Quick (A/n)

This chapter will have a suicide attempt. When you see this ¤ it means that that part will begin, and when you see this º it means that it is done. So you can skip that part if you'd like too. But if you do skip it, you may miss some important story plot. But skip if you want too. It'll be like that for all the warnings. ÒwÓ on to the chapter!
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-A few hours later-

I'm just here, laying on my bed trapped in my thoughts once again. I I fight myself to get up, and succeed. Walking out I begin hearing my parents talking. "He want's to stay in his dorm at U.A.." The old hag says quietly, I guess she's trying to make sure I dont hear. "Too late." I mumble, continuing to listen to the conversation.

"Then let him. It's his choice Mitsuki. We can't always be~" "I don't want to take any chances Masoru, with him and his mental state right now.... you've seen his arms. All the cuts, he hid it for so long and it seems like he's only getting worse as time passes. I-I don't want lose him.." She inturupes, tears filling her eyes.

"Well, we gotta give him some freedom. Right?" The old man asks, looking up at the stairs. I quickly hide behind the wall next to the stairs, my breathing quickens as I begin to panic. 'I really fucking hope he didn't see me...' I think, heading back too my room.

I close my bedroom door quietly, placing the tray on my desk. I roll into bed, closing my eyes and acting like I'm asleep. 'Does she really mean what she said..?' "Probably not.. and if she does it's only cause I'm her son.." I mumble to myself, slowly falling into a light dreamless sleep.

-Timeskip

"Katsuki!"

My eyes flutter open as I hear my name being called, I groan as I get up. I walk downstairs to see the old hag and my old man sitting on the couch, staring at me. "What?" I ask, mom motions me come sit down. I walk over and hesitantly sit next to her.

-Another Timeskip-

We all talked about me going to stay at my dorm, it did take a while. But mom eventually agreed to the idea. I told them that I'd be going tonight so I can move some my belongings there, like some of my clothes, my medication, and a few other things as well. They both agreed and let me start packing.

I walk up too my room and pull out a suitcase, starting to put my things inside. I put in most of my clothes, two pairs of shoes, two sketchbooks, all the journals I have since I don't want anyone seeing the shit I wrote in them, and my medication. I also decided to put in my blade and a rope I've had for a while. For reasons. 'Let's just hope one she doesn't check this before I leave....' I sigh, closing the suitcase. I toss my school bag over my shoulder and walk downstairs with my suitcase.

"I'll drive you too the school before I go for work, which will be in about fifteen to twenty minutes." Dad says, I nod and sit down. Mom comes into the living room with a small smile. "Did you eat your ramen?" She asks sitting down beside me, fidgeting with her fingers. I shake me head 'no' and tell her I fell asleep. She nods standing up, and walks away. I guess to go get the trey.

-Timeskip|I'm sorry for all the skips-

I wave my dad bye and walk up to the building, sighing I step in. Immediately I see Aizawa walking into the main room, he looks at me for a second with a confused face before motioning me to come in further.

"Where'd you go after lunch?" He asks with his normal sleepy but strict tone. "I WASN'T FUCKING FEELING WELL OKAY?!" I accidentally yell, his scarf wraps around me tightly. I can feel the sting from the cuts reopening as the scarf tightens even more. "Don't raise your voice at me." He says loudly, I nod and try to speak, but nothing comes out as he drops me on the floor. I look down at my right arm to see a little bit of blood on my hand, I panic and cover it quickly with my sweaters sleeve, hoping he didn't see anything.

"I'm guessing your here to finally stay at your dorm?" He asks questionably, looking at my right arm. "I guess the damn suitcase makes it obivous, huh?" I say rolling my eyes. He only nods, walking over to a counter. Aizawa pulls out a key-ring that has two keys on it. "Room 308. You have Momo and Koda beside you. Now go." He mumbles walking away.

I go up to my room, frumbling with my key but eventually unlocking my door. I sigh and walk in, closing and locking the door behind me. "Finally... I'm alone, no one to constantly watch over me.." I say as I set my bag down. Completely forgetting about my arm.

The room is nice, it has a queen size bed, a desk, a dresser, a medium size closet that has a shoe rack and hangers in it, a window on one side of the bed and a door in the other corner. I look at the door questionably but dismiss the though of checking it out. There is also another door that leads to the bathroom, which has of course. A toilet, and a bathtub with a connected shower head, and a sink. Above the sink is a mirror with a cabinet. 'Thank god, I don't have to leave that shit in the open..'

I finish looking around at everything except that suspicious door, I decide to check it after I unpack my stuff. I sigh and open my suitcase, pulling everything out of it. The first thing's I put away are my blade, medication, and the rope. Then I put away my clothes and shoes, I realize I forgot to bring towels, shampoo and body wash and huff. "Idiot..." I gumble. "I'll just have to buy that crap tomorrow." I say, looking around.

