Leave Me Alone Damn It!
{Bakugou's pov}
I immediately run to my locker, quickly unlocking it and grabbing my belongings. After I left the classroom.. No one tried to stop me.. 'Maybe it's true... Maybe no one would even notice if I dissapeared.. let alone even care..' My mind starts racing with thoughts I don't want. When I'm brought back to reality, I'm already by the school gates, just standing there. Looking back at the school to see if anyone will run out, trying to stop me. But no one does..
'Idiot. The damn grape told you, no one would care if you dissapeared.'
'Shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone damn it!'
- Timeskip -
I run and run until my legs give out, I collapse. "I'm right in front of my fucking house damn it!" I yell, looking up at the house I'm in front of. I slowly get up, walking to the door. I hesitate, but walk in.
I step in the door and look around. The old hag is normally at work around this time and my old man works at night. I see my dad on the couch reading the news papers, I think he notices my presents because he looks up. "Your home early." He says looking at me in the eyes. "Yeah. I just don't feel well." I answer looking away. "What's wrong?" He questions. 'Holy~ you know what.. nevermind..' "I have a huge headache ok." I answer in a softish type of tone. "U-Um alright. Go rest." He tells me, I nod and walk up to my room.
'I should start using my dorm...' I think as I collapse on my bed, tears beginning to form in my eyes as I think back at what happened.
"You look like a hedgehog Bakugou. Plus you can call people names, yet whenever anyone calls you something, you snap!"
"You look like a fucking candy cane! Hell you can even be the damn Canadian Flag! So shut the fuck up about me looking like a~"
"Bakugou, be quiet. Your nothing but a villain."
"Your nothing but rude and overly aggressive. I bet your the school traitor."
"You don't deserve to be in this class, heck. You don't deserve to be in this damn school. Leave! No one wants you here!"
"I bet no one would even care if you dissapeared~"
"Mineta! You- w- far!"
"Ye- ou -ook that -ay to~"
Everything went blurry after that, I can't remember anything else that happened after the fucking grape said what he said. Except the chants that ran through my mind...
'Go jump off the roof!'
'Go to the roof.'
'Finally. Go jump off the roof, once it's all done you won't bother anyone anymore.'
'Die.'
'Kill yourself.'
'Fake.'
"F-Fuc-k.." I mumble as I realize I'm crying, I wipe my face and sniffle. Going to my desk, I sit down and look out the window. "W-Why m-m-me...." I mumble again, closing my eyes. Not even a minute later my phone vibrates, I open my eyes and look at it, debating on whether or not I should check it. A few moments later I pick it up, beginning to read the notification.
Kirishima: Bakugou, Where are you?
I stare at the message, thoughts beginning to run wild again.
'Why does he care?!'
'He's just faking the fact that he 'cares.'
'Listen to the fucking grape, no one cares!'
I sigh, leaving the message on read. I have no escape... When I'm awake, I get stuck with the thoughts, even though I take medication that's supposed to stop them.. When I'm asleep, I'm cursed with nightmares that haunt me.. It's a lose-lose situation. I'm hopeless...
My phone vibrates again, so I check it. It's from Shitty hair again... 'Leave me alone damn it..'
Kirishima: Bakugou, I know you saw the message. At least tell me your ok..
'Why is he pushing for me to answer, he doesn't care! No one does!'
I stare at the message, thinking about what to say. 'I'm not ok. But you can continue thinking I am.. I won't be a bother for much longer.. ' I think replying to his message.
Bakugou: Yeah, I'm fine Shitty hair.
I reply and sigh, tossing my phone on my bed. 'I can't keep fucking lying to everyone! They're gonna find out eventually!' My phone vibrates again, but I just leave it, not wanting to make myself think he actually cares.
{Kirishima's pov}
'Bakugou! Please answer me!' I think messaging the ash blonde again. I try calling him as well, but he doesn't pick up. I begin shaking nervously, more and more as time passes on. 'BAKUGOU!! PLEASE ANSWER YOUR PHONE DAMN IT!!!'
- Timeskip -
The rest of the school day was really hard, getting questioned about Bakugou's whereabouts only made me worry more. Since he didn't answer me about where he was. Kaminari and Sero had pulled me away from Mineta multiple time, to make sure I don't flip out on his perverted self again. Mineta had also been giving me dirty looks as well, kind of like he is trying to intimidate me or something. I don't know why though..
I walk to my dorm in silence, stuck in my thoughts while Mina, Sero, and Kami all talk. Mina pokes my arm playfully, snapping me out of my trance. "Hey! You okay Kiri? You've been really quiet.. You still not over the whole Mineta, Todoroki, Bakugou thingy?" "Yeah dude, you've been awfully quiet, that's not like you at all.." Both Mina and Kaminari say, I nod in response, not looking at any of them.
"Do any of you guys know what he said?" I mumble, thinking out loud without noticing. "What?" Sero says as he nudges my arm. I hum, and he gives me a weird. "You said something." "O-Oh! nothing! Just thinking. That's all." I answer him, giving my signature toothey smile.
A littke while later, we all say bye and split up, going to our own dorms. I fidget with my keys as I begin to unlock the door. When I finally get the door open I take off my shoes and drop my bag, I quickly change and go back to my phone. Picking it up, I check to see if there are any messages. But nothing.
{Bakugou's pov}
All fucking afternoon, nothing but notifications. From the same person too.
'He doesn't actually care!'
'He's messing with you.'
'He doesn't like you.'
'Your an entire dumbass! Just give up. No one wants to be friend's with someone like you!'
'LEAVE ME ALONE DAMN IT! JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!'
My bedroom door swings open, I glanced over to see mom standing there with a trey. "I though you had a headache?" She states beginning to walk to my desk, setting the trey down. I just close my eyes and nod, she only hums in response. Telling me to eat before beginning to walk out.
"I'm gonna start using my dorm." I blurt out randomly, looking over at her. She glances back, mumbling something that sounds like 'We'll talk later' before she leaves, closing the door behind her. I sigh as I take the trey over to my bed, sitting down and just staring at it, debating on wether or not I should eat it.
'Don't eat, there's no sense if you're just gonna puke it up later, right?'
I go against what my mother says and just look at it, not touching it at all. "There's no sense for me to eat.. it'll just be a waste..."
'I won't bother anyone anymore, I give it a week...'
( Heads up! The next chapter is gonna be very VERY long. )
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