"Ow" I moaned and rubbed my head rolling over in bed. Hang on. Bed. I sat up quickly, two quickly and my head spun around.

"Careful there love" said a voice that made my heart ache. I blinked and looked around to see that I was in my old bed on the ship, Killian sat at the other end watching me carefully. I sighed and winced a little.

"So you found me again" I huffed but didn't smile like I thought I would. He grinned.

"I saw you on the dock the other day. Who was the new guy?" he asked and I frowned thinking about what he meant.

"Jefferson?" I asked and Killian shrugged.

"I don't know his name" he said.

"Jefferson is a friend. He helped me after Pan stabbed me" I explained and moved to get of the bed but Killian scrambled over and held me by the tops of my arms. "Ow" I said and raised an eyebrow. He instantly let go, I knew he hated to hurt me.

"Please, don't go" he begged and I shook my head and I knew I was going to cry again. God, since I got my memories back I was crying so much. It was getting to a point of stupidity. I placed my hand on Killian's cheeks and shook my head.

"What happened to you?" I asked and he frowned. "I thought that if we ever met again, it would be happy. But instead I find that you kidnapping, nearly killing, stealing, getting beaten up, working with Cora of all people. Killian, you've changed so much, and I have as well. But I'm not a crazed psychopath. I want to stay my heart is desperate too. But head just can't justify it anymore." I cried, tears poured down my cheeks. He looked lost for words and I could see that I was hurting him but I had to say it all. "I know that I went with you all those years ago. I accepted the new you. But sometime I miss the man I fell in love with. Do you even remember him?" I asked.

"Adaline... " he began but I couldn't deal with it anymore. I grabbed his leather collar and kissed him. It was passionate and needed. It was full of every emotion we both felt. He tried to push it further, into more but I pulled away. My hands dropped and I got off the bed. "I love Killian, with every essence of my body and soul. But not like this" I said and left the ship. I was off the ship and hiding behind a wall when I heard him call my name. The ship was still invisible, but that didn't mean I couldn't hear him.

I slipped away without being seen and made my way to Mary Margaret's place. On arrival I found Emma, Henry and Archie hugging in delight. "Anna!" Archie said on seeing me and I smiled.

"Anna, you've been crying" Henry pointed out and I shook my head but my eyes were red and puffy, I could feel it. "What happened?" he asked and I smiled.

"You'll understand when your older" I promised.

"What's that supposed to mean?" he asked and I knew Emma could see what I had done.

"I put other people before myself" I explained to Henry.

"But if it makes you cry then there's not point" he said and frowned. I chuckled.

"To put it simply for you Henry. Love is a complicated thing" I sighed. I could see he was still confused but I thought it best to end the conversation there.