Butters's POV.

When Kenny kissed me i felt that i just gotten into a dream. A really really good one. I was sorry when it was over. After that Kenny walked me the rest of the way home. J ust as i walked through the door i let out a happy squeal. My mom ran down stairs and ask what was wrong. I said i stubbed my toe.

"Oh ok Butters. And happy Birthday." I smiled as she handed me a present. It was a bar of chocolate. I thanked my mom and she said she was going to the store to get me a real present. She kissed me goodbye and left.

After she left i got up stairs to my room to find my dad there.

⚠ Start of triggers and mean gay words ⚠

"Well you seem relaxed." My dad spouted.(is that a word?)

"Oh uhh... Dad. What do y-you mean?" I said even though i knew what was coming.

He got out his phone grabed my hair and forced me to look at it. Sure enough there was a video of me and Kenny kissing.

"So your a faggot?"

I tried to shake my head but he was holding my hair to tightly.

"Don't you fucken lie to me fag. Since your a stupid fag you need to pay the price."

He got his belt of and i thought he was going to beat me with it but instead he tied my hands together and forced me on my bed. I was really scared and i didn't know what was happening.

He took of his pants and i soon knew what was going on. I didn't want to be raped. Especially by my dad. I tried to scream but was stopped short when he got his handkerchief and stuffed it in my mouth. Big tears slid down my face. I cried. My dad then took my pants off and turned me around and stuck his member in my ass. That caused me to cry even more. Not only has he took away my virginity but it also hurt like hell.

He did this for 30 minutes. Just going in and out just to here me in pain. Finally he stopped and left me there in pain he untied me and left like all he did was give me a little talk. I sat up and cried. I looked at my door and closed it. I got a razor blade I had in my dresser. I started to cut my self.

This one if for being awful. This one is for being hated. This one is for being weak. And this one is for enjoying pain!

I cried as i put the razor blade back in its place. I heard a knock on my window and dried my tears. I saw Kenny outside. And he did not look like his usual self.

I opened the window. And he hugged me tightly. "I saw every thing."