When singto was waiting for krist with his gift. His phone pinged with 2 message, a notification for the confirmation of his exam center. He spirited to the hospital after applying his leave.

Beam was shocked to hear from his assistant that singto is waiting for him, he rushed to him in worry. Before beam questioned him singto beat him "papa did you apply for me again?"

Beam shook his head and asked "why?" Singto showed him the message, Beam pressed his temple in worry. He called kong and enquired him because forth told him that he discussed with kong about this matter.

After he hang up his call he informed singto "it's not me! It's your uncle kong he is waiting for you in his home, go and meet him" Singto nodded his head and went to kong home.

"Uncle!! Why did you do this?" Singto asked the moment he saw kong on the couch. "Because I don't want my son to be the reason for your regret!" Kong declared firmly.

"No uncle, you are mistaken, it's my decision, moreover, I will not regret" singto also declared confidentially. "Are you sure about that sing? If so then you will not apply for your exam in first place" kong asked him.

"I thought we can workout the distance but the truth is not only krist even I don't know If I can live without him by my side in my important moments" singto replied him the truth and his change of heart. "Furthermore, you guys didn't stop krist when he rejected grandpa offer for me, it's his dream too" kong asked back.

"I will if it is his future, that work is not a big play in his life, but it's your first wish singto, to work and study in your uncle institute" kong explained his reason. "Still I am not convinced uncle, please take it back" singto said softly.

"Sing, give a thought one more time for me, talk with krist what if one day krist also wants to study something which will separate you guys, trust your love whenever you go fear for the break up . Let me tell you if you guys are destinated then distance will not make you guys apart" kong advised him.

"Ok uncle then give me 2 days to talk with krist" singto said in defeat. When he came out he saw krist who is entering the gate, "sorry krist I forget to message you, something important came up" singto apologized to him after came near him.

Singto took krist hand in his hold and shows him his puppy eyes but krist didn't lift his face.

"P, I know you are avoiding me, so I gave you some time to relax and come to me, today I decided to talk to you, when I went to your class a girl was happily informed her friend that you accepted her date, when I was checking the girls magazine in your locker your friend told me you bought that for your girlfriend and finally uncle John told me you applied for the exam to go to your uncle place"

Singto stunned in his place before he correct the misunderstanding krist voice out, "P'Sing, let's break up" singto feels like he lost his all blood, his head start to spin. "I am sorry P" krist went inside without checking singto.

He runs to his room and locked it, he lay on his bed with tears, he knows he hurted his lover but he can't help from feeling betrayed by him, if his Phi want to study he should have told him not apply without informing him.

"I am sorry! Krist open the door, please open the door krist" singto pleaded to him but the door didn't open, kong doesn't know what happened he feels sad for singto, he assured him that he will ask krist to come to him during their family dinner which is day after tomorrow.

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Singto called Krist lots of time  to explain before their family dinner he doesn't want to show their fight in front of the elders so he tried his best to contact Oon, he went to Kong home directly after school.

But Kong told him that krist is staying in his grandpa Joan's house. Singto was so upset, tomorrow is their family dinner, he knows by now Krist may crying tons and suffering like him but he feels sad that he can't help him.

That day he didn't go to school, all he did is think about their relation, After crying his heart out Singto decided what to do next. Krist told Oon that he will not come to the dinner.

Oon got mad and reached Krist, "I had enough of your craziness" Oon said and pulled Krist from the bed "leave me alone Oon" Krist pleaded there is dark circle under his eyes.

"Krist listen me, you are mistaken P'sing!" Oon screamed at him, "Did he told you?" Krist whispered softly. "No! He never like sharing his problem with anyone, I invested it and find out everything, Singto accepted is double date with his lesbian classmate, The magazine he bought is for May, because he doesn't have any knowledge to buy cosmetics he decided to study about it"

Oon took a deep breath "finally the one who applied for his exam is our almighty mother without P'sing knowlege" Oon finished and watched Krist in tears. He hugged and comforted him. Oon and Krist went to the dinner with his grandparents.

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Everyone silently sat on the table while Mia and Mook arrange the table, time to time everyone gave a concern glance to singto who silently stare his empty plate, everyone got startled by the last few people entering the house.

Krist runs to singto and hugged him from behind, "I am sorry P, I am really sorry for hurting you" krist apologized to him. Singto removed krist hands from his neck and stood from his chair. He dragged krist to the garden where they first confessed, and become each other's officially.

