One of those days when I often feel like lying in my bed all day long listening to chase Atlantic song Ocean or Tokyo Meyers song called Angel as tears from my eyes starts to falls down my face turning into tears drops once again reminding myself of only the luckiest one gets to escape from the clutches of death merely having to start over in their home town London being clueless about a particular part of their memories with a constant state of sadness ruining the start of the week for me regardless of whether I should strive to be happy with myself or should I crumbles to my breaking point of no return.

A lot is on my plate this week including the following university articles, recruiting more help for my brother close friend wedding writing up a brief description paragraph on my laptop feeling like I was completely drained of all my energy to deal with Melissa nonsense of trying to make my life a living nightmare nevertheless, she doesn't know that I am stronger than ever before since the raging storms in my life, but I kept it all bottled up when I heard my friends knocking on the door to get me to join them outside for breakfast in the kitchen as I was watching the rainfalls from out of the sky in the tiny state of beautiful raindrops making a soothing sound to calm down me.

"I'm not hungry nor do I feel like having anything to eat today," I said tiredly to Cynthia.

I heard the sound of the plate being left outside my door by Cynthia who sighed sadly talking to the other girls that she had tried her hardest to get me to eat food next to explain why I shouldn't have to skip my meals including a reason why overworking myself in my room all day long is bad for my health then Penelope my best friend decided to be sitting outside of my room talking to me take my mind off the day before my car accident was slowly approaching so instead of bringing it up to me, she keeps explaining what she was doing in all of her classes to ensure that I would smile she played out our favourite childhood theme song on her iPod Touch Screen, henceforth she used all of this as a distraction from my pain not caring regarding if she was going to miss out on her first lecture class and I heard her speaking to someone else on her phone.

Furthermore, I keep singing along to it with my blonde hair best friend Penny who was singing also we were soon joined by all of our friends sitting standing outside my room door trying to get me to step out of my room while waiting for a  second to convince me to smile again a little bit longer than they expected it to take me to be happy not to mention that the boys were beatboxing making a rap delicate to me.

"We can deal with our problem together as we have always been doing since the beginning of our friendship or we can choose to ignore it and it is your choice to make." suggested Penelope.

For a minute I couldn't have sworn that I have heard his voice in the background of everyone else speaking as I was feeling quite unsure if he was standing outside my room then I saw a note being slipped from underneath my door confirming my thoughts on him coming over here to talk me out of my dark thoughts. I picked up the notes he keeps sliding under my door, which I think it was really nice of him to do so by dropping everything that he was doing to lift up my sour mood.

In addition to this, I read those notes he had written for me promising to take me out to my favourite location or any other places where I would like to see more of in London was written on the first notes, on the second notes he told me a joke and on the last note, he said that he will promise to dance in the rain with me one day.

"You called your brother over here; as your best plan to cheer me up when you thought nothing was going to work for you to get me out of my room?" I asked Penelope.

There was a slight moment of the silence when I wasn't sure what Penny response would be to me next before she sighed and said, "anything is worth a try to make my best friend to be happy, to be honest with you, staying wasn't a choice between attending my classes or staying here because at the end of the day I will never leave you alone".

Once getting ready for my first theory classes of today do my daily basis routine in the bathroom only took me a while to get prepared for the day during getting dressed, picking up my backpack, my other stuff, for example, my keys and my raincoat in addition to opening up the door to seeing every single one of my friends are standing nearby my room waiting to see me as they heard my door being unlocked, therefore, they all decided to go me a group hug whilst we were all laughing together.

I noticed that he was there glancing at me the whole time talking to some of the boys in our friendship group for a few minutes ago when he stopped to walk right up to me in my direction pulling me into a little hug of our being in each other embrace making me feel alive and safe inside his arms at the same time, the more electricity is radiating between the two of us as he wiped my tears gently using his hand to wipe them away from my eyes handing over my breakfast in a takeout container making sure that I eat every single bite of my breakfast even the last few crumbs of it.

"So tell me, were you the last resort to get me to be happy again?" I asked him curiously.

