Dear Person who saved me,

I'm sure you don't remember me anymore.
Or maybe you do but then you remembered my old 'me'.
I changed a lot since we met the last time. I grew up. I learned a lot and I realized that I never said thank you to you.
So thank you.
Thank you for being there for me, for listening and for helping me as far as you could.
And that was all I needed to stand up.
I needed someone who hits me in the face and screams:"You think life is that easy to handle? If you want to achieve anything you need to get up!"
You teached me how to fight, how to grow and how to live.
Just because of you I can go on in my life.
I was down and I wanted to stay down. I wanted depression and I wanted to be sad but you told me that this is not everything in my life.
I don't have to be down. I don't have to be sad and I don't need despressions.
I'm thankful for everything you had done for me.
I wish I could do the same for you but I'm not able to help you.
I would give everything to help you but I can't. I'm not able to do it and I'm so sorry.
I thought I would make it worse so I stayed away from you. But maybe you just needed a person who stays no matter how you feel.
I wish I could go back in time and fix it.
Now I know how important you were for me. And now I know that I could help you but now it's to late.

Thank you for everything and I apologize for everything.
I will always remember you.