Singto didn't leave krist hand "krist, this last 2 days I tried to call you many times, I tried to explain to you in many ways but you... rejected me..., a simple break up word from your mouth made me realize the pain and fear of losing you ever"

"What if it repeats  after I went to abroad for my study, misunderstanding is a number one enemy in distance relationship, I also like you from my childhood but I waited until I turn to my correct age because I don't want to hurt you with my confusion"

"I thought when we love each other in correct age with maturity then we will never hurt each other but I think that is not true, the strength of love is always depends on the person's love, let's end this krist I don't want to bind ourself in this. Because of this, not only us, but our family will also suffer so let's end it like you asked"

"Let's be free, may be we are not mates, I decided to go to my uncle home for studies this will help us to forget about each other, we have time let's mingle with others lot, let our heart decide who it really want" singto finished and leaves krist hand who didn't lift his face yet.

Krist eyes only stare their joined hand, his eyes followed singto who is leaving from him. Singto came inside and tugged beam shirt. Beam stood from his stool and asked "what?"

"Let's go home papa" he said and eyed Oon "he may need you" singto whispered softly. Oon runs outside to look for krist but he is not there, he start to look for him the whole place. Singto tears flows, he hugged beam and pleaded to him "please papa let's go home"

All the people stood helplessly, Arthit nodded his head towards beam and forth whom start to leave with singto. Beam and forth hugged singto warmly after reaching home.

"I end it daddy, I ended it! It's hurt" singto cried while beam asked "why did you end it! Stop hurting you both sing! I am sorry I acted like a child! Sorry I will not force you to move so please reconcile with him, be happy my kids" beam cries with him.

Wiping his tears Singto spoke"No papa! We need this! I am afraid we are getting too obession and addicted with each other" singto said to him, "Both terms are needed in love dear" forth reasoned him.

"I know dad but.. I feel both are overpowering our love, I need time dad(sniff), I should learn to share him with the world otherwise(sniff) I or him will take everything from each other" singto said to him.

"Then ask him some time singto, make him understand your reason" beam suggested him, singto shook his head "krist will not accept papa, moreover I want krist to mingle with others, I want his heart to hold others so that he will know 'if I am an infatuation or love'" singto said his reason. Both elders sighed and just comforted singto without any words.

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Krist reached his home at late night, kong hurried to him and slapped his arms "Go wherever you want! But inform me so that I can be in ease" after his words he hugged krist. Arthit gave his concerned look to krist who didn't react to anyone.

He just nodded his head and went to his room followed by Oon. Oon knows krist will not cry in front of them whenever he feel sad he go far away from them and cry to his constent, he doesn't like anyone to see him in his weakest stage.

Oon back hugged krist while sleeping, when krist try to remove his hand Oon reasoned out "My mood is not good so please P'krist allow me to hold you" Krist nodded his head and slept with heaviness in his heart.

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Krist didn't go to school until his exams, both kong and Oon pleaded to him to go to school or at least meet singto but that latter didn't budge from his decision. He moved to Joan's house for sometime because that is the place where it contains less memory of singto.

Ice who lived near Joan home came and start to visit krist everyday. During the exam also he never make conversation with anyone, once after every exam all he did is stand outside until he get a glimpse of Singto and flew away. He cried everyday in his own misery.

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Singto went to school everyday, he always hoped for krist to show up in school but that latter didn't, he heard from Oon that krist will come for the exam so he runs outside to get his glimpse during exams but to his disappointment he never saw him.