By the time I finish unpacking it's late, about 12:30a.m. to be exact. I flop on my bed intirely forgetting about the door, "Fucking hell.. Three damn hours to unpack.... bullshit." I sigh sitting up, I look at my closet. Right by where the rope is. 'Should I do it?'

'Do it.'

'Do it.'

'Do it.'

Without realizing it, I walk over to the closet and grab the rope.

'No! Not like that!'

'Why don't you go to the roof?'

'Do it that way.'

'F-F-Fine... But don't I deserve the pain..? If I jump off the roof, it'll be an immediate death. Right?'

'Yes, but. You don't want anyone to come and save you right? You want to die. NOW. Right?'

'U-Um.... I g-g-guess so....'

'You want to die NOW. RIGHT?!'

'Y-Y-Y-YES!!! OKAY?! YES! I DO WANT TO DIE NOW.'

"I-I ju-st wa-want to b-be f-fr-free...." I say, my words broken as I silence my sobs by covering my mouth. "I w-won't do it ri-ght now..... I'll d-d-do it this wee-kend.. and t-that's a promise.. I will be free.." I say dropping the rope, it made a quiet thud as it collided with the floor.

A moment later, I glance at my wrist as I pull my hand away from my my mouth, choking out one last sob.

Then, silence.

Now it's just me, myself, and I.. Well, I guess it's just me, my wrists, and my blade.... I walk into my bathroom and close the door, locking it. I roll up my sleeves and examine my arms, red. That's all I see. Red. My arms are covered in more cuts then I knew was possible, but I somehow find space for more. I pull out my blade and just stare. 'Just fucking do it! It's not like you haven't done it before!' I sigh and place the blade on my arm, before I hear a knock. I growl and get up, putting the blade back, I roll down my sleeves and walk to my door.

{Momo's pov}

I'm sitting in my dorm with the girl's before I hear a door open up beside me, I get up and start walking to my own door. It has to be Bakugou, or Aizawa. Both dorms beside me are unused, One unassigned and the other one supposingly belonging to Bakugou. Yet, he never uses it.

I place my hand on my door before one of the girls call out to me, I turn around swiftly and come eye-to-eye with Jiro. "What are you doing?" She asks suspiciously as she crosses her arms. I laugh nervously and rub my neck, thinking of what to say. "U-Um nothing Jiro, it's just- actually, nevermind." 'It's probably just Aizawa-sensei.' I think walking back over to the group. I take my place and we all continue studying.

I continue hearing rustling coming from the room beside me for about three hours, and become very suspicious about it. I excuse myself from the group for a moment and walk to my bathroom, pulling out my phone.

'Why would Aizawa go into Bakugou's dorm? He has no reason to be in there. What if it is Bakugou?' I stand by my sink and open my messaging app, I open Kirishima's contact name and start writing my message.

Momo: Hey Kirishima, I think Bakugou might have started using his dorm. But I don't know. I can't go check because I'm having a study session with the girls right now. Can you possibly go check, I just dont think it's Aizawa-sensei in there. I'm sorry for bothering you.

I look over the message about five time then finally send it, I put my phone away and begin walking out a minute later. Jiro gives me another suspicious looking glance but I just smile, taking my seat back with the group. Immediately I'm bombarded with questions from the others about the work. I roll my eye's and smile again, beginning to help them with it.

Ten minutes later, my phone vibrates. I pick it up and see Kirishima replied, and begin reading it.

Kirishima: Rly? Ok I'll check it out in a few. Room 308 right? Also it's fine u didn't bother me, I'm literally just sitting in my room. So it's good.

Momo: Okay, thanks Kirishima, and yeah room 308. Right in-between me and Koda.

I quickly reply and set my phone down, I realize almost everyone fell asleep, only Mina, Jiro, and I were left awake. "Let's watch a horror movie!" The pink haired girl exclaims, me and Jiro shushing her so she doesn't wake up the others. "How about we just go to bed?" "Yeah, I agree. It's really late and we need sleep. We can watch a horror movie with the entire class tomorrow. Of course we'll have to ask first but it'll most likely be fine." I suggest, it's only fair if I sleep on the floor as well so I pull down a few pillows for us as we all lay down. We say our good nights and turn the lights off, falling asleep almost instantly.

{Kirishima's pov}

I'm laying in my bed boredly before my phone goes off, I sigh and pick it up. 'It's probably Kaminari asking if I wanna watch a movie with him cause he can't sleep..' I think turning it on, I'm very surprised when I see Momo's contact name on my phone and open up the message. Beginning to read it.

I read over the message a few times to make sure I was reading it right, and begin to think.

-Tiny Flashback-

"I'm NOT staying in those stupid fucking dorms, I'm not a lazy ass like you and can walk here from my house perfectly fucking fine!" The ash blonde yelled angrily, sparks forming in the palms of his hands. "Hey! Calm down! It was just a question." I reassured him, raising my hands up to hold him away from Kaminari. "GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF OF ME!" He yelled again but I refused to let go, attempting to keep from him blowing the electric male up.

