Everyone deserves a chance for happiness especially when one of them was your best friend who dreams as well as planning a wedding with you back in the past year a few years ago when we were kids now that we have all growing up in wonder young adults that are finally found themselves in the middle of an erupted storm wishing on dandelions in hopes of it becoming true, however, I believe that if I had given my favourite couple on-campus a little bit of a push into the right direction for their good then, perhaps it would work out in their favour.

After all, my best friend Penny and her boyfriend Colin have been through so much heartbreak even the hardest part of it for them was losing their first child, but they still had remained strong enough amid their lives in the ups and downs of a battle between the breaks of their relationship they've been stronger than ever before, never fraying away from each other.

"I know that what you are going through is a series of tough times, but you have to cling to the good times and not the bad ones" I advised Penelope.

My fiance Layton and his sister, my best friend Penelope have been telling me all about how her boyfriend, bad has had a heart attack the yesterday when Colin had decided to make amends to his dad today, which was nice to see that things were getting better despite the tragic timing of this incident that had occurred in both of their lives as my fiance and I were there for them every step of the way to help them get through this rough patch.

Today I decided to host a dinner party that is going to involve dancing, singing and all sorts of stuff will be there including everyone else who is coming to the gathering will have to bring a theme type of food for the party next week Saturday night we were doing a Mexican theme party where all the food has to be something like tacos, burrito, Chilli Carnie, enchiladas and so on since I couldn't possibly be able to choose a cuisine that I really like. My best friend opt for me to do Mexican food in honour of my boyfriend's friend Colin because his mother passed away a long time ago.

"I just want him to open up to me more, but after losing our baby he keeps to himself more" explained Penelope with a frown on her face.

Searching for millions of different types on the internet while only realizing that I was giving myself extra work when I figured out that I can do half of the work whereas I can rope my best friend into helping me with this dinner party especially when she was the one who pitched her ideas for the theme also it would be just like the old-time practising cooking for food-tech in her mom kitchen despite the fact that we got into a food fight with the boys.

However, we will be more mature in the kitchen as it will be a cooking contest to see who makes the best food will save me a lot of time additionally, if we do split up the cooking in seven-eight people then maybe we can have our party on time for next week Saturday to celebrate the life of his mum and I wanted to help them get back into their old self henceforth, I need to return a couple of favour to them as a result of a new idea of how to thank them for their generosity.

"Maybe it wasn't the perfect time for having a baby, but I am pretty sure that you guys will find your way back to each other again-"

"How can you possibly be sure that it is not more than losing our baby because I hit him hard especially when he has to find out this way?" interrupted Penelope.

I really need to get a penny out of this apartment so I decided to go to the beach to relax by the ocean, eating fish and chips while talking with friends where everyone else is going to have a tremendous time there as I try to figure out a plan to solve my best friend's problem even though everything was a little bit rocky for them, though I so going to have a few more boned to pick which includes Layton to having a word with his friend or otherwise I would do it myself until he finally realized that he might lose my best friend for good.

"Alright, we are pretty,  pretty who don't mope around the place waiting for your partner to come around, nope because that's not what we do right," I said motivationally to Penelope.

Messaging all of the girls do join us on girls' day out at the beach and within a few minutes they were all walking inside my room on campus to help her cheer her up, it was neither that or go to the nightclubs this evening for us to dance to the music although she was still in clutches we could still have fun. We need to get her out of the building to allow them to get some rest air rather than just staying coup up in her room for too long therefore, her mental health will take a slight turn for the worse.

Other than that, my ex-boyfriend decided to text me on my phone halfway through my call with Penny to discuss our girl's plan when James rang me to tell me that he was coming over to my house to take me back to New Zealand because he misses me so much even though I know that was a load of horse crap in the first place I would never go back to a particular place where everything bad happens to me. I screamed loud in irritation at my phone wanting to throw my phone away from me wanting to get karma on him for every single ounce of pain that he had caused me in the past year.

"Are you alright, but what happens to keeping a positive mindset instead of letting the pain continue to control you?" asked a bewildered Penelope.

First of all, I went through hell and out the other side again just for an ignorant cheater who was a slight control freak that was controlling me then suddenly my ex-boyfriend wants me back so I decided to text him back saying that I would rather watch him burn in a blazing fire than see his delusion self in my life one more time. There's no chance that I would take him back especially when I am getting married in a couple of months to mine, Mr McDreamy who is my fiancee that loves me more than enough to help me fight against my problem in life.

Secondly, my temporary memory loss is slowly started to fade away from me, as soon as I was remembering part of my life before the accident occurred that dreadful night when I almost could have died if it wasn't for a miracle that my life was spared but neither ways, it wasn't my time yet to depart from this world because I have so much more stuff to experience in this world or things that I haven't gotten around to see yet.