He always asked Oon about krist, even though Oon protested in the starting but eventually he gave up and provided every information about krist to singto. Singto passed in his class exam and TOFEL.

~~~~~~~~5 months after

Today everyone came to the airport to send off singto to prae home, even though Singto have time for his college but he insisted to go fast. No one stopped him they all know how much both are suffering.

"I am sorry uncle" singto apologized to both Arthit and kong who knows why the latter is apologizing to him. "Study well, eat at time, come and visit us on your vacation time, be safe" kong told him.

"Uncle.." singto was cut by Arthit "we are here as your uncle not as Krist parents so let's not talk about this sing, everything will be fine after some space" Arthit told him while singto tears start to flow. Singto roamed around for long time. "Sing it's time! Forth called him"

Forth is accompanying him for his trip, "please dad, little more" singto pleaded to him and waited for krist, he knows it's selfish to wait for him after breaking up with him, but krist is someone who always do surprising things.

"He will not come!" Oon hugged singto, "I want a hug from him, at least a smile,.. please ... tell me he is coming" singto cried on Oon shoulders while whispering more "please just a single hug Oon... ask him to come"

"P.. it's already late.. I told you, you are gonna regret it..." Oon reminded him with unshed tears. "I am regretting it... more than you know.... but... I am scared at the pain of losing him once again or even worse the pain of him throwing me away" singto cried more.

The elders already moved little away from them to give privacy, forth is the only one who is listening to both of their words, his tears came out when he saw his son vulnerably begging Oon to call krist but the latter didn't pick it up.

Singto called him again and again but krist didn't attend. Forth came and take singto wrist "dad.. just on--.." singto was cut by forth hug "let's go dear otherwise you will never able to move on from this agony"

Singto nodded his head after placed his head on forth chest, glancing his family one more time he went inside with forth, far away from krist who is struggling to get inside the airport after a fight with the cap driver just because he forgot his wallet and phone in home in a hurry.

When krist reached inside singto is nowhere, everyone gave him their pity and concern look, he didn't like it his body is burning by their look, he backend from them and runs back followed by Oon.

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"Throw my son out dad!" Arthit yelled at Joan who snorted in disbelief "how dare you ask me to do this, I am his grandpa for godsake! If you want him, come and get him" Joan roared back. Arthit pulled his hair out in frustration. It's been more than 2 months since singto went states.

Krist is still in Joan home, his talk with his family is emotionless, kong is crying daily, his other kids are all in always gloomy mood, he doesn't know what to do, so he came to plead his father, Arthit phone ringed "what??... I will... don't cry dear."

"What happened?" Joan asked in worry. "Dad, .. it's kong.." Arthit said and runs to the hospital. Joan called Oon and find out kong is in hospital, so he rushed to krist to told him, "krist dear open the door!! Your mommy is in hospital"

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"How much you poisoned mom! You idiot!!" Oon shouted to his sister Archana who showed her 3 fingers, "3 tablet" May exclaimed in horror. Oon paced back and forth in terror, he can't believe their best plan backfired at them.

They all plotted a plan for krist to return to their house, Archana told them that if mom got sick then P'krist will surely come around because he loves mom more than P'singto so May and Oon accepted her plan but they didn't thought kong will faint in front of them while coughing blood.

Arthit runs to them and got shocked by the blood on Oon shirt, "W-what happens?" He stuttered in fear. "That .. is ... daddy..---'.." Oon was cut by Archana. "We don't know daddy, after eating food mommy suddenly coughed blood and fainted"

Krist who came with Joan heard Archana words and start to feels guilty, without any knock Arthit entered the OT after changing his lap gown.

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Arthit assured his kids and family that kong is alright, it's just food poisoning but because kong is so malnutrition it affected him badly, krist feels more guilty he knows because of him his mom didn't take care of him properly.

He enter the room and kissed kong forehead "I am sorry mommy" he shed tears in front of kong "i-i am glad... you are back ..to me" kong said and try to touch krist cheeks.

"I am sorry mommy, I will not leave you alone again, never, I am sorry mommy that I am not strong for you" krist said to kong "it's ok to cry during hard time, trust your love, I promise you, he will be back to you soon" krist nodded to kong.

Arthit came with his others kids and smiled seeing the scene, Archana smirked to other two whom released their glad sigh. "You scared me!" Arthit told kong and about to kiss him on mouth.

Krist placed his palm in between their lips to stop Arthit, when Arthit moved his eyes to krist with 'are you kidding me' look, krist told softly without moving his eyes from kong "You should not weaken my mommy more so kiss him in cheeks"

The trio giggled on Arthit although krist sound like forced but they are glad that their brother start to move on. "Shall we send him back to dad home?" Arthit whined to kong who shook his head with a smile.

Later at night kong cried at Arthit arms that his son is facing what he faced years back when Arthit leaves him alone. He begged at the latter to do something before dozing off in exhaustion.

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A year later:::

It's been a year since singto broke up with krist, during the first vacation singto didn't came back to his home instead beam and forth went to states to spend time with him. Singto never forget to call everyone regularly.

He allocated a call per week which he  spend to know about krist from Oon who regularly report to him about krist life. Singto was glad krist is doing good in studies and decided to choose engineering for his college studies.

