sunday, HIgh Green

we arrived at Lana's and Matt came help us take the things to the house

"that's why it took you so long, i am sorry guys but we have already started the first one" Lana says

"no problems" i answer grabbing a bag but then i look inside and see a tequila "Alex"

"yes love" he says with four bags on hand

"you bought tequila?" i say laughing and all the folks start to as well

"well, off course, we need it"

"bloke, tomorrow is monday" Matt says

"so what?, it is not like we will stop revolving around the sun" Alex says

after that we grabbed ice cream and started watching the movies

i wake up, shit i fell asleep, god it is already the fourth movie, i look around Matt and Lana are sleeping too, i get up and go outside looking for Alex, by the time that i realised  that it was frezing and i was barefoot and without my coat i find Alex smoking on a swing, i approach him and he gazes at me bitting his lips as i do so, i sit on the swing alongside him
"Tell me something " he says blowing the smoke "are you good on giving advices?" He asks seriously
"I would say so, do you want some?" I answer him and repairs that i am feeling cold so he puts his jacket on me "thanks" i say gazing at the floor
"So, I don't think i ever told you but me and Matt with other two blokes we are in a band"
"Really ? That's so cool, i mean it I want to hear you guys, do you do gigs or something?" I break in as he speaks
"Yes, we actually are doing one on Friday i would love your presence, so we do little gigs for the fun and we write our own stuff and this manager approached me with a proposal for us to record an album"
"Oh my, this is blood amazing you've got to do it, but what is the problem?"
"The thing is he wants us to sing other songs, other than the ones we wrote, i mean I know is a great opportunity but it won't us you know it won't be genuine " he says, there is something deep in his voice a sadness rotted to it, he keep changing the cigarette from one hand to another, he is sad and halting, i love it though that he is showing once more his other side his vulnerable one to me just like on the they i slept there, he is looking for confrontation for hope
"Look, it may be an incredible opportunity but I don't think you should take it because as you said it won't be really you guys, that's my point of view but whatever you decide i will support you on it" i say holding his hand, he gaze at our hands and look at my eyes
"Thank you" and then he gazes at his cigarette "oh sorry this was rude, do you want one?"
"Oh, I don't smoke thanks, so as for the gig Friday where?"
"The same pub we went to yesterday "
"I will be there"