"Don't be mad... But one of the first things I did to try and get rid of it was drowning.. I wasn't trying to hurt myself...to kill myself. I thought it would force it out, so I opened my mouth and... The water started boiling and nothing else...

The Peter tingle my sixth sense saved my life. I dragged myself out of the water and coughed... And cried.

The entire thing was pointless and painful.. I haven't told May, or anyone.. It's just you. You have to believe me, it wasn't like I wanted to die. It was a long time ago, and you can't tell anyone..