Taking my hands into his own hands to entwined them together and he said " maybe I might have been my sister last attempt to make you feel better about you being in your dark place, however, I promised that you will alway be my first priority even when it might not seem like it to you", he placed his other hand that he wasn't holding my hand to caressed my face because gazing into each other eyes was getting a little bit intense for me so i sticked my tongue out at him very immaturely to lighten up the mood.

He refused to stick his tongue at me when chuckling at my childish behaviour as we were standing right in the middle of campus since he shook his head at me to do it, i continue to keep on pestering him to do it by widened my eyes with a sad pout on my face then suddenly he thought to himself quietly inside his head before his intense gaze was piercing through my eyes also he was running his hand through his hair during in the silence i was waiting for what he was going to say or do next.

"What is there something on my fac-"
He interrupted me as I asked why he was staring at me for so long.

"No, there is nothing on your face but you do look as beautiful as the first day I met you back when we were fifteen to sixteen year old, my angel," he answered me.

However, i didn't know why i was anticipating for something to happen between the two of us was a mystery to me feeling so uncertain when i was trying to shaking off my nerves due to him acting too weird for some reason not knowing what have suddenly brought this behaviour on him standing dangerously too close to comfort to me saying absolutely nothing to each other for ten minutes even our silent was being distrubed by his phone alarm going off to remind of what time his practises has started in training for the big match in the spare halls.

Once explaining to me that he has to go to start training or otherwise his coach with be on his case especially when he was the star player and captain of our university football team plus before he had finish walking me to my class room he had kissed my forehead in his way of saying see you later to me and then he just ran off straight to his sport practised to get some more training time  to focus on the drills also advising all his teamates on what they could work on in their own times to strengthen his team.

"Having trouble in paradise, are we?" asked Melisa with a smug smile on her face.

Great, just my luck when someone unwanted decided to stick her nose in somebody else business the majority of the time to agratived me whenever she get the chance to pry in my life whilst she tries to make it unbearable for me to have sanity not to mentioned that the option of choosing to fight to her right now does sound rather too tempting to me in this moment i decided to the mature person who walk away from any of her unnecasary drama yet, she even decided to get up all in my face saying horrible stuff about me to her friends too loudly eventually, i grow sick and tired of it because she was acting too self-righteous for years before i ever step onto campus as i darkly laughed at her weak attempted to bring down my good  mood for ages.

I laughed and then said " I don't really think you want to give me a reason to take you off that high pedestal which you put yourself on, don't you". I take a small step toward Melissa smirking at how scared she look at me clearly not backing down from her stands moreover, i had to show her who boss without inflicting pain on her so i decided to opt for verbally put her in her place by telling her exactly what i think is her problem, "you have got the nerves to make my life miserable ever since i had step foot in this place and now you putting your fake nose into everyone else business all for what eh? to make yourself feel better too".

Leaving Melissa standing there whereas i was already on way heading toward my class getting a late notice note pausing by the receptionist office to get one as i continue to walk on toward my class taking a big deep to calm down as my phone beeps to a text message from him come just in time it was like he knew that i was already not in the move for today even though i was doing it was the amount of people she bullied here to make other people feel bad about themselves and somebody deserves to stands up for everyone else who life she has ruined nonetheless, i don't feel bad for speaking the truth to her.

I changed his name on my phone so it didn't confuse myself with which one of the Greer sibling By putting Penelope contact name as Penny ( my bff) with the lily flower next to it since it was her favourite flower but as for her brother I just put his last name in my name list of contact on my phone.

Greer:Are you okay tho?

Me:Well it does depend if you are asking because you generally care about or looking to start small talk?

Greer:Of course, I care about you and I want us to get straight to the real talk!

Me:Honestly, I just don't know the answer to that question today, however, i put Melisa in her place today because she was bothering me.

Greer:I'm proud of you, my angel .

Me: Aww , well thank you for checking up on but see you later because i'm about to me late for class -me.

Greer:See you tomorrow, my angel.

Explaining to my teacher why i was almost five minutes late to her lesson soon making my way toward the back rows of desks to write down everything which i had missed catching up with my classmate when the lesson had finished i went to the kitchen to tell my friends everything as they were all impressed as well as being proud of me for retorting back to Melisa given my peaceful and non violence verbal words toward the girls who they always complained about to me.