-End Of Flashback-

'He said he'd never use his dorm, as it would make him "lazy" like the rest of the class.' I think, sitting up. About ten minutes later I reply and get out of bed, putting on my red hoodie and slippers before walking out of my room. (He's wearing shorts! Just felt like I had to clarify that.)

I walk down one floor and make my way over to room 308, lost in my thoughts. Once I notice I've stopped walking, I'm standing in front of his door.

I knock once, but no answer.

I knock twice, no answer again.

I knock a third time, no answer.

I'm about walk away, when I start hearing shuffling coming from the opposite side of the door and sigh. The door swings open a moment later to reveal Bakugou, he looks very tired, and calm for once. "What?" He says in a calm tone, rubbing his eyes tiredly. "Wait- How the fuck did you already find out I came here?" He asks with a bit more anger mixed in his calm tone.

'Gotta think of something. Gotta think of something Kirishima!' I panic slightly, thinking of what I should say. "Aizawa told me you came! He also told me to come see if you needed help unpacking." I exclaim, putting on a smile. He gives me a skeptical look then sighs, rolling his eyes. "Well I don't. I'm fucking tired and would like to sleep, so go." He said with a yawn, I only nod, quickly saying bye and walking away.

'Oh- shiz! I forgot to ask him about earlier! Whatever, I'll just do it tomorrow.' I think when I'm already in dorm. I sigh and lay down, kicking my slippers off tiredly and soon fall fast asleep.

-The Next Morning-

{Bakugou's pov}

My stupid alarm goes off but I just sit there in the middle of my room, I didn't get any sleep last night. I couldn't, and my stupid medication stopped working entirely, so that helped a bunch. I finally decide to get up about ten minutes later. A day at what has probably become hell after yesterday.

-The Weekend-

"I-I'm done with this bullshit.." I growl, sliding the blade across my arm again as tears fall from my face and mix with the small pool of blood in my sink. "Fucking idiot." I growl again, sliding the blade across once more. 'Well, it's the fucking weekend. I guess it's time to end this shit once and for all.' I set the blade down on the sink and sigh, pulling out a roll of bandages I bought earlier this week. Quickly bandaging up my arms.

I toss my black hoodie on and walk out, heading straight for the stairs. I walk up the stairs fast, eager to end all my pain as my mind seems to fog up. At that moment I can't think straight, only thoughts and images of my dead body run through my head and soon enough I'm at the roof.

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With a loud sigh I push open the door that separates me from my death, I glance around to make sure no one is there before trudging my way over to the ledge. I step on top of it as memories of everyone I've ever cared about now flood my head. Thoughts of my mom, dad, even Deku appear first, along with a few others. Though the one person I don't really understand is Kirishima, why do I care about him?

'He's just a redheaded loser that I could care less about, so why? Is there something more to him? Or is it that he's the only one I'd consider my 'friend'?' Now all I can think about is him and his annoying shitty hair as I take my last few breaths, as I'm about to step off I hear my name being called. 'FUCK!' I turn swiftly to see the fucking Icyhot bastard staring at me with a shocked and worried expression.

"Bakugou? What are you doing?" He asks in a very worried tone, nothing like his normal monotone and emotionless tone. "I was just gonna sit down! Holy fuck!" I growl angrily, not at him though, at myself for being so god damn slow. 'If you were faster you'd be dead already!' The stupid voice begins, blaming me for not being faster.

"That's dangerous, you could die if you fall from this height." He says, seemingly not realizing my intentions. "I know! But I do this allot, Ok?! Now. Leave me the fuck alone!" I yell, hopping down and walking over to the duel haired boy. "Well I'm sorry for trying to make sure you don't die-" I don't hear the rest of what he says as I just walk away, going back to my dorm.

'THAT WAS MY FUCKING INTENTION YOU BLIND BASTARD! I WANT TO FUCKING DIE! I WANT TO DIE! I WANT THIS BULLSHIT TO END!!' My head screams as I slam my door shut, my breathing hitches as tears begin forming in my eyes again. "I WAS SO FUCKING CLOSE! It could have ended there..! But no- sh-itty hair for b-brains and th-that f-fucking bastard had to ru-ruin it...." My yells turn into mumbles and silent sobs as I stare silently at that door. The door I never checked.

'Maybe- Maybe this will be it!' I think as I scramble up to my feel, walking quickly to the door. I swing it open and look out, seeing that it's a balcony, I step out without any hesitations. I look down with a smile Tha soon fades into a frown, yeah that fall can do allot of damage but it most likely wouldn't kill me.. I guess I'll do the next best thing. 'Time to overdose..'

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[I'm ending this chapter here bcause its already 3000+ words and I really need to publish it. Though I was gonna make it 4000+ words. But anyways. Hope you are enjoying the book. Bye]

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