"It is easier said than done, and I'm more worried about you than myself at the moment, but we do need to go out there on an adventure," I said with a smile and a pocket filled with enthusiasm to Penelope.

A tiny little voice in the back of my mind was telling me to not let anything or anyone else's limit my happiness as well as be the reason why we can't enjoy the rest of our twenties, for now, moreover, we have got tons to be extremely excited about this year.

A year ago, I found myself reading two quotes from a book that I was reading at the time which were very meaningful ones"smile for tomorrow even if we don't what is to come next, but do dare to dream of a new brighter beginning as the darkness will be no more than what we anticipate it to become when we turn off all the lights"

Fears of the oblivious are normal, yet what if we somehow managed to embrace our fear that running away from it because of the darkness which might be death by unexpected ways can get in the way of living in the moment each and every day.

In addition to this, the most incredible out-of-this-world idea just hits me to take her, new sister-in-law to a club for my hen do party to cheer her by having a girl's night out with all of our friends whereas the boys will have their separate party from us because I refuse to give up when we both have a lot of reasons to be happy in our lives despite the misery of our past which keeps on haunting us non-stop then we will be alright in the future.

"You're right about taking a break from me working, myself a little too much, and sign me up for whatever you got plans for tonight!" exclaimed Penelope in excitement.

We were messaging all the girls to invite them to a girl's night out was for celebrate my engagement with my husband to be additionally, and his sister's birthday party even though it was in mid of June and we did celebrate it in late May especially when it was the peak of our exams seasons as we are all buckling down for one of the hardest time of our lives before we move forward with the rest of the year, however, some of us are still studying to get the best grades for our chosen degrees taking us a couple of steps toward graduating from University.

Our friends surprisingly ambush the two of us to follow their lead outside of the boy's place to join them inside of their car afterwards, we were patiently waiting for a decent explanation of why we were hijacked by our own friend and then suddenly it all seems to make sense to me when I saw the bar we are standing inside as we remove our blindfold to take a glimpse of what they have in store for us today.

"Holy smokes, do you guy do all of this for -"

Athena, Cynthia, Isla and Tilly interjected " surprise,"  Athena explained it "we all know after everything that you guys have been through you both needed a little pick me up to lift you guys' spirit up" Cynthia continue to expand on this "so we made a long list of things to do during tonight".

An example of a great friendship was this one with our friends caring for us enough to make sure that we can survive a desert without rain for a year to make us forget all about our problems by planning this wild crazy night out to enjoy the ride of this wicked roller coaster ride that we called it life additionally, I started to agree to what my therapist the other night, where I was sitting alone in my room for a long time as I will begin to discuss my improvement over the past few months ago, but I can finally it wasn't my fault for everything that has been happening to me, therefore, in the words of my doctor prescribe for me was to have fun because I was only going to be young once so why not try to make the most of my twenties.

Furthermore, I was no longer have to be affected by my past year or so ago, I told that to be able to fully appreciate what I have as well as heal from the scars I have to relive the past by visiting the same very place that has been causing me misery does not affect me on now, nor does the alcohol or the taking out of date prescription pills.

There was beauty in the world of appreciating its life which means that I learned to love everything about it also I have started to feel like I was floating around on cloud nine during those moments of capturing the school spirit, the local community and life itself too.

"It looks so incredible and we are truly blessed to have you, girls, in our lives," said appreciatively, Penelope.

Partying the rest of the night before we were going to make a few more little on the road as we promise each other that we will always be there for one another in the future and the second half of our pit stop was to go mini-golfing then after that we were going to grab a bite to eat at fast food restaurant called Mitch's joint. I for one was enjoying the night drinking mocktails, alcoholic drinks that had a slightly lesser per cent of alcohol in them, and having a good time with my friends of course.

At the end of the day were not a reflection of our past lives nor are we an image of mistakes that we might have made along the way however, we were the future that we desire to create unique changes in our lives and works to crave a part history that we want to make a wonderful difference in the lives of those who we love the most such as our families, friends and most importantly ourselves to ensure that we do not have repeat the same mistake again.

"Cheers to the future endeavours and lifestyle everyone!"I exclaimed happily out loud.

Multiple pictures, games and heartfelt moments later, we drove home for the reason that some of us have a job interview or jobs tomorrow afternoon so we decided to go home as I called him to pick us up from the mini-golf place because I do not trust taxi drivers in my state at all.

All the while the boys came to pick us up to take us home in their cars and then we all drove home to get some sleep tonight to prepare us for tomorrow or the next day after that. I never  felt freer in my life when the wind was blowing in my hair on the car ride home due to the fact that the window on my side was rolled down not to mention that my best friend and I were screaming from the top of our lungs to let it go by James Bay even though this continue for the rest of the night kind of ignoring the fact that we both know what the aftermath of drinking will be a hangover.

This was a night to never forget!