~~~~~~~~~~(kong home)

Oon entered his parents bedroom and slammed his body next to kong who is caressing Archana on other side next to Arthit. "Why is she here mom?" Oon whined to kong while poking her.

Kong giggled and said "Don't provoke her, she is heartbroken", Arthit just snorted for kong comment, Oon eyes goes wide in shock "what? When?" He asked in disbelief.

"She asked Ice to marry her who rejected her saying she is too young and he can't decide on his own" Kong finished with a chuckle "what the hell is wrong with my siblings always choosing their love from a family" Oon remarked causing kong to laugh.

Arthit just concentrated on his books ignoring kong and Oon, "why are you here?" Kong asked him, Oon placed his head on kong lap soon tears soaked kong hands which caressed Oon cheeks.

"Is he crying again?" Kong asked to Oon who nodded his head "it's hurting me mom, i know he doesn't like me to see him now but I can't help the urge to hug him, when will he stop crying" Oon asked with tears.

Kong turned to Arthit and got mad when he realized that the latter is not listening to them, he pulled the book away from Arthit whose curse stopped in the middle by kong glare "he is crying again P'arthit" kong informed him. Arthit sighed and climbed out of the bed "today I will sleep with krist"

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Krist stopped his sobbing when he heard footsteps, he gave a confused look to Arthit who smirked and jumped on the bed "your mom is once again on demand" Krist chuckled and lay next to Arthit.

Both crossed their arms behind their head and lay straight, "krist" Arthit called him but no response, suddenly he felt a pair of arms wrapped around his waist, shortly bitter tears soaked his shirt.

This is the first time he saw krist crying like this, krist always goes to kong for advise or worry, he patted his hair "I want him dad! ..... I want him badly!!... I am going insane ... without his voice... studies are not enough for me ... to move on... whatever direction I take turn he is in dad... " krist confessed him.

Arthit just allowed krist to cry some more "krist" Arthit called him again.."hmm"... "What you think about taking your grandpa offer again" Arthit asked him, he already discussed it with his family this is the only way krist can free from his misery.

"But.." krist was cut by Arthit "No but! ,.. think for you... be selfish like old times... don't think for others... go ahead... but if you get hurt I will lock you in home for the rest of your life.. understand?" Arthit warned krist who hugged Arthit tightly with a nod.

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Another year passed::

Krist is doing lot better than before, he entered engineering with Oon who took different department, he took economics while Oon took electronics. His training also going well with his grandfather and uncle john.

To their surprise Ice also joined the training with krist, Nick cried a lot after hearing ice also want to join krist which he can't find what inspired him suddenly to join the gang.

Krist knows Oon is talking with singto about him, he also want to ask about him but he always stopped his curiosity with work.

During his semester because of his moon title he got an offer to model in a advertisement and now it's leads him to act in a series. During his outing for a series in his vacation time singto came back to his home to spend his vacation time.

Both didn't meet that time and krist was glad because he knows if he meet singto then he will do something which will hurt others so he controlled himself.

Singto was shocked to hear from Oon that krist is doing series, after all his cold demeanor is something which is not welcome in entertainment industry.

But when singto saw the series and especially the kiss scence he called Oon immediately and cried like a baby "P.. stop crying!! I am with my date so can't talk now, stop crying."

"How could I? He kissed someone else and he dare to show it to the world"

"P, it's acting, just acting, fake ness!"

"Even so he should avoid this type of scenes.. I hate him... I really gonna hate him!!!!"

~~~~~~\\\\\~~~~~~~(hospital)

"W-why didn't you say sooner dad? Why? Why?" Arthit asked his dad while crying on his mom lap. Joan came to know about his cancer 6 months before, he already tried to cure himself but he got failed.

"I am sorry, I didn't take care of you properly" Joan apologized to his family with sad smile, Nick, Mook and Arthit are near his bed and others just stood in the corner. Soon one by one start to bid their goodbye.

Krist stepped inside, he cried on his grandpa chest silently "I will miss you lot my little grandchild! I wish soon you will find your love" he wished him.

Arthit cried on kong arms hardly while Joan smiled and closed his eyes with Mook by his side. After hearing the news singto also came to visit Joan at his last moments.

Singto came to krist who silently crying in the garden. He sat next to krist with crossed legs, both didn't turned their face and see each other. Krist lay his head on singto shoulders while his hand gripped singto sleeve, singto didn't push him, krist cried for his grandpa that day while singto warmth silently comforted him.

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