" you are dating Arthit rojanapat" tootah screamed .

Bright pretend faint. Em ,Wad ,Tew , Knot just glared at him.

Kongpob have called his friends  in the night after his initial high. He wanted to share being in love to them .they were his closest . They need to know.

" Now this time how many days or months Kongpob? " Em asked in an icy voice.

" Did you people loose your hearing due to tootahs shrill shout .. I said I am in love.. I hope it's forever...Kong couldn't help but smile .. forever word sounded so well with Arthit.

" Kongpob did he say yes.." Wad asked cautiously

" Of course fools ..I will not be telling you all if it's not so right.. "

" But Arthit is bad luck Kong.. he didn't even speak to you today..when did he confess?" Tootah had to say something negative.

" We came bk here ..when I was not receiving your calls or messages and disappeared.. I was here with him .. any more questions tootah ..you want to know the details ."

" He is ugly" oak interjected

" You are ugly stupid fool he is cutest and I am sure if he starts dressing up nicely and remove those hideous glasses he is quite handsome." Kong gave a small kick in oaks direction.

" Did he say why he didn't come kongpob what happened to him that day? " Knot the wise owl .

" I asked him .. he said he will explain everything later..anymore questions boys .. why are you all behaving like someone died and not your best friend discovered what is true love..!!"

" We are happy for you ..Wad gave him a hug."

Knot expression didn't change. He remained cold and impassive . Kong looked at him queerly

" knot do you have a crush on Arthit too? Why are you so silent." Kong never chews his words or feelings.

" I don't have a good feeling regarding it kongpob and no..I am not into guys and especially not into Arthit. He has become a very good friend of mine. But I feel he has too many secrets and you are in too deep. "

" Nothing love can win " he got a smack on his  head due his cheesy dialogues from all of them .

The tension in the room decreased suddenly and easy banter of the friends returned. Even knot relaxed .

The room was filled with laughter smile and music.

Prem pov

Loud knocking rose me up from sleep. Who can come at this hour . I just slept after cramming. Exams are in a week. We, final years are hardly able to sleep . Who can come now.

" Arthit .. stupid jerk ..why are you here now and how did you get inside..don't tell me you climbed the wall.. crazy idiot.."

" P Prem let me come in atleast .. if your other floor members wake up they will also curse me plus you."

" P.. you called me P.. what did you do this time nong Arthit.. I dragged him inside the room.

" You have fever again Arthit.. are you taking your medicine . ?? "

" P Prem I got my first kiss from my first love ."

I stopped my blabbering about his health and completely forgot what I was going to say to him next . I just stared at him.

" Kong??"

" Yes p Prem ..who else is my first love... I let myself go.. I kissed .. he kissed me ..he called me his boyfriend..I am his boyfriend now p Prem ." Arthit started shivering.

" Arthit fever is not good for you..you know excitement brings it back.. calm down...take medicine..sleep here today  and let me sleep too.. we will talk about it again tomorrow..ok..?"

He pouted cutely .. but obliged ..took the medicine and slept immediately. He must have been very tired .

He didn't even change his dress. I looked at his pale sunken cheeks , he has lost too much weight. His dress was so shabby with ink marks and baggy pants. I am sure there is a hole in the pants somewhere.

He refuses to use his parents trust fund. He just uses it to pay his college fees . He generally do odd jobs and write articles for seniors even from other faculties and gets paid. Arthit is a genious. His iq is way above average.  He even does online article correction of international students of his field and helps with their projects.

He uses that and earns money and scrapes by. Nobody knows his original surname. ..the chidhood the traumatic past all are well hidden with the surname .

I belong to his mother's side ..his mom was  my moms younger sister. My parents love him and always tell him to live with us. But they also know he can't. That person  will never let him go.

Arthit lives most of the time alone in that huge mansion. Servants are there but he avoids everyone. Most of the time he will go without food. He will not take his medicines.

He will only come to stay with me when the grand old man  comes back from his business trips. He stays with me or my family that time. The grand old man allows him,  he hates Arthit and doesn't want to see his face when he is back home.  But he will not let him stay with me or my family when he is not around. It's like Arthit is his possession to keep my family tortured and he loves it.

  We are his only living family now. His father's side cannot be called a family. They are insult to the name of  family.

But Arthit is too wrapped up in his past .. how can he not. The past scarred him forever. No child should have to face what he faced. Noone should face what he is facing still.

I should be happy for him , he got his first kiss. But looking at him sleeping peacefully cuddling to my side ..i let my tears flow..

He life is a bad omen..how can I be happy for him..

....Knots phone beeped with incoming message. It was Wad. .
" Tomorrow we are meeting p Prem . I found out his dorm room number. "
"Okay"

"""" A/n """"" brace yourself .. it's going to go more intense.. there will be romance but things are going to unravel now"" take care..read vote comment share ..pls pls pls..motivate me..""""