumps anytime i try to find a source of happiness to bare the pain of feeling numbs or broken for years on end.

Afterwards, breakfast i decide to play with coco all day as well as constantly thanking my family for giving me a gift to help me cheer up since they are very worry about me being stuck in my room for too long also my best friend penny keeps drag me out the comfort of my own home to get fresh air every once while until today she bring up a conservation about her brother not being with any other girls before and after i had came back here, which made me feel bad for not exactly remembering his name except for the colour of his deep blue eyes and the coarseness of his voice was once what i lived for every day.

"Is it Nathan, your brother?" I was surprised by Penny.

Penny shook her head when i said nathan silening noticing that i called her brother to his name especially when i just assume it was his name due to him not correcting me at all then she said "the doofus who you was talking to yesterday was my brother and his name is Layton, not Nathan" she explained to me.

Her brother name was Layton all this time of i was saying his name wrong although his name did most definitely suited him in a way i supposed now that i was matching up the right name to the correct face seems to be slightly more possible to remembered him as the boy who used to get on my very last nerves annoying me with all this pranks , jokes and teasing me in our teen year to tried get a reactions out of me regardlessly it did work out in the end i did get mad at him calling him all name under the sun yet, that was every single pieces of memories i could remembered of us.

"I am guessing that you think i was the reason why your older brother is no longer a player anymore."I said assumingly to Penelope.

Interestingly,her brother changes seemed to be linked to my accurate assumption were solely based on me somehow i did not know what to think at the moment of Penny pointing it out to me as we were sitting in the living room watching movies for a way to spend our afternoon during her filling me in on the next latest gossip of my new university i will soon share with her also she mention something of a girl named melissa who had been obsessed on her brother for years might be jealous of me because she does not like seeing another girls with him unless it was her standing right by her side however, he did indeed rejected her nicely a millions times according to his sister Penny my best friend claiming that i was his long distance girlfriend who was now being caught up into this highly unexpected drama in only one or two days of returning back home.

On the other hand, it might give me some time to get to know what he was like but nonetheless i will make sure he give me an equally payment for actually considering to help him get melissa off his back for sure and the only way for me to do this is him to make a proposition for me by asking me to go along with his lie for at least a week or long depending on if she believes it in the ends.

Slowly, opening up my kitkat chocolate bar wrapper to begin to break the chocolate in half to split it between the two of us.

"Oh yeah, if you see her at university please can you rub it into her and in any way that like because i would rather have my twin brother date my best than her"Penelope said with a pout begging for me to do it.

No ways was i not going to listened to everything she has been telling on this melissa person because if my best friend hate her for picking up fights , bullying geeks to do her essay acting like she had done no wrong , going around the placed as if she was all high and mighty, therefore, she need to know that none of it was acceptable to make a girl life a living hell for no reason caused she was being petty to the other girls who he was associated with him. Funnily, I laughed at the thoughts of one girl wanting a boy to notice her by hurting the other hers. Girls are not right and besides she could not hurt me not when i was already reliving my mistakes to this very day.

"Life is way too short for drama, however, i will definitely rub it into her face that i am your brother's secret girlfriend and give a good amazing comeback too" I agreed to Penelope.

My best friend stay for dinner until it was time for her to go next door to her house to go there to go to sleep in her bed apparently sleeping on the floor in a spare sleeping bag was not doing wonders for her back so i decided to pack a bag for tomorrow night to spend a going shopping for new clothes also spending time in our favourite coffee shop to wake us up properly in the morning then later on, i will be having a sleepover at her house due to having a lovely girls night out with Lola my sister, Penny, Elina and Tilly because we all need to prepare for a new year of schools to be ready for whatever tornado come my ways.

Laying on my bed hoping this time when i close my eyes that all my nightmares will vanish in a blinks of an eye for me to finally get some sleep as i used music as method to drown out the misery of having to suffer in alone in silence to save myself being a fighting every single demon that is haunting me at night to go away but, I was fighting the urge to drink something, unfortunately, mixing alcohol with sleeping pills are dangerous too.

I can somehow find a way to outwit my demons to be okay again!