The Stares
Larissa's POV
My head was hurting bad when I woke up with a muddled mind and heavy eyes.
I was groggy and not in the mood to go to college at all.
What the fuck have you done El?
The more I think about it, the more panicky I start to feel.
What the fuck was I thinking?
I agreed to date Tim yesterday night and made out with my best friend's brother who apparently is also involved in throwing me out of the Fashion Club and making me walk for an entire kilometer in heels. How could someone be that ruthless?
Say it again.
Say what?
My Name..
Oh my!
These thoughts were still giving me chills all over my body.
How did it all happen?
How am I supposed to face him or Tim?!
How can I make out with Calen after agreeing to date Tim?
Technically, I cheated on Tim with Calen?
Oh man!
No!
How can I do this?
I grabbed my hair in my fists frustrated and confused..
How is he going to react?
I can't believe I am thinking about Calen and not Tim after committing to him yesterday night.
Shucks.
Sucking it all up, I stood up to get ready for college.
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With an accelerated heart, I stepped out of the car and stood in front of the college ground with Ryla on my side.
I was in a white short dress and had my brown leather backpack on one side while Rel had High waist blue jeans and red crop top. I had painted my lips with nude and had high heel toe post tie leg stiletto heels in my feet.
"You sure you're alright?" Rel asked looking at me. Of course I didn't tell her about Calen. But I did blurt out everything about Tim. A girl could keep only so much in her gut.
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As soon as I entered college, I noticed some weird glare directed to me.
What happened now?
Ignoring that weird stare even when part of me was terrified of all those supposed reasons behind them. What if - A. Calen told everybody how he seduced me into kissing? B. Worse - He had made a video of us making out!
Oh man! I would literary run back to my home if that happens.
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I finally got done with my two classes that were scheduled today and received a text from Tim just when I was done.
"Hungry? ;)"
The wink emoji gave away that both of the options, Option A and B didn't happen.
Then what's with the stare?
I replied back, "Starving"
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I found Tim sitting in the cafeteria, even from the distance I could tell how nervous and excited he was - with his bouncing legs and clasped palms.
He smiled innocently on looking my way and I couldn't help but smile back but my freaking brain did show me a vision of the last night once again. Me kissing Calen and trying to shove my tongue in his mouth.
"Hey" he got up from his seat and kissed on my cheek.
"Hey! Where's everyone else?" I asked looking around.
"They'll join a bit later"
It's only when I settled down that I saw he had already ordered and placed my burger and fries on the table.
Looking at it, I literally groaned. "Thank You!"
"Pleasure's all mine" he winked and no doubt he looked insanely hot in his football jersey.
"So.." He started but before he could bring the topic of yesterday night up, I asked the first question popped up into my brains.
"How's the football practice coming along?"
"Good!" He nodded "We need to win this time. You know what, it looked tough these last three years but this year I don't know how but I have this motivation up again.. we just have to win" He came at my hand and squeezed my palm.
I smiled looking at him, but my mind didn't settle down before shaking up a thought. If his team wins that would mean Calen loses.
Well.. to be honest, I am not going to pick sides since the game seems important to both the teams.
"You look pretty by the way" he said and hell my cheeks flushed.
Just to get a breather, I looked around the cafeteria and could still feel a dozen eyes on us.
Irritated, I spoke up without even realizing, "What the fuck happened now?"
I heard Tim chuckle that made me look back at him, "Guess they know"
"Know what?"
Hell, only I could know the speed with which my heart was racing.
"About us" he gave a quick squeeze once again that managed to jerk my heart at its place.
Does that mean Calen knows about this too?
"Um.. just wanted to talk about a thing" I said eager to get things clarified.
"Yeah?"
"Let's take it slow and casual. We both aren't ready for a complete relationship"
"Cool" He said after a second of consideration, though I felt a tiniest bit of hurt too.
We chatted a bit longer when finally our entire gang joined us together. I was proud of myself for clarifying that with Tim right away.
I wasn't sure about my feelings and definitely wasn't ready for a relationship that could end up hurting both or maybe either one of us.
We were all laughing and chilling around our big round table and thankfully Tim had cooled down too, but what got my attention in the next moment was the gate through which Calen and his entire gang was stepping inside.
The way I had gotten goosebumps throughout my body got me stupefied. How could I be this affected by him?
He had a white full sleeves t - shirt on, paired up with his rough faded blue jeans.
And as soon as he entered the cafeteria, his eyes raked the entire area in a second and stopped right on me, and I couldn't breathe.
It felt like there was no one else in the room but us with an invisible electricity built in between. While everything else was as always looked perfect with him, it were his eyes that lacked mischief he always seemed to have before.
Due to Tim's popularity everybody knew who his latest girlfriend is. Which apparently is me.
Wow. Weird.
Well, why are you so bothered about it Larissa?
Why do you care?
Tim is good, handsome, likes you.. while Cal on other hand does not like you!
What about yesterday then? Did I imagine it?
If it weren't for Calen's look I would have thought that I imagined that entire scenario in my head.
He of course had a new girl on his side, who no doubt was crazy hot. In those short shorts and that tight orange crop top she looked fire. They looked good, but who knows how long would it last between those two?
They all walked inside, as usual - chirpy and cheery. Calen; which looked like an intentional move from his end, moved to sit right opposite me on another table in a very calm and composed manner. His new girl took a seat on his side and the rest followed. Liam was saying something half of which I missed, but what I did grab was, we would have a camp for an entire week by the end of the semester.
"What!" Rel and I both said in unison and hell I was excited for it right from then.
I was stealing a couple or maybe more than a couple of glances at Calen and his 'girl' and caught him looking back towards me a a couple times too. They all had some joke that was going around, and from whatever I could gather, I thought that 'girl' said something while looking at Calen, grabbed his face to her side and damn! Kissed him ! Gross! She literally shoved her tongue in his mouth in front of everybody.
Gross. Gross. Gross.
I tasted those lips yesterday night..
Shut up!
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Calen's POV
When Chelsea - the hottest girl of the entire college asked me if I was available, I assumed the news of Natalie and I breaking up - all because of that bitch, must have spread throughout so I replied in positive.
Plus who doesn't love a good action.
But when she straightaway grabbed my face in the cafeteria, it felt weird.
Because firstly, I take the first initiative. I hold the cards for when to kiss and when not to.
Really?
You let Larissa kiss you last night?
Fuck! Get over it already!
I am not even thinking about it. I can't even remember how many times have I kissed girls! Last night was just the same.
Oh really? Is this why you matched your t shirt color to her outfit? Because that meant nothing?
For fuck's sake, let me live!
Though I didn't appreciate Chelsea's kiss to me but I definitely was relieved to see El's expressions later. It clearly screamed We kissed yesterday how can you let her kiss you today?
You watch baby..
How could you date that piece of a bastard and make out with me?
Did she say yes to him today? Or have they been dating each other from quite some time?
In any case, she'll see what she did.
Really? Why? You kiss or fuck girls who are not your girlfriend every other day, what's wrong if she kissed you whilst she was dating?
Those kisses don't mean anything!
Does that mean your kiss with Larissa meant something to you?
No! God! Fuck no!
Did it mean something to her?
God! I pity you Calen.
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